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mercredi, février 28, 2007
28th Feb 2007
6:59 PM
 28th Feb 2007. Exactly the date when I got back in Singapore after 3 months of holidays. A month of freedom -just me last (Feb2006.) When my family left almost 2 months before. Ahhh... How time flies. And I could still vividly remember the days that happened before that day of departure. John goin all the way to Antipolo for our 'last day' together. Hehe... Man, it's really good to know Laz Pinas is quite near Antipolo. =) I missed what we did last 27th Feb 2006. =) If only we could turn back time.. I'd just be thankful for the moment, for the history, for the memory, for the happiness. It was also the time when he met the other relatives of mine in dad's side. =) Thanks honey. =) For the risks. For the chance. For the opportunity you seized. Today is the same date but different year. I busted my semi-finals in Plain English Speaking Awards. I was already disorganized with my index cards but still confident yet, I wasn't comfortable with the flippin of cards that got my audience and I, distracted. Gossh. I didn't get to time myself too so that added to my anxiety. I rushed my last paragraph. (and i didnt read all. damn. i kinda disappointed myself rite then.) I wasn't prepared. I was feeling sickly. My throat wasn't helping too cause it felt too itchy and I cough anytime, every time. Came a few minutes for the impromptu speech and I had a headache. Lord, that didnt help either. So the result? I knew I wouldn't get in and God forbid.. guess it wasn't my day at all. Nonetheless, twas raining all day today. A good recuperation from my headache. haha. Thankyou God. Thanks for the experience and all the best for the finalists. You guys had been amazing and most of all, thanks for the friendship. =D See ya around school, fellas! Mwahugs~* To rewards myself, I made smores! wahaha... Gosh... looks tempting but once you eat it, gosh! SO SWEET! haha. =D Lesson learnt: Seize the opportunity, Do your best and first of all, don't ever procrastinate. Tomorrow will be another busy day. An important last test for c-programming and preliminary for the Engineering math. So I've piles of about 8 programs to memorize and stack of papers for math. greeeat. Cant wait for Friday. God... This week has been sooo busy. Busy in a way I don't like it. Life. -_- Saturday will be working day. Sunday will be tagalog mass day and Ive to type the whole Sambuhay thing and plus the songs. woooooooooo~~~ anyone willing to be my secretary for this week? Lol... FOC? ok? =D ;) Carpe Diem and Take care~ lundi, février 19, 2007
the shitness in me... OUTOUT!
11:46 PM
 Dear someone, anyone, whoever... anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Sometimes I just wanna break down and cry like how i'm feeling right now. There's this heavy feeling inside me. I think the best way to relieve that is to cry my heart, soul and eyes out. Ive done that... but it doesnt seem enough. It keeps piling up. The fear building in, the solitude breaking in when Im lonesome. Anyone hates that feeling. Lately has been scary. madness. Men in the lose with their stupid flaterrings, it gets me freaked out. Damn it. Hay.. msging, asking for cell number, emailing shit... I ignore, they get mad. Good. =) I mean, what are they gonna do if I choose not to reply? Get angry and ignore? Sure. Their reactions doesnt get into me anymore. buti sana kung cute sya. lol... Go ahead and call me a meanie. Damn I dont care. I hope they understand the fact that Im NOT INTERESTED and that Ive a *@(&# boyfriend already! So get out of sight and @)(#*& move on! U make my life so irritating! grrrr I wanna feel the sensation of being pressured, being stressed yet again. And it gets real sickening to work at some outlet where there arent people. Then again, you get overwhemled if the opposite occured and I grumble. haha. That's just so cute of me. lol. To my dear friend/s who has/have been asking me out to "catch things up" I'm really sorry. I dont know when Im free. So either you come along to my venue or wait and see. haha. Dang, I miss every inch about the times we had. =) Thanks for always asking how Ive been. Damn, I love you lots. =) And FYI, there might be a day that I may be quiet and just cry. So prepare with lots of tissue and a shoulder to cry on. Damn... 'Hug me and never let go. Wishing evermore that you'd be here cz you're the one I ever think of. I ever longed for. But its so hard... I think thats the reason why I cried. Please don't give up. Stay Strong. I don't wanna lose you.' Gaaaa... I dont think I can say that. Im much a coward even though we've been a year in love, being fateful, together...? Hay... I'd just... maybe hug you and that's it. No words spoken. I think I prefer that way... Hay... Honey Honey Honey. Have you changed? Shitness, Karen is stupidly in love. Damn it. haha. tickle tickle. Picture Karen crying... hmm.. wawa naman. lol. Shit I miss you. Damn it Karen... ano ba! Stay strong! hahahaha. Im scolding myself. Im so restless. A record... so far 4 men waved at me before taking their leave at BK ML. haha. haaaahaaaa.. and I had a good lunch so my sugar was high. haaahaaaa.. wishing ever more that someone would appreciate the little things I make big issues on. wishing ever more that there will be that someone whom I can tell or share things with everything anytime, anywhere, anyhow. in short, bestfriend. wishing ever more that he'd be near. i want a dog, but i dont think i need one... hmm Good day ppl! carpe diem! Hoy John Paul! Mahal kita! salamat at nagparamdam ka sa myspace. ingat.. at sino yon........... tralala  mercredi, février 07, 2007
The gifts and a trip to a love letter.
