"I'd help you, only because ure in need and I see you so crazyly not urself. You're stressed. Just admit that. Ure a lass, but watever happened to ur hair cut of a guy? haha."

(i'd love to say that to her face.
mah ASST. manager.
she can be an Ass sometimes. wahahahaha. peaceout~)

27Dec06.
1:42am

Damn it.
Ok, it's good that
"You work more, den you'll earn more."

but

I dont think it's right when she said this,
"You already celebrated once, that should be enough already."

wtf.

Christmas is DIFFERENT from NEW YEAR!

wat on earth! she doesnt respect my religion. damn it! stop the callousness!

Needless to say, we are in need of people and one of mah colleagues already quit.
Came the Hari Raya Haji on the same day as New year's eve and day.
That just sucks down right.
And I even got reprimanded cause obviously I dont wanna work.
And its NOT her problem that I ought to have celebrated Christmas.
AND its NOT HER issue if I ALWAYS celebrate New year!
DAmn, if I didnt have the heart to help her, I would have backed out.
I dont care about the money.
Just gimme the time to spend with my love oncs in this important commencement of the new year.

wtf..

Yea, Im gonna wrk on the eve and on new year's day itself.
worst thing is that
im wrking from
eve:12-5pm
day:4-9pm
2nd day:1-11pm

and as if that wasnt enough.
she wants me to work on that straight first week of january.
DAMNIT.

For that one moment, I was so prepared to quit.
But hey, no pain no gain.
wth...

Sometimes life can be so hard.
and gosh,
tat's wat's gonna happen to me in the days ahead.
Lord, HELP!
I hope there will be no sales on that day.

WAHAHAHAHA

That's gonna be one 'Happy NEW year' for me. =D
=P

AND FYI! Ure NOT a MANAGER!
ure just an assistant!!!
READ UR NAME TAG!
Wata delusional-pathetic- ASSISTANT MANAGER.

Im quittin.
last day wud be on the jan 28 2007.
i cudve done it earlier.
i cant earn lil.
this time arnd,
i nid to save and BK salary wudnt be a benefit at all.

