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    mardi, avril 29, 2008
    Embarrassing Morning 9:44 AM

    I was late for my 8am class.
    I arrived in school at 835am. (way later than usual...)
    I thought my 1st class ends at 9am so I decided to just go ahead with the next lecture.

    Thankful for the next lecture class, I headed towards the block.
    I was a little running late cz the time in my laptop is 5 min later than my watch.
    Upon double checking the right room, I proceeded in... and realised that the room
    was filled with unfamilliar faces.
    (shiet.)
    The teacher asked me if I were their classmates...
    but obviously, even I replied "No."
    So humilated... I said my apologies...
    but before I closed the door the students said,
    "Nevermind, nevermind, come in and join us."

    OMG!!!
    Embarrassed, I left the room and heard the familliar lecturer's voice over the next room.
    I was relieved.... But yet again... I checked my timetable and realised that my first class actually ends at 10am!!!!!!!!!!
    GAWD... I shouldve gone inside the class.

    I snooped down... scooted out of the corridor and fled to Food court 3, which is like 4 blocks from my lecture rooms. WAAAA. (just to spare my embarressment...)
    and I tied up my hair to minimise the image I portrayed at the wrong-classroom-intrusion.

    GOSH.
    OK... I hope this doEsnt happen anymore.
    Gotta sleep early so I could wake up early.

    Off to the next class!!
    SHACKS!

    samedi, avril 26, 2008
    @ The Arena 1:29 PM



    4th week of April 12:55 PM

    Phew~
    Another week of survival.
    haha.
    I skipped Fmaths and eventually Engineering Materials.
    I know... it's bad.
    I was late for my first class, Fmath for 30min..
    usually I just go in... but I wanted to spare myself from embarrassment so I decided to skip it.
    I hanged at the study corner and tried to study.
    I left for my second class at 11 but realised that it's in the same room..
    the teachers were the ones who'll swop.
    I went outside my class... about 3 meters away taking stolen glimpse to see if my math teacher left... but no sign.. till it was running later than 11am... I decided to just walk around the school.
    Hanged at Mcdonald's block.... couldnt spare the thought of eating alone and left...
    I headed to the bus stop in hope's of a nearby shoppin mall...
    but I just decided to go back inside the school, grabbed a chocolate waffle and water for my brunch. I sat at one of the benches and thank God there was a problem that stirred and Joyanne called me for company.
    My next class wat at 1pm for Cprog... and I know.. those classmates of mine where stirring in the guilt feeling I've already had.
    Wednesday...
    so much apprehension and nervousness...
    I went for my 2nd eyecolor test...
    'Twas a really serious test cz it involves 4 long sections.
    It even involved a wire purposely cut just so I could name the colors in it.
    sheeze. Hence, there's a 20min duration.
    woaaaa...~
    I thought it was just gonna be color cards... but no.
    Twas hell one of a test alright.
    I was called 2-3 hours later and told me the results.
    It was perfect!!!
    Hooray!!!! PRAISE GOD! hehe ^_^
    and so i dontve to change courses.
    Thanks for all those who prayed for me too. =D
    We've another donation drive...
    It's a card... those are one of my weaknesses..
    we're given 2 weeks for that. I'll just end up writing
    the names of my family members or name any and donate from my own pocket.
    We've 2 quizzes next week.
    Fmath and Cprogramming..
    I am honestly excruciated from this course.
    I have TOTALLY NO INTEREST IN IT...
    IVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO LEARN THESE.
    =( it's really a sad thing...
    we've paid for so many things already...
    and it's no kidding matter.
    I'm kinda at a lost...
    cz obviously I have to study more than what we're being taught of cz
    our paper materials given to us are so general-based.
    They dont really encourage us to buy the textbooks cz for 1,
    it's expensive,
    for 2, you can just borrow them in the library.
    Wow... =(
    so dere....
    I might end up resignin Starbucks. =,<
    Lastly...
    I had to do self-certification for my laptop, a.k.a, Cherish.
    Gawd... the estimated time of 3-4hours caused me half the day completing the process.
    Cloning was done 4 times and each process takes about 1h2omin.
    Gawd... there were errors during and after the processes...
    Thank God they were patient like I was despite having
    to skip my lunch to avoid waiting for the booked timing at 4pm.
    instead of hoping to get out earlier, I ended up leavin later than expected.
    Not a drip of water for 6hours in my mouth. Gosh...
    Anyways... all went well after a difragmation of Avi software. haha..
    Labz crashed my school. lol.
    Thank God he was able to find me in the huge school. ahaha... ;)
    Honey, thanks for the company and patience.
    I have to do homeworks now...
    shit... I cant afford to miss classes and I've to see less of my boyfriend..
    hahaha..
    thank God we're working in the same store?
    ahaha...
    shitz.. no more slacking.. less freedom now.
    boohoo.

