Beautiful Soul

It's nice to talk to someone about ur day. I'd love it even more if we ShArE about our days everyday, consecutively. hehe. And I think it's a definite bonus to have to share ur day with ur love one face to face. verbal verbal.

Thats how Ive grown accustomed to. I miss my bestfren-and-I days. Thats how I certified a friend as a bestfriend... and now, all of them are away from where I am now. I do appreciate the chats online but thats lacking cz nothing is more fun and exciting when you see the emotions in their eyes and ecstatic actions/expressions first hand, face to face.

Wala lang. feel ko kasi nag lie low or nag died down na yan part sa buhay ko... at hinahanap hanap ko parin sya. pasalamat nalang ako at nandyan si Michael... but but but. yea, we've been busy lately... and there are changed things n realisations which, perhaps, I am not content with. roar.

and den comes along someone whom i can talk to. i get so nervous cz he uses words i dont know. freakingeesh. and i think ive seen my weakness. hah =(

sana naman kasi... maging iba ka sa mga kaibigan ko. grr. its me. guess ive to change first huh.... yeeeaaa.

dont wana txt too. lol. gets so annoying. i wanna hear ur lovely voice, not read. hehe. ;) i only txt wen appropriate to. most of the time i shud be hearin ur voice.

dangdangdang. gdnite. nov has come to a close! sheeZahNeeGah!! =S

I miss. I realised. Im nervous. 301108 7:12 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~

So today, got to talk to Mr Lawyer. funny.

and den comes along someone whom i can talk to. i get so nervous cz he uses words i dont know. freakingeesh. and i think ive seen my weakness. hah =(

sana naman kasi... maging iba ka sa mga kaibigan ko. grr. its me. guess ive to change first huh.... yeeeaaa.

dont wana txt too. lol. gets so annoying. i wanna hear ur lovely voice, not read. hehe. ;) i only txt wen appropriate to. most of the time i shud be hearin ur voice.

dangdangdang. gdnite. nov has come to a close! sheeZahNeeGah!! =S

vendredi, novembre 28, 2008

Karen's 28nov08 7:25 PM

a long entry. have time if ur interested or be left unfulfilled. haha.

NI HAO!

Musta araw mo? How are you? Comment ca va?

I wanna blog, apparently, my tiredness has knocked me out for 20min already. Gosh, Karen's getting tired by 11pm. hehehehe... I like it!!! lol... because I see the body clock changes. Expresso shots doesnt work for me anymore. I wouldnt wanna rely on it anyway because it's bad for health and I want a good nite sleep.

1. So today was really another blessing day. To start of is SCHOOL. Didnt feel like goin, again; again, that freaking temptation knocks me out but Im thankful I was able to rebuke the feeling of regret... Cz watever unhappiness of a feeling is not something from God nor what He wants you to enjoy or dwell at. It's a strong statement for me and it's pushing me to be better. =)

Machining is dreadful! Im utterly scared to my wits at the danger it can bring. Not to mention my teachers are not definite about the instructions they give us compared to ITE lecturers. Plus, our machines are way more older versions. Go00ossh. But its all good. Im the only rose amongst the thorns and I get the help I dont need to ask. Haha. Thank you guys. Esp this Mr Yew, who's.... well, linguistic and I am amazed at how he speaks malay at a minute then switches to mandarin the next. nakakainspire sya. lol. Thank you for my ever patient and helpful lecturer. =D and their assistants. woooooo!!! nakakagana ng pumasok! lol... Im feelin that kick of energy... I just have to remind myself that now=D Sheezahneegah, just when the term is ending, I am given this inspiration! hhahahaaha... well, better than never ^_^ Thanks Lord!
And then! My job pieces were MARKED infront of our teacher -face to Face! weeeeh! Was really OKAY... not something I cud have distinction with... kasi alam mo naman... I need help manuevering those giantic machines and my measurements at every angle is off by mm! lol... I passed, thank you Lord and dear mates who helped me. haha. Pic attached.

