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vendredi, décembre 31, 2004
Freaked out!!!
1:31 AM
Ok, Face it! I need to get this out of my chest!!!! I'm not looking forward for sch to reopen even though I've completed my homework. Lalala... so what am I braggin about? heh..... The thought of Os' freakin me out! Let alone the idea of what kind of school year awaits me before taking the Exams. Uggghhhh "Kaya ko to!!" I need to pull up my Math and French. Chemistry too cause it's not that stable. Gonna make it! Gonna try for JC cause the courses in Polys doesnt interests me. KAYA KO TO!!! GO KAREN!!! JIAYOU!! Ok, I need MOTIVATION! Surely u guys do the same?? =) Gonna make this out, cause I've got all I'm waiting for!!! SO psyche about it!! WOO-hoO!! OK, won't stay here long. GONNA SACRIFICE!!! All the best for y'all man!! STRIVE ALL THE WAY!!! Take care and God bless! Enjoy the NEW year Ahead!! Hello 2005, good-bye 2004!!! mercredi, décembre 29, 2004
Who Am I -Casting Crowns
11:51 PM
Who Am I by Casting Crowns Album : Casting Crowns Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours, I am Yours Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours I am Yours Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear 'Cause I am Yours I am Yours Fell in love with this song when Sis Shirley sang it during service last 24th Dec. Moments ago, I just had a feeling that I NEEDED to listen to this song. Didn't give a damn whether I've to buy the album just to hear this song! I searched longingly in the net, even went through every "Who Am I" lyrics. Thank God, I listened well!!! So voila!!!! Here it is.... One of the songs that simply makes me feel that God is here... It's like, I hunger for him.... It breaks me down, and plus, not to mention the trauma that just happened. I so wanna reach out to those who died, for those who need relief.......... God bless us. Take care~ samedi, décembre 25, 2004
Merry Christmas Y'all!!! =D
11:35 PM
OOOSSHH!!!! WOOOT!!!~~~ JESUS IS BORN!!! -ONCE AGAIN! =D Man... Christmas has been always improving each year. There's more happy faces, exhillerated spirits and the fuzzy warm feeling to know that, we are more glad that Jesus, Our Savior is born once again. I was able to bring two sisters to attend our Christmas production in Nexus Auditorium, Hope of God church. Yey!! Viv and Hiang suan went. Boonkiat was there too but he was just doin the Santa Claus job. He was too booked!! haha... What more, that was on the eve of Christmas day. I booked him the day before. Charis didn't reply me so she wasn't able to go. Guess t'was too late. Northeast peeps were to go carollin after the service. I didnt go. I had other events in the Catholic church with my family. =) Everything were just simply wonderful. My family celebrated in the early morning at the stroke of 12 midnight. I suffered drinking Grape wine! Eew... I didn't quite like it. Unlike my bro who practically devored on it gulping and finished the rest of the wine in the bottle!!! Anyhow, I managed to finish the glass. I received heaps of greetings and thoughts! ahahaha... Ya ok, duh!!~ I did receive presents and gave them too. I wasnt able to give out everything cause some where absent, or so they didnt stay for lunch/dinner. It's still pending, waiting under the cute lil Christmas tree which stands in the living room. Everyone practically tore-opened their gifts but me. Haha... cz I knew what was there already except for Boonkiat's. Although i knew it was some kind of book. =) My parents had urged me on alright... In the early morning of December 25 2004, I was woken up to talk to my dear cousin, Cherrymae. YEY. Well, we talked for like 25 minutes I think. haha... That was what mom said. Somehow, we were lost for words. It clearly shows how we miss each other and long to see one another next year!!! I can't wait!! It's like, I've got all I'm waiting for, and I couldn't ask for more. =) Sentence sounds familliar? It's a song =D So many things are gonna happen next year!!! LOADS AND LOADS!!! DEFINITELY EXCITING TO THE CLIMAX!!! E.g: Gradutation from High sch, best yet, the HUGE reunion from both of my family sides!! My relatives around the globe, mainly from America, Italy and Canada are gonna go to Phils and have our reunion! Party everyday with my