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mardi, octobre 31, 2006
9:59 PM
 If only it was an original pic of the two people.. -combined as one 
9:44 PM
 emotionally attached, currently physically alone
9:36 PM
 Define Alone jeudi, octobre 26, 2006
Show Me Love
8:32 PM
Wahahahahaha... hello people! Ive always liked this song "Show me love" by Robyn. Ive searched for the songs at Limewire last time and good thing youtube has the video for it. hehe =D Im just an addict to the song! wahahaha... since i changed my default music at myspace profile. ^_^ then came the memorisin of the song and most especially GROOVIN AND SINGIN TO THE BEAT!!! O YEA!!!!!~~~ wahahaha... praise God! Ive got a new dress. wahahaha... despite not receivin my bloody salary yet. I think that freakin, ingrate manager just want a revenge so there, she delayed the time of my payment. WTH. God bless her!!! haha! Then ive got the pressies for the ladies tmrw at the party. and ive booked auntie Elvie for make-up schedule. and that i was able to do all that in the last minute! wahahaha... man, am i good at the 11th hour work just like the one in "the wedding." wahaha.. yeayea... turned out, it wasnt an 11th hour work.. everything was planned a year before. weeee... my cousins have arrived!!!! nyahaha... yon mga pinsan kong kalaro ko sa bundok ng baguio with our, Cherrymae and I, childhood crush na pinsan nila. waahahaha... THeyre gonna sleep here tomorrow. wich only cud mean im gonna be home late in that HOT dress. moohahaha.... lalang. =D ohshit. =P ok. yon na. gtg and clean up my room hello, lo and behold, last minute nanaman and i wanna do some important stuff for him. Loveyaguys! take care! I love you John! =D Ingat lagi! INGAT! mwah~~~~ i added smartchild at msnmsgr. haha. and i asked abt horoscope and this is wat it said: - SmarterChild - says: Here's your Gemini horoscope for Thursday, October 26th, provided by Astrocenter.com at http://www.astrocenter.com http://web.smarterchild.com/ct?1614746791/2: Today, dear Gemini, you might experience a slight and very temporary dark night of the soul. You might take a good long look at your life, and, even though you're doing well, you still might feel that you're not yet where you want to be. Spiritually you might doubt both traditional views you've questioned, and yet still wonder about new concepts you've adopted. Try to distract yourself through reading or perhaps seeing a movie. This feeling will pass by tomorrow. Let Astro Bot answer all your astrological needs. Add astrobot@botmetro.net to your Contact List. wooh?? wahaha... i think i need more sleep and not some readin or watchin a movie. i need some shuttin down of eyes... hahaha... kinkontra ang horoscope eh! ano ba yan! heheehe =D i miss my honeebabee. samedi, octobre 21, 2006
God is Great! =D
10:25 PM
I ensconced myself in the sit at church where my family attends right after work. I was early and the rosary was being prayed. It felt so long since the last day I attended mass there or even stepped into church, that church. I felt a sense of at ease and repose when I was there, 630pm evening mass. Anyway, the main point is that, I've been having a hard time battling thoughts in my head about schoolwork, home pressure mainly from my mom who wants me to quit working and just concentrate on studying. She doesnt see the point that I am saving and so bored in school. hahaha.. not really bored. just that there seems to be too much free time in school and i wanna fill those gaps to make myself busy. Instead of rottin at home, I'd rather make some money out of the free hours that I have. Nor do i just wanna spend spend... out out... Yea... I know... sounds like Ive not been studying huh? wahahaha... well, the first semester didn't require much load of work and I managed to keep it cool and up the standard. I shouldn't go below a B grade or else Im good as dead. Well, I'm not being an egoist but that, I've managed to do just right. We were back to school this week and I can tell that this semester does require much self study and perserverance and self-teaching, matter-of-factly than the first. Yea... so that boils down to quiting work. And so I resorted to telling the manager I'd work on weekends but turns out, Ive to compromise on weekdays too because she's been absent and that the schedule has been done. Wawa naman si Manager, so yon. kaya ko naman parin... So starting from today, I'm gonna plan my day and so on. Actually, Ive started last night. Gonna go back on how busy and occupied I was in secondary school. This