2. WORK! HELLO STARBUCKS! hahaha... its my second family. Been there almost close to 2 years baby. I've grown so much as a person thru time. Be it in business, partnership, friendship, personality, speed, customer service, relations, strategies.... they made/making me better. I love them all... definitely a big part of my life because I've became more independent really.

To grow, experience the first hand situation n train myself and not be trained stereotypically, gets? Yea. Big realisation for me too. ^_^ Just so you mite wanna know... Its so hard to adapt in that environment... to relate to strangers but eventually trust them in running a business where theyve to put up with ur ugly attitudes but still willing wholeheartedly and believin in u that u can be a better person... ive cried in that store, infront of my dear partners now and then.... thats why theres just something about Starbucks that I cant leave.... its more than I can put into words and too long for you to read here. haha. yan na yan.
and today... as usual, Karen with her perky attitude. Its like I transform once I start working and after working. There's this attached-partner from another store. He noticed my personality and atttitude before and during my working hours. Who would have thought someone actually does that? Observe you and tell you their observations. hehe. Well it was really a good comerade. He was intimidating. I find smart people intimidating. lol. They make me reflect on myself and help me change indirectly. He's taking law, (why do u ever even consider wrking partime in Starbucks? sheeze. law is freaking HARD, i mean, u need loadsa time for that field) I was me, all the while... He's like this basketball player whom I work with in the floor serving starbucks customers. ahahahaha.. it was funny really. Before and during the shifts I received comments again on how I looked. ^_^ I dont know whats up lately with these people. Niwae, thanks for the comments of being attractive. ahaaa. And well, my girl-partners are having the same outlook as me. nacks! I love! hehehehe.
He made this experimental drink, as what he calls and even shared it with customers. lol. how daring. Must admit... I loved it! I tried doing what I thought the ingredients were but didnt hit the target. He was suppose to give me the ingredients but didnt cz he's scared my hyperness would diminish his recipe. musta ka naman bratha? =P labo! haha.
amazing thing is, we exchanged email adds. Hello smart ass. ahahaha... he was encouragin me to go attachment in their store. they need ppl like me? hahaha... mmmmm....

The customers Ive encountered are amazing bunch of people. I feel the world in my hands. the great thing about these people is that Im able to communicate with them deeper than an ordinary local cz I know their language -may it be abit or more. The bunch that I like was of course, the French. there were about 3-4 of them. hehehehe... We had short conversations of either all french or eng-french and it felt great! hehe... made me mesmerised my days in french classes and recalling wat ive learnt and actually applying them already. yehey! yea, they're amazed that an asian like me talks to them in their language. somehow they felt at home. wooo... best thing is that, Vivien, a strong-accent regular customer of ours never seized to smile whenever we speak french. I think that small knowledge made her starbucks experience a full one. =D
The were the Germans. I learnt how to say "thankyou" -pronounced properly because of a customer who taught me upon giving her drink. (she thought me more than thankyou! haha...) That simple word of them makes Germans smile without fail every time I end our conversation.
The Chinese mainly from China. I took the courage to help the chinese couples who asked if any of our staff can speak mandarin. I said, "a little" in mandarin to my reply and they were glad. heeeeee=D blessing! it was awesome really... and that smile from them is enough to keep me satisfied. (its actually more than that. they encourage me too and friendships are formed, just like that. =D )
Oh yea, the different ways of giving off a drink: British: "Cheers", Americans: "See you again." ahahaha... not to mention the array of different English Accents, Singaporean, Filipinos and the huge group from Aussie, America, Japan and Britain =)

3. Lastly... my thought of the day: Lesbians.

Didnt think this first encounter in my morning will be repeated in the evening too. on my way to sch there was this plump lady. she was balancin and fell at times during the bus ride. At every fall, she was rescued by a butch (sowie for being direct), shorter than her and mini in size. They kissed. Lips to lips after the rescue. haha. Sweet noh? well here's my thought: Females usually wanna be catered for. They wanna be protected -given security almost like the idea of fairy tales. Lookin on the other side, being a butch takes ALOT of courage. I look up to them. Instead of wanting that security filled up for them by the guys, they themselves give that desire for their same species. Imagine the amount of greater courage, strength, boldness theyve to encouter to be like a man... or rather, protect their own kind far greater than they should be deserving. Im in awe... Maybe, there's no wonder why many attractive ladies go for their own kind or vice versa.