    To Loki 12:19 PM

    To Loki:
    Where did I end up?
    haha.
    Hay... you know wat?
    You're one such lucky dude.
    At least you got a course totally unrelated to our Mech Engg.
    I have no choice but to appeal courses to all poly's
    in hope of getting into one cz my choices were all unsuccessful. =(
    I really wanted to learn and take up a course I have interests at..
    but consequences just wants me to just learn the hard way.
    Im takin mechatronics at Sp.

    Gosh... you wouldnt believe how many trials I've gone through just to get into that course.
    heh... Just last wednesday I had to redo my eye color test (thank God they gave me another chance) cz during my medical check-up,
    that money-faced and ignorant doctor declared me partial colorblind.
    I just asked anyway if the card shows 8 cz there was this line outside the number...
    but he simply shut me off , "just tell me the numbers"
    and told me not to ask him anything.!

    WTF!!!! haha..
    anws... let bygones be bygones...

    Thank God the test I went through in school was a perfect one..
    if not, they'll switch me to Mech Engg. yuuuuck.
    lol..

    How have you been?
    Ive been offered a place there too, at Tp, but it's Electronics.
    So much for wanting to be in the school of design. =(
    mmmm..
    oh yea, Nyp called me too... but I missed their call..
    probably they're offerin me another engineering course.
    God... Help me with this course I detest.


    mardi, avril 22, 2008
    Lately =) 9:28 PM

    heeeey.... =)
    Have not been updating lately.
    Shacks. hehe.
    Been busy, I couldnt find the time to blog,
    or so I do, but I'd rather take the chance to sleep it away.
    Many MANY things have happened since the last time Ive posted an entry.
    • sch already started last week: 14April2008. gd thing the lecturer was late cz it was freakin hard locating my block and I missed the orientation... not on purpose. I spent the time enrolling myself.
    • I was invited to go along with Ate Jenny, Jane, Mike and Danial last 11th April2008 to the concert of Planetshakers and Tim hughes. Twas really Awesome cz the worship service was held at MaxPavillion, Expo and the hall was fully packed.


    1st pic: the stage. it's really HUGE.

    2nd pic: thats the back view and the 'blue sea' at the back are chairs too.

    3rd pic: with Mike.

    4th pic: with Ate Jenny

    more pics at: http://jekaidelodz.multiply.com/photos/album/29/Planet_Shakers_and_Tim_Hughes_LIVE_IN_SINGAPORE


    • We've finally delivered our much practiced dance for the Archbishop last 8th:

    here's the link for the pics and a short narrate of wat happened.

    http://niftyune.multiply.com/photos/album/58/Archibishop_Bday_Dance_Day.

    HE was there even though he wasnt suppose to be. haha. pinilit kasi namin... sakto pa na our color-code for our costume is as good as what he was wearing for work.

    • we attended the dance item/musical at Ngee Ann Poly. haha.... gosh.. galing na nga ako ng school tapos babalik pa ulit sa road na yon. Here are the pics:

    http://roanne21.multiply.com/photos/album/148/NRA_Fantazia_2008_18.04.2008

    • oh yea... late March, last 24th, Ate Jessa gave birth na. here's the link for the pics:
      http://jekaidelodz.multiply.com/photos/album/27/this_is_the_day
    • Work... suspended ako. heh... late kasi. nagkataon na nawalang ng tubig sa bahay... as in. and i waited for the water to come till i couldnt take it nimore... nervousness pilled up and so i decided to just went ahead after an hour and 20min. the next thing you know, i was suspened for a month. i was really sad... feeling ko kasi iiwanan ko na ang starbucks and i CRIED in the store. OMG... haha... super. to an extent i was really breathing in for more air in exchange of the tears. Lookin back.. I was just suspended for 2 weeks. I'll be back on the 1st of May... the last day i wrked dere was last 4th April.


    • Oh yea... last 3rd April... I got back my results from our Final Exams last 11th March. I got a pathetic D for the Final Project which I was expecting anyway... but a C was wat I thought. God amazed me cz for the Exam paper, I nailed an A.. when I tot it would only be a B or lower. Hallulujah! hehehe... I thought my GPA would be less than 3 but nah. =D Praise God! Anws... since that day of released, that was when I was experiencing God's test on me... thank God the test he does ends in a good way... thanks to the Angel who lifts me up whenever Im down: Michael B! =D To even think this EMO guy I met back then surprised me with his many testimonies about Jesus and how he has worked and is working in his life... he inspired me, challenged me and most of all, made my faith stronger. Ive been readin the bible now before I sleep... we exchange verses too. =)
    • Just last 20th April 2008, we went to "The Arena" at Clarke Quay... grabeh... akalain mo ba naman na kailangan pa pala namin magbayad ng 12 bucks para lang makapasok. I thought kuya B was gonna be paying for it... just because we didnt go along with the dancers cz I had to do homework. sheeze. Anws, thanks to Ate Diane... she gave us 12 bucks. pictures are awaitin to be loaded by the Zamudio sibs.
    • HE chilled at our home... for the first time. haha. medyo nakakahiya kasi di naman talaga malinis ang bahay non. Last minute cleaning up. shacks. Gotta make sure this doesnt happened again.. baka naturn off ko na... gotta switch it back on. Tsk.