8:47 PM
 I stayed up late till 3am doing this for you. I hope you like it cz I love every gift that Ive bought. I had so much fun wrapping them up, the gift was so huge that an ordinary wrapper won't be enough to cover it. Thank God there's the other wrapper. As you hold this gift, do take a glance at the wrapper, you'll see your reflection in there like I had noticed mine. I smiled at my reflection, feeling accomplished and somehow confident that you'd definitely love it albeit, I was dubious whether or not to give you, or to keep it on my own.... (danda kasi eh. Isooloveit and personalised it so your the only one who has that) In the process of wrapping up the gift, I pictured you on how you'd receive it and your reactions to the surprises I had planned for the upcoming days ahead. How each day you'd be awestruck, and hopefully, feel and know that I do love you. (naaacks. haha) I wrapped them up, devotedly with all my love and care. As I did this, it was only that moment did I realised I'm actually in love with you. Gosh, hello, 3am?? wrapping a gift when I should be asleep for Ive class the next day? Plus, I wrote you a 7 page long love letter... Nonetheless, I pictured you smiling from ear to ear as you receive and hold the gifts in your delicate but 'generous hands'. I could feel your happiness evaporating, you were overwhelmed with love and it was so contagious. I hope I could make you feel like that -time and time again. I love the feeling of making someone full of glee.I hope you'd remember those days. I hope you'd remember me. It's hard for your not here so hopefully it was easier: the means of sending it to you personally, the unspoken and spoken expressions on your lips and actions, all first hand... Anyway, The times had always been rough. It's hard yet I'm willing to take the blow slowly but with a satisfied emotion for you will receive them. And it's the least to make you happy, to make you feel loved and to let you know I'm thankful to you -in every way. On one note, thank God Ive got my pay; it's a relief. On second note, this month is the most unforgettable one for the both of us. I could still remember vividly how we were, just right at the same month a year back... I truly can't believe we're surviving, we're holding on and staying strong... -cut- haha. cz I know ppl will complain for a long entry. So I think it's best to save the rest for him. ....Happy Valentines day in advance and best of all, 12 monthsary to us. I thank God for you and as you've always known -I love you. mardi, février 06, 2007
I cooked today. =) Skip sch.