Good nite frens. =) Enjoy the weekends, seize it and hava blessed one. Open House this Thursday! ^_^

jeudi, novembre 27, 2008

He Inspires 3:16 PM

Duffy! Thanks for this picture ^_^ Happy Birthday, God bless you more cuzzin! missyaadrummah!

I started writing around 7pm... I dont know why it happened. I was greeting my friends happy birthdays when I stumbled upon my cousin's page online who turned a year older yesterday. I took a look at his pictures and this is one of them, as from above. At the same time, I was listening to christian songs... there was this particular song I wasnt sure but I knew I loved the beat and I tried to sing along with it... then all of a sudden, it stopped playing. Mp4 was lowbatt. The songs are stored in my notebook and so I dug up my usual player of Praise and Worship songs and played them in search of that song... But it took some time to really find it. As of now, even when I'm typing, the song hasn't played. haha. Bewilderment.

That is how I came about with the 4 compositions in the following entries. (I decided to break them into each entry so this page won't be long.) I wouldn't expect to write FOUR compositions cz I, N E V E R write songs for God before. hahahaha. I mean, I never composed anything for Him. I wrote the first and I wasn't satisfied. I felt this hunger even more, this feeling of wanting to expose of what Im feeling inside. So it just flowed....... =D I LOVE THE FEELING OF WRITING FOR HIM!!!! GLORY ADONAI! hehehehe... =D

I check the lyrics of some songs... cz I really wanna compose a song for Jesus, but Im not sure on composing songs so I took a glance at the lyrics and tried to come up with something close to them -short, sweet and meaningful. I think the last one did the job... haha. Well, for today, I think that's not so bad enough.... ^_^ Oh yea, got no titles for them yet.

mercredi, novembre 26, 2008

AUTO-CAD software. (EMERGENCY) 5:22 PM

Does anyone of you have the Auto-CAD software?

Or know anywhere of where I can download it for free?

Preferrably within Auto-CAD Electrical versions 2007 and 2008.

I NEED IT BADLY BEFORE NEXT WEEK STARTS FOR MY TEST.

HELP HELP!

Do PM me anytime. thanks =)

mardi, novembre 25, 2008

my extraordinary 25th Nov 2008 5:08 PM

The school website is my homepage. Saw this advertisement for quite some time and decided to finally check who won cz Saiful, a schoolmate and partner at Starbucks told me his friend won for the "Miss SP -Photogenic" category. There was actually another competition going on for just photoshoots at:

http://spphotographers.com/photogenic/finalist.php

ahahaha. weeeh... musta naman? sana naman nakasali ako? =D ahehe... eh pano nga naman ako sasali noh? During those period I havent been in school. Yea, dig in deeper. Ano kaya noh kung ito yong sinubmit na photo ko?

wahaha. so let me add in captions: 1st pic:... 2nd pic:.... 3rd pic: "I still love the smell of my hair albeit it's been....14hours already." ahahaha

Ok... Im killing time here. Lemme share with you about my day.

My morning was dramatic. I came again to that temptation of not going for my first lesson at 8am because the travelling time won't pardon me for a catch up on my class cz 1 hour travelling time to school is fixed. (freaking reasons I should stop.) Not that I didnt wanna go. I wanna go. Im ever so eager to go to school now and I am sad to say Term II is coming to a close in less than 2 weeks =(. I woke up late cz I stayed 3/4 of the morning doing my assignments.