Goodbye and thanks for the experience.
Sorry, I changed my mind.
Heh... and hence, everyone seems to hate her.
~~~sheeeezeneeeeessss~~~


Oh yea!
wen i was a kid, I did sympathised the people who had
to work on a holiday.
I can't believe Im a victim now, myself.
And not to mention,
this has been the longest work Ive had so far.
well, not as an everyday basis actually.
in a days of 31 or 30, i'd wrk like 8 days or lesser.

DAmn,
watever happened to the real meanin of
PUBLIC holiday??
hmph. =/
nyaha
damn.

BE GOOD PEOPLE!
ITS THE NEW YEAR!
CHANGE A NEW!
CARPE DIEM!

GODBLESSUSALL! ^_^

I wanted to talk to him.
To straighten the lines we made crooked.
I reached for my cellphone and dialled his number.
But, in that quick instant, I found my mind battling with my thoughts and feelings.
What could he be doing. What if this and that. Lalala.
Delusional mind plays a role at times like this.
And so I resorted in hangin up.
Hoping he'd do something about it.

I'd appreciate if you could bare your soul to me rather than putting on a mask I dont even understand or rather, having troubles understanding the varried masks you wear each time you talk to me.
Each time you hear me.
Each time you see me.
It breaks me at times cz you give me an upront profile that is hard for me to breakthrough.
If only I could know you in a little time, but nobody goes through that. Nobody.
So, I'll learn and appreciate but dont you settle less if I try to pinpoint some points Im not agreeable with.
It's just a woman's worth.
ehehe...

Today is the first of December two thousand and six.

It's a peculiar day to start my December.
As usual, Karina was late.
I resorted to spending 11 bucks on a taxi fare cz anyways,
I cant do anything for I woke up late.
15mins before SW starts.

Stayed up late doing my project.
Not to mention, I stayed up late too the other night
doin the banner.
drawing drawing drawing.
project project project.

Thank God the party was postponed to next friday,
If not, I dont think I would survive.

I skipped Sports and Wellness (SW) again.
My absenties on that module kinda freaks me out cz
they might send me a letter for too many absenties.
haha.
ohno.

So to start, I took a cab.
The driver is bubbly and asked so many questions and
told me facts about his life and all that.
sheeze, like a friend already.

Facts:

• He has nieces who are mix.
• there's the british and malay blood.
• and malay and norwegian.
• hey finds them pretty. (duh, cz of the mix blood. he thought i was chinese and filipino mix.)
  
• His daughther studies at Temasek Poly.
• His son studies at Shatec.
• He has never encountered a filipino student before. Im the first . = )
  
• He takes his break at 12pm and starts work at 10am.

(wahahaha...)
and blah blah blah.

He asked my course, told me to work hard and all.
and all,
cz those don't matter.
and it'll end up as a rubbish talk in my blog.
lol. ;)

anw, wat i wanna say is that when we get in the school,
he happened to see this couple walking inside our campus and he remarked,

"Alamak. why those 2 holding hands? Better go and get married lah. This is a school. You know during our time, our parents don't allow us to do that. They were very strict."

Karina:
"hehe. really? yea... i'm aware of that. [reminded me of my mom.]"
( i was already payin him. and he took, den gives me my change.)

But i just told him to keep the change. it's just 30 cents anws.
he deserves it for making my trip a somewhat uplifting one cz he woke me up,
thats one,
two,
for talkin all the while so somehow that gave me the confidence to speak better for our project work,
three,
he made me remenisce about the olden days and made me laugh.

He said this,
"You know this road was the oldest one in singapore. There were even chickens on the road side. But now, look, all flats, private properties. now very modern. No more the olden games also. the Kampong games. U know about that?"

wahaha. He's a very interesting driver isn't it? =D
Chickens on the road? wahahaha!~
I just told him,
"Oh, chickens? We still have them back in my country. Some parts of it."

nyaha.
Oh yea, he commented my braces. lol.

So thats the trip with Mr Taxi Driver.

School.
we were the first group to present and we were doin on
Smoking in Singapore. Each person has to talk about 3min.
Anyway, the point is, someone caught my attention. haha.
As in, I didnt think he could deliver such a presentation.
Yea yea, i underestimated this guy.
He, impressed me.

I was very much allured and intact at his speech cz
he started out with a sense of humor. hehe.
And I do like ppl with that personality.
I reckoned it was just for a start, but it went on throughout his speech and wat was more admiring about him is that, he knew when to be serious and when to use his sense of humor.
He's very organised and esp the way he delivers and talks.
Sheeze. hehe.

He talked about Pregnancy.
He informed us something that lets me even more wanna pursue
my studies further, made me stronger on staying away from the temptations around and somehow made me mull over my status.
Thinking about it, I'm just wondering why teenagers get theirselves attached when there's the 'family love' (another topic their grp talked about.)
I dont know. even myself cant answer that.
perhaps i'd think of reasons.
nyaha.
Well, Im just happy of where I am.

Yep, thats about it. mite wanna add tmrw or the followin days.
My mind needs to rest.

Hava great December people and Enjoy ur weekend.

Oh yea these caught very much my attention:
"To me, pregnancy is a blessing. But I just don't understand why some teenagers nowadays also want to experience the "Blessing."......."

He asked,
" How do you feel when you see a 20 year old woman that's pregnant?"
"For me, I saw one once at the bus stop. I thought she was fat, but actually, pregnant......."

"Once Nazmi and I were in a train. We saw this couple who were about 20 years of age and the mother was tellin to her own child that she was stupid and all the toys that she was playin were stupid things. The child just turned back and said nothing. You know, that's how children reacts."
(then everyone in the room agreed.)

omg. He's just gonna get my vote for the best speaker. = )
He deserves it. =D
Boy, Im impressed.
And somehow, I hope and I know, wat i seek for in a guy, the standards that is, has accelerated. hehe. Well i think he already has that.

Oh yea, the taxi driver lectured me too cz a student needs alot of rest. he said that we should sleep for 8 hours.
"if you dont believe, wait till you get older and you'll realise."

nyaaaa. ok ok. hehe.

Carpe Diem~
Remember, get at least 8 hours of sleep! =D
Take care.

2Dec06.
2.36am