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mercredi, mars 29, 2006
Missing You. My Love.
2:19 PM
 HolyCrap. This is not helping me at all. I didn't receive any updates of how ur life is goin or anything like that. I didn't receive any of your daily offline msges and all that. I can't help thinking of you. I thought I could let go. Be cool. Relax. Stay Happy. Be Happy!! But no, I can't seem to be myself unless I know you're okay, Unless I received just one msg from you UGH. This is so killing me. I hate missing you. Go away. Lemme concentrate........... But no matter how hard I try, I just realized, ure officailly a part of my life. That I sickeningly, really have fallen in love with you. And that, I can't face to that realization, I can't. What the hell. Ugh. I HATE MISSING U, I HATE MISSING YOU!!! Holy crapness and the song currently available playing on and on is the song I told you about. Shityshit. "Edwin McCain -I'll be" Ugh.. Damn it.. I wanna shout like the singer! Like EDWIN! "IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII(ahhhhhhh) 'lllll Beeeeeeeeee!!!!" I can't surf either. For some holy bloody reasons the only ones working are my YM and MSN msger. And Hello~, in my YM only one is available which HARDLY ever happens! Now, what happened to all of you? May sira naba and network ng pinas? Lol.. Damn it. Get off my mind! School is starting! Ugh!!! karen: alisin!!! karen: nakakainis!!!! karen: GRR!!! karen: UGH! karen: akala ko kaya ko na wala sya karen: na hindi ko sya mamimiss Sunshine: ngehh karen: na hindi ko na kailan na lagi syan nandyan Sunshine: akala mo lang yon noh Sunshine: mahirap talaga pag nararanasan mo ganyang feelings karen: pero ngayon, naiinis ako dahil lagi nlg sya nasaisip karen: ko karen: walang txt nor offline msg man lang sa kanya karen: hindi ako sanay sa ganitp karen: ganito!! ALISIN! UGH Sunshine: hahahah Sige tawa lang dyan. I need my remedy. Nasan na yon? " I can live WITHOUT u!! I can, I can, I CAN!!!" --------------------------------------------------------------- Folks, disregard my previous entry. Half of it is just my musings and they’re bullshit. Lo and Behold, mom is right. I should concentrate on my future and have that as my inspiration; asses to it, not somebody who enlightens me… that shouldn’t be the way. That’s all ive got to say. U know, our mind can be so messed up… and so does the heart. Lalang. Nyahaha --------------------------------------------------------------- 280306  mardi, mars 28, 2006
QUIZZES
2:43 PM
NYahahaha... alright. I had fun taking the quizZES. lol... u should too. = ) Aint this gd? u get to know me more and I get to know myself more. wahaha..
wedding? nyahahaa. nah... yet dimanche, mars 26, 2006
Im Dying of Boredom. nyaha
4:10 PM
Hay Naku.. namamatay nako dito! will someone pls take me out of Singapore? nyahaha... hay... no relatives. no cousins. no more bestfrens. i dont know wat more to do. *sigh* wala na rin inspiration. I dont know what to do with my life. It's sucha monotone now. Tell me what happened to that girl, all joyful and active in almost every activity she can get involved in? Then after some years down the road, you see her just wasting her time away. She doesnt seem to be the girl you met a few years ago. It's like from a fresh leaf grown in a tree and later, you find it falling off the branch and down it slowly drifts to the ground -left alone. dried. dead. no life. I dont know what more to do... gosh. cant wait for sch to start soon. I just need to get busy again. Where is that girl whom I meet a few years ago? Why did her inspiration which lingered for so long now just went off in a sublime? Why is she now a stoic? What happened to her stance that almost allured everyone? (nyaahaha... drama) She hasnt lose her cool. She just lose of taking account that albeit these, you need reminders and nostalgic moments to keep her goin. After all, my dear, Me, Myself and I, take delight in life. This is ur last and who knows what might happen tomorrow?? [I just need to get that feelin off my head and rip it off my heart. I cant stand being lonely anymore and doing nothing but simply bumming around wasting the precious time bestowned on me. Not to mention, I have fallen for someone who is so far away and shacks, my bestfriends are also miles away... you know how that feels? Sometimes, I am a lost. I dont know what to do. I dont know how to react in this lonesome circumstances. I hate the "hi and gdbyes.." ugh. Why does everyone's life need to be like a carousel? I have to stop having delight and reliance