So as I was saying, I had to print my assignments and save my work in a CD in the early morn. Those took time and I was left a choice to painstakingly spend an expensive sum on taxi fare and be able to attend my class or succumb to save the money by taking the public transport but end up losing another lesson?

I went ahead and spent my money on taxi fare. $20.50. Gave $22 to Uncle and thank God he gave me back my $2 for lunch. ^_^ Ran to class and THANK GOD my group hasn't presented. There were only 3 groups. IDEAS class is from 8-10am and I reached school at 9:15am. wooo. Praise God. My attendance is salvaged. I was praying all the while during my travel. ehehe... I love it =)

Here's the catch... cz Ive been absent the past days, I dont have any indepth idea of what our project is. Havent had the time to check the slides cz assignments and projects from other subjects have to be done. I had to depend on whatever knowledge I know on "car-airplane." I was generously given 3 slides to present to my class. I honestly didn't do anything. I dont deserve the hardwork my groupmates did. Maybe I could blame them for not telling me cz its a group work after all. But who am I to blame them when it's my fault? My responsibility? I am guilty. So, I did the best I can... read the sketches in the nick of time, nervous to what to say, asked for infos but they were nervous too or getting eveything as perfect as they could. I didnt wanna let them down.

I listened attentively to my groupmates as I was the last to present. I felt this undeserving hardwork given to me without any complaints. I didnt wanna bust their hard work. Came my turn... I listened to every word I said, as if amongst the audience. I added whatever knowledge I can and I hope I made my groupmates glad, at least glad. I was motivated to those who listened and conscious for whatever points they could ask me later and be guilty-declared of not knowing anything about our invention... heart-wrenching.

The hour was done. The time was told. We got 95+/-. I dont deserve this. Got another classmate who was late too. He missed his group's presentation cz he was the one who spent all morning doing their slides yet missed that opportunity... (while I was lucky enough to be able to catched up) His groupmates were mainly the sort who didnt go to school to,I dont know what reasons. Almost to what I am in... and I could feel for my classmate as he asked how many marks was the project presentation. It cost 20 marks. so if the group was rewarded with 70, he'll get 50. pheeew. I was indirectly cut in the throat. We went for our next lesson and expressed my gratitude for my groupmates. Angels. =) My other classmate who lost the marks had a tiff with the 'lazy' dude. They were at the edge of a fist-fight... I know it's a message for me too. Praise God talaga.

Then there's the other side of my flying color tests results. I dont mean to boast. These are blessings I wanna share. I think He is teaching me indirectly... I know he is... and I should take these warnings and do something about it or face the music. But there's the catch too... Im having a dilemma on this faith of mine... many questions in mind but I put them on hold because I've school works to do and Im hoping to keep my grades to where they are now. It's a mission just what ate Anne said... sometimes, learning the truth can be so dangerous but very rewarding because I believe, in my every step, God is there.

This evening, suppose to go for music ministry practice. Who would have known 5minutes before the practice I was instructed to go home. That's why i'm surfing now. this could be another reason at hand....

Lord, thank you for today. You're giving me the gift to see what I should do and you're guiding me to do what is right so that I wont suffer. Thanks for leading me. Thanks for the reprimandings of my caring and loving mother. Thank you for the opportunity that I am schooling. Although it is my weakest subject, mathematics, I am always overwhemed by how much you're granting me perserverance in my everyday struggle and you made/making sure I did good in this course I am actually majoring and you're proving this to me... everytime. It's been a wonderful journey, my Lord. =) I anticipate for the weekends, the Tuesdays, Wednesdays too because I grow more to know you and you're making me a vessel to share the blessings that you're bestowing us for the world to witness your love. May you keep using us ^_^

hehe. =D yan lang po. sowie, na pa-blog nanaman ng mahaba.

syempre meron din pitfalls... but its victorious when we made through every fall, every test.

and today... there's that part of it in my life... something missing or rather changing... I dont know if its for the best... I like the moments before, I miss them actually... but things just start to change and part ways...............

