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jeudi, août 31, 2006
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12:16 AM
 I can just skip sch from weds to fri. haha. seriously. with tests done for the other grp resultin to eating up the rest of the lesson time. then thurs is half day cz of teachers' day and fri is simply celebration. Gosh.. that's so making me lazy. I notice something about anime today. some of them really captured me. nyahaha... esp the every detail when a couple kisses with the wind blowing their hair... esp the girl's long hair. there's so much detail in it. awesome. that pic will make a great background. so im just posting it up here today. oh look, august is over. woah. *breathes in and out*  dimanche, août 27, 2006
Beneathe that Smile Lies A Soul That Cries
12:50 PM
 Beneathe my smile Lies a Soul that Cries. Preoccupied me. Tell me what to do Just don't let that heartache get to me yet again. Pls dont... vendredi, août 25, 2006
moving simple words
11:56 PM
 Moving simple words... I realised I've learnt how to stop the emotion of hurt. I've learnt how to control my feelings which cause the tears to trickle down my cheeks.. It was successful... only.... it lasted for a while after that moment of hurt and pain. But.. once the emotions are back and hits your mind and heart yet again... it always feels like the first time you hurt. It feels fresh. It feels new. I just wonder why.... now... that things seem better... albeit deep down, you know it's not. You're left with full of questions and just waiting for a better moment for a better emotion to replace. Emotions come and go throughout the day.. the one thing that you really feel in the end of the day is at night It defines and declares how you really feel in that day and how immense it (the core emotion) had impacted you in the last 24hrs. then again the cycle goes on.. Today... I know what I felt and feel. It's similar... Maybe that is why some people take time to recover.. as in "moving on" and so forth... You think? Goodnite people. Rest well.. Sleep... and forget. Dont let the trouble disturb your well deserved rest. Start afresh tomorrow for everyday is a new day... (agree?) Carpe Diem. ----- Honey, after reading you testimonial, reading just those 5 simple words made touched me and tears fell. "stay strong you and i..." thank you. mardi, août 15, 2006
I love you
11:36 PM
 I'm sleepy. I know I am but somehow I'm still making sensible testimonials for the ones I care. ahaha... And they seem more better compared to my wide-eyed time.I just thought of bloggin because I've been thinking deep lately. I feel I wanna write out a poem or a song just to get that thought out of my mind. Whenever I sms someone I always get that feeling. Linking up the words and just emoting already... I'd take note to remember it but then so many things happen after that it just slips off my mind. I'd regret afterwards cause the words were so meaningful and grasping. And yea... every morning, I come up with great ideas I just happen to notice it lately. woosh. So now ive got a notebook for that matter. hehe. Anyways... Im just gonna draft whatver that follows. heh. = ) "I love you." I love you is said so often. It's just mere 3 words yet they come so powerful. People find it so hard, as in "freaking hard" to say it at first to the one.. but once thy clinches and won the heart, the 3 words come so easy. Some say it everyday. Some say it not everyday. They want to remind their loved one. They're afraid they'd get use to it and lose the sense of meaning. yet How do you know when thy person means it? How do you know the words, "I love you" is not just a sentence? How do you know if it's love? How do you explain? How do you express it? Is it wonderful? Is it sad? Does it hurt? Does it make me fly to cloud nine? In my view, whenever I said it in a long run, I don't doubt love. I dont doubt my love. I appreciate. I relent. I accept. I adore. I look forward and ever feel more that I'm blessed. Then comes the understand that God loves us. Then comes the understanding we'd fight for our love. We'd protect, We'd care, We'd aprreciate, We'd respect... It's a complicated phrase for a 3 sylable-word yet powerful for those who believe. For those who FEEL and MEAN it. mercredi, août 02, 2006
Saddened
4:32 PM
 Alluding my problems or things that are morbid in my life sometimes are best left unkept. undone. unused. unsaid. I've learned to just sealed them all and throw it away. Sealed away in a bottle of emptiness and thrown away in the sea hoping the waves won't return the bottle to the shore. At times, when you cry over the situtaion, you feel your heart ache too much you barely can feel the tears trickling down your cheeks. At times, your tears just fall with mixed emotions cz your heart is too painful to feel all the hurt, the feeling of at ease when a tear falls down hoping it'll make you feel better's gone... and not always successful at first few cries. At times, when you need someone so bad, they just arent there, so you just lay awake hoping the night will calm your aching heart. Gaze up the sparkly sky, cling to a hope in one of the diamonds in the sky... At times, you just wanna give up this life cz the pain is too much to handle... but conscience knocks in telling you other people care about you. The dark is pressin hard that light can't penetrate in... Stand tall and brave. Your knight will come surgin through the darkness, wantin to pull you out and be free. At times, you just want things your way but they cant... so here we are, living the life that we are in currently... Do we appreciate a new day? Or dread it cz it may not be what we want? What do you do? Change the situation? Or just let them be? Carpe Diem. |
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