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    vendredi, février 29, 2008
    NEw skin 9:53 PM

    NEW SKIN!!!

    haha.
    still messy so just bare with it!
    hahaha..

    will fix it if ive more time! =D


    AND OH MY GAWD!!!!!

    HE SAID THE 3 WORDS!!!!
    haha.
    shit. he's goin to my store tmrw. fetch me from wrk?
    den we're headin to OUR church with the FAM.
    damn it.

    hello gwapo!
    sana ma-meet mo na si Noel!
    hehehehe..

    pano na yong ISA?!?!?!
    wat abt the other one??? Mr B?!?!
    Cz it just so happened...
    I chatted with him RIGHT AFTER I chatted with Mr A!

    Complicated PEELINGS!

    ah basta.
    EXAMS MUNA!
    ^_^

    I love ThEsE songs! 5:23 PM

    Haha.
    this is the 3rd entry of the day!
    Shacks.


    I'm still listening to Power 98 and I just wanna say I love these 2 songs:
    "Just fine" -Mary J Blidge.
    Makes me wanna MOoOoOove~
    It did make me dance. hahaha...
    made me snap mah fingers.
    made me nod my head.
    made me shake my bangs.
    made me grove mah body.
    haha.
    SAYA =D
    The lyrics too, hear it properly and it so relates to my current life:
    love and school!
    wahahaha...
    (i wanted to include the music video here from youtube but the embedding's disabled. SAYANG!)
    (just wanna include the lyrics. dont complain for a long entry!! wahaha. ^_^)







    LYRICS!
    You know I love music
    And every time I hear something hot
    It makes me wanna move
    It makes me wanna have fun
    But it’s something about this joint right here
    This joint right here
    Its makes me wanna…..Woooh

    Let it go...
    Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
    Feel free right now, going do what you want to do
    Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
    No time for moping around, are you kidding?
    And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
    It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
    Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right

    So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
    When I’m walking past the mirror
    No stress through the night, at a time in my life
    Ain’t worried about if you feel it
    Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
    I aint gonna let you kill it
    You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just...

    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

    Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
    Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
    Keep your head up high
    In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
    Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
    And I’m a still wear a smile if it raining
    I got to enjoy myself regardless
    I appreciate life, I’m so glad I got mine
    So I like what I see when I’m looking at me

    When I’m walking past the mirror
    Aint worried about you and what you gonna do
    I’m a lady so I must stay classy
    Got to keep it hot, keep it together
    If I want to get better
    You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just...
    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

    I aint gon’ let nothing get in my way
    (I ain't gone let nobody bring me down, no, no, no)
    No matter what nobody has to say
    (No way, no way, no way)
    I ain’t gon’ let nothing get in my way
    No matter what nobody has to say

    Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
    Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
    It’s a really good thing to say
    That I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine

    So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
    When I’m walking past the mirror
    No stress through the night, at a time in my life
    Ain’t worried about if you feel it
    Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
    I ain’t gonna let you kill it
    You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just...

    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
    You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine

    "I'll be waiting" -Lenny Kravitz.

    The song is very sweet.
    Makes me fall in love if someone sings or dedicate that to me.
    haha.
    but it's enough to be heard and sang by the original man himself. =)
    I love it!!~~~




    LYRICS!
    He broke your heart
    He took your soul
    You're hurt inside
    Because there's a hole
    You need some time
    To be alone
    Then you will find
    What you always know

    I'm the one who really loves you baby
    I've been knocking at your door

    As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
    As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
    Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
    Whenever you need me, I'll be there

    I've seen you cry
    Into the night
    I feel your pain
    Can I make it right
    I realized there's no end inside

    Yet still I'll wait
    For you to see the light

    I'm the one who really loves you baby
    I can't take it anymore

    As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
    As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
    Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
    Whenever you need me, I'll be there

    You are my only I've ever known
    That makes me feel this way
    Couldn't on my own
    I want to be with you until we're old

    You have the love you need right in front of you
    Please come home

    As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
    As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
    Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
    Whenever you need me, I'll be there

    Friday. 29th Fev 08 5:19 PM

    The songs currently playing at Power98 as of now, 4pm+...
    just makes me wanna go CLUBBING!!!!
    nakakamisss.


    and i so wanna get Cleo and Seventeen Magazines...
    wala lang..
    pangdistress.
    But i managed to stop myself from buyin dem today.
    I hope even in the upcomin days til exams are done.