    • HE also accompanied me to our church in the morning despite the lack of sleep he is experiencing.

    • HE taught me a song to strum: "Mighty to save" -Hillsongs.
    • Gotta practice that for a week... we agreed on me, perfecting it in a week. Masmaiinlove daw sya pagmarunong ako magguitara... and hence, we've 4 guitars here. an electric, 2 classic and an acoustic... so I better make use of them.... ako lang kasi di marunong ata maglaro ng guitar samin famillia.
    • Last but not the least... that day itself, 20th, we became official. So people, meet my boyfriend:




    May is near. woooo.


    vendredi, avril 04, 2008
    life lesson 12:35 AM




    life lesson

    just one of those days wen no one else can help u
    but urself...
    uve to shutter urself away from the others...
    to realise this calamity
    or rather an opportunity

    u lock urself against the others
    u keep the secrets to many helpers
    against their hapless advice
    against their willingness of trials

    a road not meant for you to struggle only
    cz for sure, God has many unopened doors
    for you to open,
    for you to hope, and
    for you to learn

    listen to yourself when the time comes
    listen to the friend who is in the road as you do
    cz in every life lesson,
    we never walk alone
    dont you dare give up
    when things go wrong.

    life lessons are just trials
    so keep telling yourself
    as you pass on to others
    ur positve side
    a device, you should always have.

    1234am. le4avril2008





    just a ramdom write out of wat i feel currently.
    lookin back, realisation has knocked into me
    that this is one of the tests in life that i havent been tested off.
    to make it more interesting, it is wat the pastor mentioned last sunday
    in the service...
    "there will be a point in ur life where you need to block everyone else in ur life. no one else can help you but urself."
    (and wat he did, if u wanna know, is just relied on God -wholely.)

    mine's happening right now...
    only maybe it's sweeter cz i am not experiencin this alone.
    a friend is with me and im glad he does all the talkin and the action
    that needs to be taken cz i can't do them.. alone.

    probably have to shed tears tonight to feel better.

    happy blessed bday to my bestfriend-cousin, RYE
    and to ATE KOOKY!
    =D share ur cakes! wahahaha ;)
    I love ya both! mwahugs~*

    mardi, avril 01, 2008
    dramatic sunsets 4:25 PM




    thanks to ate Anne for the pic.)




    Dramatic Sunsets
    dramatic sunsets i seek to watch with you. a place, where you and i will be lost in our solace of love.

    dramatic sunsets
    that overcast in the huge avast sky preferably in an azure horizon to celebrate the happiness and clarity of our emotions so dramatic, so lovely... so thankful that we're both blessed.


    everything suddenly feels alright
    when i get to see these feelings reflecting in your eyes and each time i look deep within your soul, i see a glimpse of hope... with much fragility of not wanting to let you go.


    dramatic sunsets... you and i... I'll feel complete just by watching them, preferably only in the reflection of your eyes amongst the thousands whom God knows, these strong feelings, I can't deny.
    I can't deny.

    I wrote the above just today
    around 1am in a few minutes.
    Si Mr Jay kasi. pinilit ako na ituloy ko.
    maganda daw syang kanta.
    ewan ko nga kung kanta ba yan.

    I was just browsing around the internet
    and i saw Ate Anne's page.
    I thought she has already posted the pics...
    I checked out her sunset album and
    thats when I started with the phrase:
    "dramatic sunsets... I seek to watch with you..."

    THEN...
    I dont know why...
    But i really love the song,
    "When you look me in the eyes" by Jonas Brothers.
    Because when I heard that song...
    'twas just months ago that I came to appreciate how to look
    at someone... in the eyes.
    not just by looking... but with much appreciativeness.
    I came to love the art I see in the reflection of their eyes...
    particularly, in HIS eyes.
    ahahaha.
    First ever person to make me realise that.

    so ayan...
    yan ang sources ng inspiration behind the kanta.
    (and once again, ewan ko kung kanta yan.
    but we're gonna make it as a song. with his help.)

    I would like to dedicate this to
    Cherrymae Magbual.
    ahehehe...
    Kasi sayo ko nakuha ang descriptive word na
    "dramatic" for the sunset pic i had back then.
    and syempre, dahil na realised mo na rin kung pano
    talaga and feeling kung titignan mo ang isa tao sa mata.
    tsk.

    and to whom it may concern.
    you're too important to be named.
    but im so sure u know who you are.
    tsk.

    thank y'all!
    1e1avril2008

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