Godblessyou~

jeudi, novembre 20, 2008

S -chool/tress 2:06 PM

aha!
its that time again.
uuuggghh.

this sem, projects are crazy.
out of the 8 modules,
1/2 of it are Project modules.
(yea, do the math.)

can't study on my own already. huhuhu. hello grp work. eesh, presentations too.

(During Oral Communication. only girl in class.)

ive another engineering math
to deal with again.
sheezaneegah!!!it falls on my 8am-5pm long day.

(God! be my energy!)

=,<

oh and i hate AUTOCAD...

honestly, sowie but, my teacher's to blame too.
cz u see, he's the worst teacher ever.
Worst, because the fundamentals of a teacher is not found in him.
Here are my top 3 reasons:

we are out of his class once we are late for more than 10mins (all lecturers are so flexible, i don't understand why he treats us like primary/elementary sch kids. Tertiary students mostly WORK!)
he teaches on his own pace, doesn't ask the class if we're ever ready or done with what he taught and off to the next topic.
we cant ask him any questions. he always says, "dont come and ask me this again ah, im telling u dis many times already. its your fault if you dont understand... because why? YOU never LISTEN!"(@)(#@*(&#@*&^$)

ugh. so much for a teacher who shud be APPROACHABLE first hand. eeesh. im scared for AutoCAD cz we dont even have the software. I'm having problems looking high and low for that bloody software. UGH. Autocad lessons are a drag. I cant enjoy cz of him... but wat the heck, we've to do the best for ourselves. I cant help but almost cry this morning cz of frustration. Im so way behind. wooo... thank God I was early for his class 8-12pm. GRABEH. pamatay. tutorial is a killer, already we can't ask, and its for 2 hours long. eesh. Test of 20% weight age is due in 2 weeks!!!

thats it. gotta get back to studying again. WEEKENDS! oh Starbucks.... mite have to leave you... but it's still a place of distressing.... sad to say our store standard is goin downhill! =( wakey wakey-up partners!)

yesterday, there was a career fair in sch and i was surprised that Starbucks had one of the booths =) Moreover, Noel was one of the people in charge. Mahal ko yon! ehehehe.... still the person who inspires me both in sch and at work.

Godbless

dimanche, novembre 16, 2008

- 7:46 AM

Im fulfilled =)

Was able to go for BKK yesterday. Great message and I thank God for all the guidance He has been bestowing on me since my activation of hormones. ahahaha.

Didn't know there was such thing as "musical pornography." In case you dont know what that means, it's the type of songs which Clubs play. Yea... and with all those explicit lyrics. The message was depicted in a way that we are slowly killed just like how a phyton kills its prey, slowly, surely, and the more you breathe in for air, the tighter he'll squeeze you to death.

I checked mp4 and well, listened to the non Praise and Worship songs... ok naman sila. But I think Ive clubbing songs to delete in mah music file here in the laptop. hehe. =)

You know, when you grow slowly and surely in the santuary of God, you develop this hunger in wanting to know more about him and how to live life better. The way He lived, not depended on human lifestyle; Spiritually alive and humanly focused and guided by the book of life.

Ive been reading the bible for almost a month now. =) Ive made a point to read it before I sleep and whenever I pray, I choose to sit down, eyes closed, hands clasped together and speak to him, as if he's just beside me. It's a great feeling of peace.

I finished reading the book of Ecclesiastas just last night. I'm following this bible timetable from the book of "Live like a Jesus Freak" and, hungered for more, I continued reading. The next thing you know, tapos na pala ang book na yon =)

Oh I love the feeling=) and Im digging deeper!!!

To whom shall we compare your love Oh Lord...

Thanks for healing a weak human like I am, in you we find our refuge, our only source of strength. Thank you, for another chance of extraordinary beginning.

