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vendredi, avril 05, 2013
Ord De Art
3:27 AM
It's funny today..... Gerani msged me at facebook asking me if im free to go to this Exhibition with her by Filipinos. After the day, i realised that the art gallery was about what Haruka was doing. haha. syempre, nagpapramdam ang project... I was so excited to get out and just get my mind wrapped up without the context of him and the laptop cz i know im gonna be intimidated to look... apparently today he has started deleting our pics sa display pic pages nya. and he has changed his cover page narin -all pilot style. so diba, nandon nako sa cityhall mrt and the first thing that i noticed was this man... sa pagangat ko palang ng ulo ko, sya kaagad with 2 ladies beside him. got me thinking kung may costume party or what, started to look around if there was even a party or if the exhibition was even held right dere at the open area.... but no.... i headed towards body shop and thought the lady who was showing her back to me was Gerani but no... since it wasnt her i started calling her and syempre, nagtataka parin ako bakit nandon yon piloto, yes, its a pilot! Then when i wanted to leave, Gerani saw me and we both left at the same time as the pilot. so the pilot and someone beside him was lady... dont know what it means.... whatsapp Lord? pero yon... sympre, cno pa ba nasa icip ko non? chuuurvs i didnt comment or what sa mga something na. 1 month nga pala eh noh? met Vince na gwapo at matangkad. met Jayvee, his intelligence can blow your mind. haha. super daldal nya... and here's the catch... he's a musician, bass, electric and drummer... like him. and he has a girlfren na singer... who's working there at the exhibition as a curator i think. den somehow, Jay kept talking and napunta sa relationships. this open my mind: "Doing what you love without inhibitions. syempre hindi yan cnabi nya. lol... basta tagalog kasi. he said what his mom said din non... hayaan mo syan magpakasaya, gawin ng lahat ng gusto nya, darating din sa point na he just wants to settle down." and i hope when he does, he knows what to do, God knows best. that spurred me on. once more, more pilots insight.... a lady and a man.... cool lang sa pagpnta nla sa airport... when i got home, this was on my mind, "do not sell him" and thats what Jayv said din... wanted to ask him abt what he thinks of feels abt it but somehow, i just forgot. lol ang sarap ng apple beer from belgium, cz of that this dude, Eugene, caucasian came to us and asked abt the drink and we met, made a new friend, simple as that. so tangkad nya... he lives in san fran when i got home, nagrema nanaman cnabi sakin ni pstr Gab... and i think i finally understood... both ways: 1: if i were him, wud i sell myself? why would i do that? and i know im so guilty that my heart and mind still thinks of him and bcz of that, yan ang topic ko. dpt si Jesus ang tinitinda ko. 2: trust. hope. wait. cguro sya parin... kasi sympre kung mahal mo, di mo sya itintinda... its funny how i made up my mind to let go of him, pero.... hndi eh, the people around me just reminds me so much abt him. why does this have to happen? its been 6 months... and it felt like yesterday. i dont know if to hold on or not... to even keep prayin abt it or not... but i know God will guide my steps, i will delight myself to him and he will grant my heart desires, i will trust him with all my heart, mind and soul, and he will direct my steps. ikaw na Lord... ikaw na muna. :) kung pilit ko parin syang ipagpray... pasensya na... ? hehe. iloveyou Lord... alam kong may msg ka... pero di pa clear sakin e. slowly and surely. then when i got home, Jess msged me... rest. :) pretty much knowing slowly how to rest in God's ways ... i dont know if his changing of profile want me to pansin him, parang may naghahabol sa kanya.. yaan na natin, gwapo naman tlaga sya eh. di tlaga mapipigilan ng peg. chozz. mmmmm.... bahala na. sakit ng ulo at waste of time yan. let him fly. |
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