classmates and childhood friends there, WOOSH!!!!! Just so many!!! =D I just learnt today, that my family, esp my siblings and I, we have a blood of Spanish!!! Spanish blood runs in our family!! Oh mah Gosh!! hahaha... My mom's grandparents are spanish! That means, my great grandparents. I knew that all along, there were still alive then. in the 30th century. It was only recent to my acknowledge that they past away just recently. I barely could remenisce how they look and all. Despite my mom tryin to help me know and remember that they usually spend vacation in our home during Christmas and New year! Oh man... I was young then. My great grandma was truely fair. So that explains why I was fair when I was lil!! haha...!! *excited!* While my greatgrandad was the opposite! haha... Black? Yeah... But not so compared to tamils here. His hair's kinky. And gee, remarkable thing is, he lived for 102 years of age!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAN!!!! WOW Today I had a desire to help the people in need. Surprisingly, my parents knew some organisations. My dad emailed me one truely touching and amazing story. I may post it here although it would be rather long. Read the chpt 7 of Purpose Driven Life. God spoke to me of my recent actions. While readin, I had a desire in readin the bible too and this caught my eye: Daniel 11:9 and 13 "He replied, "Go your way, Daniel, because the words are closed up and sealed until the time of the end.Many would be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked would continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand." [13] "As for you, go your way until the end. You will rest, and then at the end of the days you will rise to receive and alloted inheritance." I knew then that God spoke to me through the verses. God bless Y'all and Take care~ Merry Christmas! vendredi, décembre 24, 2004
EXXXXXX hausted~
1:24 AM
*falls hard on her chair and gives a sigh of relief* YEA... finally the Christmas spree had concluded!! Darn... this wouldnt have happened if........ u noe what. Meghana knows the reason. Haha... Girl, thanks for the company even though it was merely an hour. Haha... just enough for our travelling. Shopping's done but not the wrappin and I still have some ExtrA things to do. Yep, Decorations!!! The best part!! What's worst?? Being bankrupt!! haha... my heart sinks right down the earth having to see the staggerin, whoppping amount in the cashier!! Mind you, i'm just a STUDENT. Not working... Soon!!! I can't wait!! hehe! Well, Hava Merry Christmas Y'all! And a Blessing New Year Awaits us! Always and forever, God bless y'all!! vendredi, décembre 17, 2004
Who's Your Perfect Guy?
3:01 PM
PEEPS, I HAVE MOVED. I'VE A NEW BLOG ADDRESS. THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE LINKED ME SHOULD KNOW THE NEW ADD. S T O P COMING HERE!!! THIS IS NOT GONNA BE UPDATED F O R EEEVEEERRRRR!! ASK ME FOR MY NEW ADD IN CASE U WANNA OR HAVENOT KNOWN. MERRY CHRISTMAS YO ALL! MAY THE NEW YEAR GRANT YOU'LL UR WISHES AND DESIRES! GOD BLESS~ Your perfect guy is a punk-rocker, most likely in a band. He's got awsome talents at music, and he must have strong feelings for you, cuz guys like that are usually shy. nice catch! Who's your perfect guy? brought to you by Quizilla ------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm startin to think these quizzes are nonsensical... you think?
Where will you find love?
2:54 PM
Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary story, you love to love, you believe you have only one soul mate is waiting for you some where in this world and you are sure you will find them one day, and when you do you will make them the happiest in the whole world. Where will you find love? brought to you by Quizilla
Quiz
2:45 PM
Ahahaha.... now that's flatterin!! "I have a feeling he will come around soon." Hahaha... Right... I also read about some horoscopes a few days back and GEE, FREAK they say the same thing. "Prince charmin will be coming around soon" HAHA... Boy, am I so excited?? hahahahha.... Come on, just what they say, "Love makes the world go around" I have yet to see if I'm ready though... =P So with that i took another quiz at Quizilla! hahaha... It's my first time doin this. Thanks to Katrina! ;-)
What kind of girl are you?