time around, I'm gonna be really more independent about everything: myself, school, family, work, health, friends, dance, boyfriend and church activities. (Pls take note, theyre written on random basis) Im gonna be more disciplined now (and more mature! hehee...). In a sense that I won't be online anymore or hangin out much with no use activities. haha... like lingerin in school with my bodyguards. lol. hehehe... every minute ticks and every minute is a seizin of opportunity. I'm aiming for As this semester. I know I can. haha. Thank God no more machines!!! yey! and yey... Ive a new colleague at work who's taking Mechanical Engineerin too. So I could just ask help or some coaching. And yea, there's Owel too. wahahaha.... Ok, so back at church, cant help but just to stand there amazed by God. And I am really very much grateful about everything esp my grades. they come so unexpectedly good and even the news yesterday about my tennis results. Ive been praying to get in the school team for a month and it happened. yey! hehe... Then there was even a surprise and a shock cz my tennis mate just told me a guy wants my number. haha.. he's in the school team too, i suppose... hehe.. but i just can't help but wonder who.... and jump delirously-ecstatic for joy when i knew i got selected. hehe... my classmates tot i was insane! wahahaha... This week, some of my relatives are gonna come over from Phils. And that there's the party too and that next month will be busy too with hallelujah, parties again and wat more the followin month, December. hehe... awe. =D I feel that I'm truly blessed and while singin the "Our father" I can't help but emote... tears can just fall but i managed to control. However, when I knelt down after communion, even though my eyes are already closed, i still felt my tears wellin up in my eyes... I'm just a grateful servant of God. Thank you, Lord. I love you. And oh, Ive shown my parents my "Statement of Results" and also my news about my tennis test. hehe.. =D Yea yea, mom still said the same thing but I know what I'm doing and Im not gonna repeat the mistake she did. I'm gonna get that degree. alrightey. till next time. ehehehe... Im so loving "Memoirs of a geisha" novel! Freakin hilarious! And that its very desciptive in a simple but creative way. hehehe... For once, i read the book in church while waitin and i cant help but chuckle and i looked arnd so ppl wont think otherwise. hehe. awesome!!! Honey, thanks for the recommendation. I miss you so much. Yea, I know you went drinkin! =P. Just don't get ur self drunk alright? Pls promise me that. Thank you. Loveyoutobits. Wanna mention too that.... my parents are invited to JA's debut cz its so a- small- world. hahaha... they're colleagues for so long already. even wen JA and i were still kiddos. hehe. who knows we even passed by each other during elem days. Because we went to the same elem sch in Baguio and that it happened that my dear handsome cousin Ned is her classmate and that JA's bestfriend has a crush on him! wahahaha... WHAHAHAHa... ok. i shud get goin n studee! yeyeyeyeyeyeyey!!! dimanche, octobre 15, 2006
Exhaustin day n lessons learnt
1:07 AM
Yeng Constantino Hawak Kamay Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko nakaya” Tumingin ka lang sa langit Baka sakaling may masumpungan Di kaya ako’y tawagin Malalaman mong kahit kailan Chorus Hawak-kamay Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan Hawak-kamay Di kita bibitawan sa paglalakbay Sa mundo ng kawalan Minsan madarama mo Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka Tumingin ka lang sa langit Baka sakaling may masumpungan Di kaya ako’y tawagin Malalaman mong kahit kailan (Chorus) Bridge: Wag mong sabihin nag-iisa ka Laging isipin meron kang kasama Narito ako oh, Narito ako… (Chorus) Sa mundo ng kawalan mp3 Hawak-kamay, Hawak-kamay Sa mundo ng kawalan… -- It's the song that ive posted 2 days ago. It's the song that Jena used in the video she made in our farewell party for Louise. I was immuned and lost in the words and the melody of that song -a reason why i stayed late up cz i just cant leave the comp for that song's sake and cant record as yet cz mp3 is charging. I was listening to that and thinking when can i really relate with the song? Will i be really be tested as soon, about life -that Im so hard up it causes me to almost lose hope and give up? and came the answer today. i hardly had any sleep, I tell you cz we were gonna meet at 5.30am with the pinoy peeps at Yishun wich is like 30min frm our place and all of us we'd go to the airport