10:14 PM
 haha! Weeee~ I cooked today cz mom said so. And I was kinda bored and I wanted to help out. I wanted to make mom happy and to somehow thank her. First of all, I didnt go school. Best of all, mom was okay with that. Cz anyway, it's just AC today and no lessons. Just doin the project. I got ready for school 2 hours before and eventualy, laziness got into me. Haha... but hey, I got to talk to John. yey... =) To cut it short cz I still have things to do. I cooked chicken flavored barbeque. wahaha.. and this spinach veggies with mushroom and chicken stock soup with garlic and onion. It's been so long since I really cooked for my family. Here are the feedbacks from those who ate: "See! You know how to cook! (shows the thumbs-up sign) Pero, pag tinamad ka lang eh... walang maluto!" -mom wahaha... "Mmm.. sarap. Yum. (smiles from ear to ear.)" -Dad Yea, walang lasa yon chicken. Both the fried one and the one i cooked with no oil. (For dad cz he cant eat fatty foods. He has no gallbladder.) haha. maybe just a lil. haha. Marinated is still the best. Oh well, thats why we have tomato and chilli sauce! wahahaha... =) Ayts, Im gonna go wash up the dishes. At least that's a gd day to me. Helpin out, making my parents happy, cooked for them and did some writing and card making. I think I wouldnt feel as good when I went to school. Anw, Im almost complete with the proj. I can do that tmrw. There's even another week for that project. wata waste of time. haha. Oh, i should start practicing for Engg math exam. Exam is on March 12. Tata~ Be good ppl~ Carpe Diem! Your life is the sum result of all the choices you make, both consciously and unconsciously. If you can control the process of choosing, you can take control of all aspects of your life. You can find the freedom that comes from being in charge of yourself. — Robert F. Bennett (change in a gd way. hehehe) weeee~ Thank you Lord. tears trickles down my cheeks~* 6thFeb07. 1030pm lundi, février 05, 2007
Camera is Wrking! Yey!
10:38 PM
 Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ The camera is wrking again! Yey! so there, just some random pics yes-tah-day. Im gleeful today. I was told I scored a perfect for the AC (automation and control) practical test last week. Then the previous test I clinched 75/100 for theory. weeee~ I didnt think I would do that well. haha. My supposedly hours for lessons don't commensurate as I should have, considerin I was late for most(all..) lessons on AC and den, voila! hehehe.. Praise God! Many flunked the theory test. But anws, mine was different from them so I cant really say since I was absent that actual test day. Nonetheless, the questions were the same, the digits just changed or so the situation for some qns. wahahaha... that's wat i call "study-smart." Not bad though. =) [oh... speakin of that, I havent gotten back my paper like everyone else had.] Still, I gotta change and do better. ^_^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ I was worryin all the while on how im gonna cope tmrw and on wednesday since I was told last weds when I called, that Im gonna wrk in the morning. From there, I head to school. Ofcourse, it's gonna be exhausting, but it's not gonna happen. =( I was somehow ecstatic cz i get to make full use of my morning. Im gonna learn how it's like to be wrkin in the breakfast hours instead of sleepin it away (or studyin? or joggin?)before my lesson at 2pm-6pm. Oh well... I checked again with this asst manager who does the scheduling cz when I went to wrk last saturday, my name wasnt up yet. =( I smsed the asst manager, A, and he asked if i cud wrk again this sat, same timing. so there. ive gotta wait for saturday again. hehehe... Man, seems like I miss Burgerking eh? lol... ( i just need cash! waahahaha) Oh well, I could call honey. I could go jogging. I could I could I could... do something else than wrking before sch starts. hehe. WAHAHAHAHA. Also, wanna thank Hafiz for helping me with our "running light" project. hehe. I forgot my wrksht and the connections for my capacitors and LED lights werent as vivid anymore. thank God for your help. I could have hugged you but i dont dare. ahahaha... =D Thanks duuude! Oh yea, and also Jufri for his "super" battery. hehehe U guys RoCk!!! weeeee~~ Takecare, Godbless~ 5thFebo7 1109pm
12:26 AM