2:37 PM
You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring, loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your time dreaming and you're not afraid to express deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary, or words. You hope for love and affection from your prince charming. I have a feeling he will come around soon. What kind of girl are you? (with pix!) brought to you by Quizilla mercredi, décembre 15, 2004
My Lovely Skin HAD GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:51 PM
I'm so sad right now! The template I fell in love with, didnt even last for 2 weeks!! Barely a month!! I changed the background -only. I so LOVED the background that even though it changed to "photobucket had exceeded..." I had requested for the author to send me the background!!! I just love the background... it's so artful, ingenious and angelic! I can't help contemplatin over it!! Guilty surges within me as I had not really followed the instructions over hostin the pic myself. Heck, I didnt really notice it!! See, that's how I got glued over the picture!! It's worth mesmerizing over with!!! AHHHH!!! *Screams* I lost 50 bucks for the past 2 weeks two. In order to vent my anger, I punched the walls as hard as I could! Thanks for the boxing gloves I had retrieved from the store room a month ago! Shheeze... minus some money for Christmas shoppin... ahahaha.... that breaks mah heart. Oh well, Thank God Michael's not goin this 18th??? -Enigma Blessings: *Dad's recuperatin faster than expected! YAY! *I was able to overcome the lose of my freakin money!!! *I NEED A LOCKER or a personal bank?!! For mah bucks. mah-neh!~ Darn... MONEY IS the root of all EVIL! Take care y'all and God bless! Have a Merry Christmas and A Joyous New Year! Don't forget my pressie! hahahaha.... *winks* Just remember me on the two memorable days.... make it everytime. =) Happy Birthday to GAFFAR!!! vendredi, décembre 10, 2004
Wavy Locks
9:31 PM
Back to the same template I fell In love with. Simply artful. Hence, it's yellow-orange! Yey! hehe.. This would be my skin for quite a long time... for sure! =) Uh-huh-huh.... How do you find my Wavy-Curly-Locks Hair? Had them curled last Wednesday. Haha-- It's not permed. The locks only lasted for at least 24hours. but was already gettin loosen then until it was straight as ever. Which is betta, Curled or straight hair? hee--- Today's Taufik Batisah's birthday. Dunno his age. It's a really good day to celebrate after winning the gruelling competition of Singapore Idol for almost 6 months! Hehe... Good for him. ^_^ My dad was operated yesterday, Wednesday, 9th of Dec. T'was really awful. The operation was supposedly to last for at least 2 hours but my mom got worried since it was more than that. It took 4 hours. Twice the expected time. Dad's gall bladder wasnt located by the doctors so they had to go the caecarian way. Out from the Operation Room, dad was down with a slight fever. His stomach's being stapeled, there's somethin on his nose, i don't know what's it for, he's weak, he's got blood bottles under his hospital bed and all those dextrose and watever thingies that was poked through his veins. Typin this already makes my body go weak. My elbows are startin to go jelly. My lil sis didnt wanna go back to hospital today cause it was just too much to take. I may not be able to go there too. Let alone that I already have some fears seeing someone with blood all over. I may faint. Honest. Being a big sis is so difficult. Anyway, I asked for them so, heh, ain't no choice. It's such a state of onus havin to look after them and the household chores from lining the laundry clothes, washin the dishes, sweeping the floor, COOKIN. It's a pain in the neck havin to look after them. They constantly drink water, and each time it's a new pair of glass. Darn, and u're the only one who's gotta wash and dry them. SICK. Cooking, ugghh... sucha dread!! My 2 lil sisters are so picky! You can't offer them any food unless they smell and SEE how's it done. It shouldn’t be overcooked or else they're not gonna eat that. SUCKS. Whenever they wanted something they call my mom and in the end, im at the phone knowing what things my sisters want. Why can't they just tell me huh? So my mom's bugged too. Rascals! haha... I sometimes call them that. Good thing I'm not as yet lassitude over these rituals and my two lazy picky, petty siblings! Big bro doesnt do much. He lives in his own world. Little does he help unless asked. Anyway, all these are fine... you gotta do sacrifices in life or else Life's simply a bore. Plus, you don't grow inwardly and outwardly. I'm teachin my two sis how to do this and that. Cook, Sweep, and do some simply chores! haha... Am not gonna be a slave for them! NO WAY. So if they're not gonna be responsible for themselves and if they're obstinate, they're surely gonna get spanking from me! Sometimes, you just have to me harsh. So i hope you guys are havin the time of your life. To keep me goin, I'm readin the Purpose Driven Life. I stopped somewhere in the middle, but i commenced readin it again. Cherrymae, you gotta read it all over again. It helps. You guys take care and God bless! Hava Merry Christmas and A Joyous New Year!