Loveyousomuch.

vendredi, novembre 14, 2008

in sickness n in pain, i know u'll heal me. 9:51 PM

i vomit wat i eat, even the medicines...
i take in 5 tablets every after meal and 2 teaspoons for cough mixture.
ive medicine for phlegm, fever, cough, 'asthma' , runny nose.
this is the worst medication ive had so far and the outcome is pretty shocking to me too. i dont really vomit, but why? =(

i shud be well by today... my throat feels a lot better, my slight fever has gone..
but i end up vomitting my food and medicine. ironic.
ive been shaking all day, my only refuge from the pain is to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

ive pending homeworks, revision and assignments =(.

so after vomitting, i searched youtube for this new song for hon's line up for tmrw.

ganda ng song... i cried for a while... seeking for healing, wondering why i am feeling this way, i wanna reach out to the bible... mite do so later.

Ingats kau=)

mardi, novembre 11, 2008

hello exhaustion, yes i know the cause. 6:37 PM

i am so beat tired rite now and the worst part is, fighting for the deadline, TIME.

It's not that i procrastinated...

didnt go to sch cz of work and so the tiredness filled me up too much so i ended up missing lessons and now ive to catch up on the assignments, PROJECTS, quizzes and study on my own.

i should have known this semester is mostly on projects cz its really killing me softly.

i want those marks... i feel so bad cz its all group work and ive to ask which grp im in. sheezie. gd things my classmates didnt form their own groupings.

i could be hating myself right now. (huhu. i am, already)

so many things running in mah head i wanna scream or cry it out to someone but time wont even allow that. O)!(*&@(*@!^#*%@$@#.

gdnite.

happy7th hon. we took 125 pics today. grabeh, at the touch of our fingertips and ur cool remote control by ur new nifty gadget. Carel, once again, blessed sweet 16 to ya.

im thankful my form teacher is really kind and lenient... unlike my mechanics and Autocad... anw... he dismissed us earlier today (thankGod cz its been a long day. 8-5pm) and he told me to hand my work in by this Fri as he hasnt started marking their work... also, he adviced that my only other girl classmate and I should go to university after poly so we can earn 4k and above like his children... shudnt have asked him if its easy to go in, cz by the remark of 'easy' he shot me down sayin, 'You know in life it's not easy... you gotta work hard and aim for wat you want.' and lastly.... he made me really think again, cz i know wat to do, just that i am keeping my job. he said, "keep working hard, alright? dont make money, that can wait. study now first. focus, get good grades then go to university."

UGH. i hate it. to the very core of my soul, i am guilty. UGH.

jeudi, novembre 06, 2008

today. ngayon. aujourdhui 5:24 PM

aujourdhui c'est une jour ou j'ecoutes les garcon chanteous une le hiphop chanteur.

AHAHAHAHA!

ok, go figure. my french is so weak already!

today during lunch, decided to go to popular to get my orange pen for my notes and a pad paper. while walking there with my 2 girl friends, we saw a group of hip hop dudes exiting the Moberly and girl friend A started crutinizing about the cool jacket one of the dude was wearing. "such a hot day and yet he's wearing a jacket. crazy!"

i replied,
"ya know... it's for style."

haha... then the next thing you know, the dudes caught up with us. they were behind us walking the same alley and THEY STARTED SINGING. MY GOSH. i heard a faint sound of the guitar and the sound was getting closer to us and they started singing. hehehe... twas really a sound trip to my ears. I love how they sound so RnBish -soothin and soulful. the lyrics, as far as i think the chorus went, "just wanna walk with you... and know your beautiful name... seeing you today, makes my day, oh oh, wont you tell me your name~~~"...

hehehe...

well Popular was closed. they have to do stock count. malas ba? haha. eh ok lang. they said they'll start at 2pm but they started earlier. they must be keepin an advance clock as well. lol.

