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mercredi, décembre 01, 2004
The Lecture
2:31 AM
Ahhh... the right time to blog mah thoughts? NO! it's 1.36AM, 1st of Dec!! At least, the house is a lot quiter now that my two lil sis are off to slumber land.The only noise now is practically made by my brother who seems delirous talking over on the phone with her girlfriend "Thanks for the speakers bro!" They're accompanying me right now. Music heals my soul! hehe.. I'm sure mom's gonna flare up again cause I'm up so late, "doin what?" Nothing, but using the computer for unnecessary work. - _ - Two days ago I had a great time talking to my dad until the moment came when he insisted on me attendin the DAILY mass in church. Ugghh... Goodness sake, I already cannot wake up so early [mass starts at 7am] and there they were persisting! My mom obviously did joined in the conversation while havin our lunch. She wasnt as talkative as Dad though... There's also a 2nd mass in the evenin at 6-7pm. Dad offered to accompany me there just so i could attend. Correction, just so i WOULD attend. Why the rejection and the back-out? Only because i'm so NEW there in church. We have been changing church for the past years. I don't know a single youth there. Their faces may seem familliar like the one's in Dad's choir [members] and the usual ones i see on Saturday evenin mass, other than that, it's ZERO. I don't feel comfortable... Then came dad's advice. "You should read the book, Purpose driven-life!!!" Mom: "Yes!! In order to save your soul!" Me: *gives a smug look* "Mom took it away when she wanted to go for that course. She needed it. So then my 'spiritual journey' was cut off." Dad: *Looks at mom and gives a suspicious look* Mom: *Smiles unabashed* Me: told myself, "victory!" Dad: " I think we should buy the book..." *Turns to his right side and gives mom a questionin look* Mom: *agreed blindly* "Yes YES!! We shall buy the book!" Me: "Uggghh... no!!! Buy Da Vinci Code!" Mom: "what? What is that? A religous book?" Me: "Heh-heh... no, it's a story book." Dad and Mom: "No No!! We should get a spiritual book!" Me: " Nah..." Mom: "It can save your soul, you know!" Dad:" YAh... " -pauses- " I think I'm not able to meet them [choir members; meetin], i'm really sleepy." Mom: *chuckles* "haha.... really tired huh?" Dad: "Yes, my mind is telling me it wants to rest. I don't feel like goin..." Me: " Then don't go!!" Dad: *gives me a doubt look* Me:" Lie your way through!!" Mom: *laughs* "haha.... It's like the devil deceivin the good one {jesus} " Dad: "That's why our Arch Bishop said he hardly believes the Youth wants to go to church with a full heart... The hypocrites..." Didnt reply to that. This started cause my dad had to go for a choir meetin and last Saturday mass, our priest had kept his eyes on the youths while reprimandin us indirectly for not attendin the daily mass despite the vacation bein on. ------ The party was cancelled in the last minute. Boy, was i thankful? I did my hmwrk that day and felt more accomplished than ever. Yet, somehow sadden and guilty for not being able to carry out the 2 long months of planning over our farewell party for our graduatin seniors. I hope you guys, my beloved seniors, do still have fun. I truly apologise for not having a bash for all of you. There has been complications and miscommunications. Nevertheless, we wish you all the best and would always be remembered here in our hearts. hehe... anyway, get use to it. GAvel doesnt really have an end-of year party right? Just kidding! You guys take care and God bless! We'll definitely miss y'all~ ---- My blessings today: *Able to blog! haha... able to at least do some exercise despite not being able to do my rounds. ^_^ Oh yea, aniwae, had fun cycling to buy groceries with my mom and two lil sis. *Diana called me!! YEY!! *Chemae tagged my board but broke my heart with her msg... I hope you're alright... this is LIFE you know. Go to church, feel God once more for i feel that you have been eludin him for years already. He truly cares just that you had shun him off. Give him a chance cuz... i'll email you and perhaps call you. I hope i could be there. rest assured you'll get over this sooner than you know. Go read up the bible, esp. this verse Matthew 7:7-8 [chpt. 7 verse 7-8] I decided to type it in here, for i believe you dont have a bible with you... Matthew 7:7-8 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matthew 4:4 "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." |
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