7:40 PM
 Ahh... How do u find my Wavy-Curled hair?  lundi, décembre 06, 2004
USA!!!!!!
7:54 PM
All I can say is, " I can't wait to go to U.S!!!!!!!!!" It's like a second home to me. Most of my relatives are there. My ever best friend had just migrated around late November in New Jersey! hehe... She was so excited about the snow! Oh! So am I!!!! I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! My cousin, Neil, he had just arrived in America late last year and now, he's gonna go to Phils and hava a vacation! Gee... Awesome!!! I'd like to do the same! It's seems easy to save up money there! Besides, my best friend had already gotten a job. $7 an hour! Not too bad for a college student who awaits for school to start! Man.... I can't wait..... And hey! Next year too!! hehe... My relatives in America would be having a vacation in Phils! Together with my family! It's a huge reunion!! Like, my relatives all over the world would come down to phils at our place back at home and CELEBRATE!!! YEY!! We've already planned to have a formal party! It's the best christmas party ever yet to be experienced!! Ooh-la-la!!!!~~ Gotta meet my Uncle Conrad, My cousins, esp my mix cousin, Michael Fears, who's half filipino and american!!! WOW... He's eyes are BLUE!!!! hehehehehehe.... YESH!! finally! Someone I could mesmerised my eyes on!! hahahahahaha.... Isnt he just A D O R A B L E!!! I'm gotta carry him for sure!! hehe... Cute cuz of mine! For now, I'll get real. I've still gotta finish up mah assignments and graduate! haha... Lalala~ U guys take care and GOD BLESS!!! dimanche, décembre 05, 2004
Awesomely Tiring... -exhausted
2:45 AM
I've never felt so exhausted.... NEVER... So I'm gonna make this entry short and perhaps generalised. First thing in the mornin' while I was still tryin to steal some naps I have had for YEARS, my cellphone rang. Thank God I heard it! haha... cause the phone number shows a weird LONG tele number. YESH, DIANA DONDA S. CALLED ME AGAIN!! MY EVER BEST FRIEND IN SINGAPORE!! Hehehe... Yey!!! she's been calling me most of the time now and HEY, I dont mind my bills going up! hahahahahahahahaha..... [of course I do!] Whata nice wake up call! =D Boonkiat and Michael. I've invited them to Nexus. I hope you guys had a great time! Sad thing is, heh... Michael was somehow abandoned. Yea yea... well, at least Yirong was with him! A BIG HUGE THANK YOU TO YIRONG! Sad thing is, he had a flight to Vietnam tomorrow and I wasnt really able to get to talk to him properly. Hai... whata miss! I hope he's alright there. I don't remember thankin him very well. I didnt even see him when I got back at Starhub.... Sometimes when ur mind is too caught up towards one person, you forget that someone out there do cares and not realising, you're shunnin thy away... Went home. Went out again, shopping with mom. She bought the Purpose driven life book !!! Hallelujah!?! Couldnt find the Da vinci code! uggghh!! didnt leave a book for Karen to have! *Ranges with anger!* Hehe... ;) Gonna go to borders one day, soon, and grab it!! Wanna have it! ! I saw books that had already answers to the codes. Saying like, "Unleashed codes" the more I see such books relating to the Davinci code, the more I wanna grab it!! Suspense is in the peak!! I believe it's a religious bk. I saw some scriptures about Jesus... the paintings were extra-ordinary! So classy, elegant and simply artistic! hai~... AWESOME!! Watched Miss World! YEY! Philippines was among the top 5!! hehehehehehe... Dont mind getting, winning the crown! As long as u've made it in top 5 over 200 elegants in diff countries, is tremondously well done!! ^_^ Boy, am i glad to be a filipino.... ??? I just realised that the Poem I wrote, "Angel in Disguise" came true. Amongst all people, it happen to my dearest closest cousin. =( That breaks my heart! Go read up the poem I wrote months ago... It Shattered the very bits of my heart!!! *Falls to the ground clutchin her heart* My Blessings. It was wonderful. More than how I could describe it! My insecurities on how to answer Chem's grievances had disturbed me. I didnt know how to answer her about God. I couldnt find the words. I only hope to give her a hug and reassure her. But these, I couldnt do having to be in different lands. So I went to church and the ceremony had answered me. Not only that, also my lack of courage over inviting people to go to Hope of God church had enlighten me. I do sure hope that I could somehow help Chem and at the same time, invite and make more people come to the house of God. mercredi, décembre 01, 2004