to see Louise off. I woke up earlier than that, of course. Thank God, cz i usually cant wake up against the sound of the alarm clock. But I did and thank God, Kricia missed called me instead of my love. haha. = ) Not to mention i slept late, 1am, cz u just miss that love one of urs? hehe.. Main thing is, Im already exhausted this week. nt just literally, the parties goin on and on and the work load and the other things that ive gotta do... i just ended up nt doin the minor ones but those minor ones are the most important and know im worried abt next week cz for one, sch starts for me [that solves the money issue, but wat abt wrk? oh man,] for two, i'd get some reprimandings from a love one... i just really hope he understands... for three, i dont think i can work and school at the same time, but i need to save... i left the airport once we bid our "love, cares, bonvoyage and see you soon", to Louise. Skipped the breakfast with the tropa and grabbed the rest of the time for a nap and came work. Work was hell. damn. Thank God I survived. I wasnt able to make it to that awesome party of Maru... i shudve gotten to meet more people nt just the local but the pinoys too. But work stopped me from doing those and hell, twas really disappointin, stressing and a sad note at the end. Was suppse to leave at 5pm but no, i left at close to 11pm. And the orders and the ppl, the crowd was continuous from 4pm-past 9pm. omg... I made errors, minor errors here and there and im thankful for i think that many costumers were really thoughtful and empathetic abt the work load at Bk.. nt to mention its only my 2nd day at the counter [and boy, ive improved to an extent i didnt expect. = ) hehe. yey. i honestly dont like the rush hour.. im such a newbie at it.. but it came on smoothly... not bad. God is great! hehe... =D] ive remembered phrases like "Big order huh? Dont worry. Take ur time, Im alright with it." "No problem at all, thank you. I understand." Not forgettin the gestures. Their smiles and understandin.. bcz i can tell that im kinda work up, shows thru my face.. [heh. watever. hehehe... nah. I THINK.] but really tryin my best and theyre patient... nt leavin the queue til they get their meal. Nt leaving..-Waitin patiently. That surged me on. And i received amiabiliness to a number of costumers who complimented and even played around so i wont be so serious and that lightened me up. Compliments such as "she's got a cute voice and good looking." .. comes the mimicking.. there was the tryin to grab the mic and say, "hey, hello there, thanks for my order." haha. =D But ofcourse, there's the rough course such as drinks.. -wrong drinks, no ice, wrong burgers and a few came back to return wat they ordered... man, that was kinda embarrassin but all were really patient... thank God.. and hello... haha... several were nt my fault. hehe... heee.. Despite those, im just really am exhausted. mentally -memorisin and rememberin so many orders, the schedules, my plans, sch and frens and church plans... hooo... I just wanted someone to just hug me when i was done with work... no need for words, just a hug. yea, of course, i ended up consolin myself... i did pitied myself wen i emoted with the song... "Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko nakaya” Baka sakaling may masumpungan.. Minsan madarama mo Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka" sniff. i want a hug nt a "hawak kamay." yey, phew. breathe in~ and out. Ive survived today and i hope i'll do better tmrw... ive gotta leave by 5pm.. church is way too important to give it a miss. Lord, pls help me... Man.. i realised it helps wen u care to one person cz that one person is thankful for wat ure doin to dem.. and... it helps u to keep on goin.. to keep on fightin.. mere words, can be so powerful.. another lesson learnt. breathin in and out wen ur heart feels heavy and losin hope, helps. the continuous effort and challenge of wantin to be more challenged... hay.. i need my sleep. i'll end here. mite nt be makin sense anymore... im penniless too. heh. well, in needs of earthly ones, thats all. =p lundi, octobre 09, 2006
Tropan Pinoy
2:08 AM
    Hehehehe... Had an awesome day after an exhiliratin day at work. Man... Those uneven tan of mine looks like it needs some "painting." lol.. Pic taken on: le7octobre2006 Blogged at: le 9octobre2006 2.07am Good Lord... I need more minusing too. And oh, that long hair has got to go... hmmm... = ) ILoveGod. Thanks for reading yea? I love ya... lol.. hehe |
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