so there. =) the song was stuck in mah head throughout mah lunch break which i was left with an hour before bumping into those dudes with great voices. then it all had to stop cz we had math assignments due and a quiz to prepare for.

checked friendster and realised this dude from another class is actually a classmate of mine in other modules. hahaha... its been months since i approved of him as a friend cz i didnt know him. but after checking those list, i actually know him! and today during math lecture, idk... i saw him stealing glances! wahahahaha...

share lang.

another shot of me. hahaha... i say its classic =)

talking to honey today was different. i still feel shy when he calls. heheheee.... parang hindi ko boyfriend eh. parang courting period palang =) thanks for the surprise phone call mon amour=)

(I was thinking of what to say. There were awkward pauses and the message alarm in msn chat was intruding mah thoughts.)

engineering math, im liking it already... and the challenge is so there. beeeeeeeeeeat it!!!!
my CAD teacher is a pain in the neck.ass. kasi naman, once ur late for 10min, you cant enter his 4hours long of lecture and tutorial. wat a farking waste of time. eh pwede naman kasing magcatch up sa ilan minuto lang na di pa proper lesson. eeessh. ih8it. but duh, oo na, tama na sya. and we shud respect elders. thank God it was raining today in sch and that excuse is a huge saver! WOA! i cant miss ur lessons! and idk if i was late... hahaha... i want to learn! (and ok, i'll do somethin abt my gettin up off bed early)

lundi, novembre 03, 2008

survey: isang tao 11:46 AM

isip ka ng ISANG tao. i-base mo sa kanya ang mga isasagot mo. WALANG ibahan ng naisip.

1. friend mo ba siya sa friendster?
** yeahuh=)

2. bakit siya napili mo sa survey na 'to?
** im wondering how he is

3.anong mga lugar ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
** madami. specifically LP, PR, somerset, yishun.

4. anong songs ang naalala mo sa kanya?
** crazy for you , the calling songs. kaboses kasi.

5. bakit?
** he sang dem too

6. okay ba ang height?
** ppl say we look good. haha. yes!

7.magaling ba kumanta?
** can be better (humble urself! haha)

8. eh mgdrawing?
** letterings.

9. may kamukha ba siyang artista?
** meron daw sabi nila. eh wala naman TFC sa bahay so even if they tell me the artist's name, zero talaga ako.

10. close ba kayo?
** yes... can be closer

11. nakita mo na siyang magalit?
** once... n i wud like to see him get mad so i
l'l noe him more

12. eh ngumiti?
** i love it. haha. yesyesyes

13. eh umiyak?
** not yet.. ahahaha

14. ano fave nya suotin?
** laid back casual. skinny jeans. black n white.

15. pinapasaya ka ba niya?
** he satisfies.

16. pinaiyak mo na ba xa?
** er... ask him. di naman ako ganon

17.favorite food niya?
** er..... sinigang na beef/ baka.

18.anong fave niyang song?
** sheeze. er... wat nga ba? from the calling ba? hillsongs? idk.

19.anung tawagan nyo?
** labz. =P. hon... nee.

20. message mo sa kanya?
** ya noe who u are. miss u. kp safe lagi, have enuf slp. dont think too much. have fun in life. dont be so serious except sa studies and ur music leadership. loveyafromtheinsideoutandtoptodown. haha. ure so tempting wen u changed ur shirt in store. hahaha... parang comfee ka na ahh... wooh... gives us.... excitement. lol. loveyaaaa. hmmm... if u were a starbucks drink, i'd make u so special... -crap- h.uc/ch.crm. ano kayang starbucks drink ang pwedeng ikaw.... hmmm... h/gt/crm! hehehe... i want complicated drinks! ur my delicious lava choco cake. ahahahaha. tchonee. mwahugs~

early morning random rantings 1:49 AM

love songs, singers write, but not necessary needing to be one.
i am no singer, i am no writer, but i am pouring out these heavy emotions i spill into words,
-the best way i can.