The Lecture
2:31 AM
Ahhh... the right time to blog mah thoughts? NO! it's 1.36AM, 1st of Dec!! At least, the house is a lot quiter now that my two lil sis are off to slumber land.The only noise now is practically made by my brother who seems delirous talking over on the phone with her girlfriend "Thanks for the speakers bro!" They're accompanying me right now. Music heals my soul! hehe.. I'm sure mom's gonna flare up again cause I'm up so late, "doin what?" Nothing, but using the computer for unnecessary work. - _ - Two days ago I had a great time talking to my dad until the moment came when he insisted on me attendin the DAILY mass in church. Ugghh... Goodness sake, I already cannot wake up so early [mass starts at 7am] and there they were persisting! My mom obviously did joined in the conversation while havin our lunch. She wasnt as talkative as Dad though... There's also a 2nd mass in the evenin at 6-7pm. Dad offered to accompany me there just so i could attend. Correction, just so i WOULD attend. Why the rejection and the back-out? Only because i'm so NEW there in church. We have been changing church for the past years. I don't know a single youth there. Their faces may seem familliar like the one's in Dad's choir [members] and the usual ones i see on Saturday evenin mass, other than that, it's ZERO. I don't feel comfortable... Then came dad's advice. "You should read the book, Purpose driven-life!!!" Mom: "Yes!! In order to save your soul!" Me: *gives a smug look* "Mom took it away when she wanted to go for that course. She needed it. So then my 'spiritual journey' was cut off." Dad: *Looks at mom and gives a suspicious look* Mom: *Smiles unabashed* Me: told myself, "victory!" Dad: " I think we should buy the book..." *Turns to his right side and gives mom a questionin look* Mom: *agreed blindly* "Yes YES!! We shall buy the book!" Me: "Uggghh... no!!! Buy Da Vinci Code!" Mom: "what? What is that? A religous book?" Me: "Heh-heh... no, it's a story book." Dad and Mom: "No No!! We should get a spiritual book!" Me: " Nah..." Mom: "It can save your soul, you know!" Dad:" YAh... " -pauses- " I think I'm not able to meet them [choir members; meetin], i'm really sleepy." Mom: *chuckles* "haha.... really tired huh?" Dad: "Yes, my mind is telling me it wants to rest. I don't feel like goin..." Me: " Then don't go!!" Dad: *gives me a doubt look* Me:" Lie your way through!!" Mom: *laughs* "haha.... It's like the devil deceivin the good one {jesus} " Dad: "That's why our Arch Bishop said he hardly believes the Youth wants to go to church with a full heart... The hypocrites..." Didnt reply to that. This started cause my dad had to go for a choir meetin and last Saturday mass, our priest had kept his eyes on the youths while reprimandin us indirectly for not attendin the daily mass despite the vacation bein on. ------ The party was cancelled in the last minute. Boy, was i thankful? I did my hmwrk that day and felt more accomplished than ever. Yet, somehow sadden and guilty for not being able to carry out the 2 long months of planning over our farewell party for our graduatin seniors. I hope you guys, my beloved seniors, do still have fun. I truly apologise for not having a bash for all of you. There has been complications and miscommunications. Nevertheless, we wish you all the best and would always be remembered here in our hearts. hehe... anyway, get use to it. GAvel doesnt really have an end-of year party right? Just kidding! You guys take care and God bless! We'll definitely miss y'all~ ---- My blessings today: *Able to blog! haha... able to at least do some exercise despite not being able to do my rounds. ^_^ Oh yea, aniwae, had fun cycling to buy groceries with my mom and two lil sis. *Diana called me!! YEY!! *Chemae tagged my board but broke my heart with her msg... I hope you're alright... this is LIFE you know. Go to church, feel God once more for i feel that you have been eludin him for years already. He truly cares just that you had shun him off. Give him a chance cuz... i'll email you and perhaps call you. I hope i could be there. rest assured you'll get over this sooner than you know. Go read up the bible, esp. this verse Matthew 7:7-8 [chpt. 7 verse 7-8] I decided to type it in here, for i believe you dont have a bible with you... Matthew 7:7-8 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matthew 4:4 "It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." |
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