 It's the body now, nt the face. +D wahahaha. I cant edit the previous entry cz im using Picasa. I cant log at blogger.com cz obviously Im evadin the new blogger. Lovya ppl. I missed the 't' in "adventure" and no title and date so here it is: 5thFeb2007 1229am mwahugs~*
Feb04'07
12:15 AM
 Wow. =) No pain no gain. Lets go exercising again. heeeheee =,> Thanks to Skape, to Kuya Bryan and to Hakeiym for the company of keeping fit.Also, to those who have invited me to go gymin: Idli, Shiqi, Cheryl and to the fellas of the sch tennis team and OAC. =D (Outdoor advenure camp) and yea, burger king also, for makin me brisk-walk at the counter and in the kitchen, hence the joggin I do upon servin the one I owe and back at the counter. Best of all, Thanks God for the inspiration and to that dude with initials JPASM. iloveu. on the other hand, maybe it's possible to inject lipase in our body. waaahaaaa... great idea, yea? [for die-hard-lazy-peeps, wahaha] EXERCISE Ppl! =D heehehe Take care, Godbless~ jeudi, février 01, 2007
nothing
10:59 PM
 wahahha...damn. Blogger wants me to move to the NEW blogger! I DONT WANNAAAA!!! my frens said it sucks so, NO!!! haha.. thank God there's Picasa! lol. SO that pic there is just for the sake that i cud blog. haha. =P Nothing special today. I was too hyper the whole time. Guess the wrong take of bus in the morning perked me up. hehe Instead of bus 72 right behind bus 55, it turned out to be 25!!! wahaha.. I tot 72 was just rite behind after it stopped to allow the vehicles move as it came from the left curve. the bus had the same style as 72 so i tot it was 72! I only realised i took the wrong bus wen it didnt turn left. gosh! hehe... got my heart pumpin hard. I didnt even know wat bus i was on so i decided to get off the next stop. (i cud take 25 to bedok... but too bad, i didnt know the bus number and too abashed to ask.=P hehe) kinda embarrassin cz i even sat in the 2nd floor. wahahaha den all of a sudden i'd get off. alamak. -_-" Thank God the rest of the buses that goes to Bedok were in line. 854, 55... so I took 854 straight to Bedok den another bus to sch. Man... yea, i was late. haha. I had to msg Huiyin cz we were meetin as usual. =D And gee.. inbox full again so i had to erase some sentimental msges. nyaaahaaaa... its good to receive 8 msges in an hour and den goes on and forth as the day ends. good company i say. waahaha... He asks my schedule in sch. gave me his: In ThE PrOcEsS oF TrAiNiNg 6 MoNthS" CaLiFoNiA FiTnEsS HeRe I CoMe SoOn =] says: okay here's my schedule "In ThE PrOcEsS oF TrAiNiNg 6 MoNthS" CaLiFoNiA FiTnEsS HeRe I CoMe SoOn =] says: on mon i end at 4pm, tues end at 4pm, wed end at 5pm, thurs end at 5pm and fri end at 12 or 11.30 =) I wonder what he's up to. Then I see him arnd sch usual than not. Wenever he msges or chats with me he never fail to ask if ive taken my dinner. (man, thats thoughtful. but it got too often...) and then he asks if I cud join him jog... u know where? EAST COAST! wahahaha... maybe a sunset- watch or sunrise after? lol.. but HELLO! its too far from my home! geee I miss the girlie talks i always have with my besties. Where are u ladies?? It's still a different thing still, wen talkin with ur boyfren. hay~* I miss you ladies. MISS NA MISS a weakness spotted. -dont tease me too much with someone or name him as my crush wen he isnt cz i tend to build feelings wen u do. shit. shit shit shit shit. -dont be too kind, i fall but nt too hard. -i also realised i want men, nt boys. as spice girls said, "I want a man, not a boy who thinks he can." God... I think im really gettin old. wahahaha... i dont want any crushes. i want my books, my good grades, my parents happy and my life ORGANISED! (and make that one guy happy. the one who has lotsa crushes! wahahahaha. peace out) hehe.. be on time to everything and just abt loving myself and being healthy. WEee! Dance tmrw! i'd go see where I wrk cz its nearby Cityhall. yeys. God is smart! hehe. Den maybe stop over Vivo sometime this weekend to see how Edmund is gettin "hyper." wahahahaha.... I cant believe I ordered THOSE for HIM. shIt! there goes my budget. I still want a doggie. really wanna. sniiiiifffff. ok, gotta do this INUTILE project for tmrw. gotta meet Hakim for a morning jog! Good thing ive a classmate like him. He rocks my socks. wahahaha OUT! to John: Pls disregard wat i said to u abt my crushes. theyre not my crushes pala and nt even worth it. "3am, ure in my mind once again." (sorry its a messy one. kinda in a rush.) |
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