i used to keep them in a diary.
i prefer the sentimental way of keeping them the hard copy way.
but times have changed, i do still have that sentiment,
but my emotions are seeming to even grow out of my height right now,
technology too has gone too advance,
it has to go the typing or the thumb texting way in this century.
so here i am...

i am walking in this life so beautiful...
sometimes i forget the more important ones and just delivery the fun
i want to be immersed in. then, i'd grow so tired, ive developed eyebugs now.

another year is goin to pass...
what have you accomplished,
are you happy of those feat?

i am a witness of many blessings.
one of those gifts is my boyfriend. haha!
mah fdc peeps, partners at SB...
and then my course is getting along fine.
i think im loving the challenge of my ever weakest subject since
i started my multiplication table.
mom's got a job and shes happy.
my lil sister, Nikki has just started her first menstruation.
(no, its not a blessing? but hey, at least she can relate to the stains she sees in Hiyas and my bed. =P. haha. peace out.)
i still want brother to change for the better.
i still want a good bonding with daddeee.
i still want my brother to teach me on how to play the drums.
i still want my dad to teach me the guitars or have a duet with him
with our cousins back home together as a complete relative in a band. =D
woohoo!

i still still still....

and then... i am spiritually challenged.
its hard to walk by faith and not by sight...
but i believe... and im sticking to that... removing each doubt the best way i can...
i am reading the bible each time i sleep and i pray to God, my good habit to keep.

if u really look back at my lovelife now...
im having the best one really...
ewan ko ba. ang hirap maexplain.
parang kasi dati, ako nalang lagi ang nagmamahal (not boasting)
but now, i am really loved... and i feel its too much that i am receiving..
it gets so hard to change ya know...
cz this person sees ur weakness and he wants u to change..
like that...
and i am having a hard time...
but am ever more blessed he is the most patient and understanding lover...
and i dont wanna think abt whatifs of losing someone. ayaw ko na.
*zipped*
i get jealous! huhuhu! stop naaaa.

ayt, ive to end my random rantings. sch tmrw! yey! =D

hava blessed november everyone!
seized the day...
walk by faith and not by sight.

loveyall!mwah

dimanche, novembre 02, 2008

Poured out devotion -a quick write up. 8:22 PM

Just one of those days where I am energized to clean up the house at 1130pm after a long day at work and pumped up to full vessel at Hope Church today. =) i took approximately 45min to tidy up the obvious hindrance in the eyes.

Emotional nanaman ako. I mean, there's alot of feelings I am feeling right now... then i just started to write cz thats how i expel it.

I think i can write more than wat am gonna post here... feelin ko talaga. its been a pretty long time since i catch up and tell someone about my day cz its been pretty busy. even though time does allow you to share your life with the best person, im just or rather, we're too tired to even talk and so that sharing incident just piles up until it finds a hole to be rid of. (sad huh? tell me abt it... shh)

i wrote at 1am. i couldnt find a decent titile so i'd stick to this:

Poured out devotion

To whom it may concern,

ur lil surprises are BIG to me.

they make me smile, however silly and tough ur surprises come.

(im so gonna break ur code!)

how fast time goes by,

and each time i recap about the moments we had,

l am thankful for the sweetest and the bitter ones.

u help me grow, u see me grow

just like our heavenly father above

Sometimes it gets so hard to change

like how you always remind me,

like how you always chase upon the moment when my

repeated occurance occur and yet...

you remain patient and pour out ur love to me

Im happy ur changing for the good and so quickly,

adapting to what you always say

and here i am, challenged yet inspired to do the same

for, if you can do it,

I can too.

I could have lost you that day

but God, thank you for leading him

to stay...

but if the day comes and its revealed

its not meant to be,

u'll definitely one of those people

i'll keep in my heart.

you're a blessing so dear to me.

may I learn how to cherish you,

cz I think I am not showing you

on how much you deserve to be loved.

Blessed,

Karen Gutlay.

cheers to u, mah man.

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