    On the other hand,
    gotta save.
    I've plans this Dec '08.

    Damn...
    Friday just feels out of place
    if I don't go out.
    haha.
    I dont feel like muggin today.
    aahahaha..
    Been doing that the whole week..
    wala kasing kasama..

    Then Karen starts to ponder whom to go out with.
    oh oh!!!
    I have yet to catch the 2 movies i wanna watch. =(
    P.S I love you and Leap Of Faith!
    hahaha..
    (dont say im feelin hopeless romantica!)


    Just one of those days when uve to restrict
    urself from the things I enjoy typically in life.
    BLAH~


    INGATS MGA AMIGOS!

    Babee's Back 4:55 PM

    Haha.
    yey!
    Nokia said they'll give a call once your handphone's done with the repair. But no!
    I waited for an agonising 9 days! woa!!!~

    Mom's getting worried about the way I handle her phone so she took it back this morning causing me to be late for the Mock Exam.
    wahaha...

    I went to Nokia after school and
    thank God, my babee's back! =D
    All the datas and "trash" in my phone weren't touched anyways!
    haha. All intack! yey!

    dimanche, février 10, 2008
    fakin stress 12:33 PM




    took pics.
    para lang sa wala.

    lapit na graduation = exams/finals muna.
    hush. *nerve-reckin*

    yesterday, Karen worked for 10hours. was asked to clock in early and was asked to extend.

    Thank God I survived. =) Had wrong 4 transactions with the 1-for-1 latte, but Mareng Noel was kind enough to let me go. on top of that, i was short of $12+ in my till. wahahaha...






    but he still let me off. =) so bait!!! bait bait. ^_^ (cz i really cant remember any bad key-ins. wala naman eh. must be the lattes. boohoo.)
    Im glad I met this person. He's such an inspiration and I LOVE his company... maskina stricto sya. mahal ko yon. =)
    weirdo rin kasi.
    ahahahaha... ^_^
    le10fevrier08


    vendredi, février 08, 2008
    My feelings 10:28 AM

    My feelings intertwined.
    pls forgive me for what ive done.
    guess it's clearer to see,
    even though
    i want something more...
    im just not ready.
    im sowie.

    Embrace the noise
    cz i dont want love songs.
    I want noisy songs
    to shake off the bad feeling.(s)
    im nt in love.
    im in like.

    I dont wanna commit.
    I dont even care if Vday's in one week.
    My exams are more important.
    Im busy with my life.
    my love life,
    im willin to put aside.

    Magulo ang aking feelings.
    dont be shocked
    if i wont
    be there as often as i was.
    I think i wont take the
    calls uve been makin
    cz i think we need space
    which we've been shoving.

    the past shapes the better of us.
    it's something we've learnt...
    if it's a big impact,
    we get obstinate...
    and more
    determined of something we want better,
    not for them,
    it's for us
    bcz
    in life,
    we learn
    and we choose .
    thus,
    always aimin for something
    best.





    i just browsed back at history...
    i do this sometimes when im not in my element.
    found the followin which ive said to someone:

    "I dont agree. heh.
    I beg to disagree.
    Because I don't think True love are for fools.
    True love are for those who dare to step out of their comfort zone and be a better person in this life of adventure. And I think the greatest adventure in life is by loving someone. = )
    Every aspect is found in Love itself.
    Kaya nga God is love. =D
    ehehe..

    I hope you dont take it as a 'job' to love me.
    Because I dont need an employer for that matter. I just need you to be yourself and not think of our relationship as a hefty duty.
    Be free, soar high, Im gonna be smiling at you, supporting and loving you.
    That's all. I couldn't ask 4 more.
    Iloveyou~"

    ...

    "
    "I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you."

    ...

    "To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world."




    of course, the last sentence isn't mine.
    but i didnt put who wrote that then.
    wala lang.
    cz it feels like the 14th na.
    damin nagiinvite na.
    down to..
    10.
    wow.
    (yet theres still that one person im clingin on to..
    huhuhuhu...
    bakiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
    shit.)

    1e8fev08.
    1100

    mercredi, février 06, 2008
    Krizi's bday 10:36 AM


    HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRIZIA.
    15 Na~~

    just wanna say you're really blooming each day.
    haha.
    i like the way on how ure so adorably-cute and easy to go along with.
    kahit anong lakwacha game ka. =)
    and of course,
    who would forget about
    the hip-hop get ups and
    the smoove dance moves, dba?

    Thanks for being you
    and i appreciate
    your whole being.

    I'm glad I've you as more than a
    friend, but a close one
    and yes,
    wat u've came out with:
    "cuzzins."

    THANKS for being a part of my life.
    Cheers, to new good and better years ahead!
    *TO KRIZIA!!*
    *cheers*

    hehehe..

    you're loved!
    mwahugs~*
    take care, always.

    p.s never hesitate to count on me
    through gd and bad. =)
    just call on me even if its 3am!
    <3

    samedi, février 02, 2008
    Emotions in the morning 9:44 AM





    I slept past 3am, woke up at 8am.

    Im still sleepy but I cant get sleep so Im here online.
    I wanna add wordings to that picture of mine but
    since dad, configurated the computer, the software's gone.

    huhuhu.

    Chemae, wat software do u use?
    hiram naman...
    TAMI!! PAHIRAM ULIT NG ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CD!!! pls!
    hehe....


    so anws,
    the simple caption to add is:

    I'd rather
    Look Away
    than
    Fake a Smile.





    Emotions running deep,

    but I can't show what I keep...
    You've got me nervous around you
    when it wasn't like this months ago..
    What did you do,
    to lure this weak heart of mine?

    Cz it can't deny
    the feelings,
    I've been controlling,
    each time I get the chance
    to see you
    and
    to see you,
    is all I wanna do,
    don't need words to keep me satisfied.

    I keep looking forward for the days
    to go on by
    although it's fast pace,
    but with you around,
    Life is a better ride.

    I wish I could tell you.
    I wish I could show you.
    But I'm not like the other girls you see,
    with so much gungho,
    with so much guts,
    they're prepared for what's ahead,
    A risk they're willing to take...

    I'm the sort who plays it safe.
    Doesn't care if it takes playing hard to get
    as long as it takes...
    for you to know me
    and for me to know you.

    Your world,
    I wanna be in...
    Your world,
    I wanna help grow
    the garden you're growing;
    your dreams, seeds,
    which you're planting.
    Your world,
    me,
    an additional sunshine
    through it all.

    I'm merely a girl,
    hoping that you'd see
    these emotions as simple as
    "Hey, I've been waiting,
    welcome to my world."

    Trudging the real world everyday,
    I hope it brings me closer to you,
    let's close this facade that's blocking
    the mirror that reflects our emotions.
    I don't want reflections,
    I want you to see,
    the imperfect me,

    thoroughly,
    if it pleads to be.
    -Karen Gutlay




    le2fevrier2008.
    925am.
    4min20sec.



    Sources of Inspiration:
    -the pic above taken by Cherrymae Magbual.
    -When it was me by Paula Deanda.
    -him.
    hmm..
    I just wrote that in adrenaline.
    I started with the line of the caption for the picture.
    and my emotions spilled.
    And it is still spilling...
    I wanna try to make that as a song,
    not really sure if that can be one
    since in a song,
    there's a SHORT TITLE
    and just verses
    and a chorus...
    I'm not yet ready to pinpoint
    what's what.
    So i'll just leave it to that.

    Tralala~
    Time to mug.

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