to my Honey because its not worth it. I'll get too addicted and come a day, I might.. hay, I dont know what Im saying. Holy Crap. I miss him terribly. sheeze.... I'm so honestly sick of being away from my loves ones. Why can't I just be with them? Be with them through hardships, I dont mind just as long as we stick together? U understand? because Im so tired of being lonely, Im so tired of having to think that I wont get to see them in a few years time, because Im so tired of hurting; of missing; of longing; of breaking down because of that.... I lost the sense out of me. This doesnt make any sense.... Drama concluded] Mom has been pursuading Dad to apply for the USA engineerin opening. They needed Engineers there and dad is qualified. He just needs to simply simply simply, take that opening! But no, he doesnt want to. He prefers to stay here, in Singapore where we have no relatives and all that shit. What's so great about this place dad? hay... watever. Mom just cant stop telling dad how much she longs to go there. "I really wanna go there. If I hadnt gotten married, I should be there by now." Great. and Of course, who cant deny I wanna go there too? My relatives are there, my cousins are there, my Bestfren is there, my boyfriend will be there, where else would I wanna prefer to stay? And mom thinks its mainly because of my boyfriend. Goshdamnit. I just really hope they stop assuming and ASK ME IN PERSON cz it boils my blood with that narrow-minded reasons they throw at me. When always the bottom line, "Do u REALLY know?" Out of sheer frenziness, my mom called Baguio to ask for the renewal of citizenship of her dad. Of my grandfather. Cz I told her he needed to renew his citizenship since Feb or else, the petition won't be valied anymore. Mom was so concerned she called. And phew~ Thank God he's leaving perhaps now for Manila with Ned, I reckon to run the papers. Oh Lord, This is one of the ultimate ones I cling on to. I just hope it happens, it will be approved! I know, now.. Its up to you. I needed to get this off mah chest. I just have too. And BROTHA, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!! wawa ka naman, you have service today. nyahahaha... and gosh, =p Im gonna collect ur cake! hmmm~~ yumyum! Hurry back, I cant stand just LOOKING at the cake! wahahaha... Love ya bro! Have I ever said that before? wahahaha.. GOd bless you! jeudi, mars 23, 2006
4:49 PM
 Your movie star double is Angelina Jolie Who's Your Movie Star Double? Brought to you by Tickle mercredi, mars 22, 2006
Horoscope gotten from Friendster
10:52 PM
The Bottom Line Are you detecting any undercurrents of jealousy? It might not be your imagination. In Detail You're always game to meet someone new and unusual -- as long as they're interesting, and, more importantly, fun. The universe has decided to afford you with all that and more right now, so prepare yourself for some wonderful diversions. Different, interesting people are due to come your way, not just today, when the fun will officially start, but for the next several weeks. Better take your vitamins faithfully. You'll need to keep up any way you can -- and you know you feel like you're missing something if you sleep for more than a few hours ---------------- The other side of Love. Sheeze... I got this from Friendster's horoscope section. walaaa laaang.... just nothing.. I feel that I'm fillin in the first time when I fell in love with my first. Goshdamnit. There are frightful moments which I just hope it doesnt happen. Ohwell, this is new, live with it Karen. Get real and GET OUT OFF THAT DAMN PIT!! I know I have... I just need to realise so to wake up... completely. COMPLETELY I dont like pink! sheeze... not that I hate it... too much already. PLus, My Honey and I's website is VERY pink. Gotta change skin. Got to. cya~ samedi, mars 18, 2006
dont hold something in ur arms that u cud never hold in ur heart
2:34 PM
 Bliss Bliss. I find myself online most of the time since its still the vacation. Ugh... This is so killing me. I cant wait to get to sch. Commence now! ugh...... i'll stop here first. wanna think before i pen somthing down. hash..... boring talaga. lundi, mars 06, 2006
When Boredom Kills me
11:07 PM
'  Wala lang talagang MaGaWa... Holidays parin for us. I can't wait for sch to start all over again. I miss getting stressed up. Haha.. on the verge of giving up but always on the go parin. I miss the freaking loads of homework that sometimes makes me stay up all night completing and revising them. HAAAY!!!Planning to get a work. PLANNING lang. But I always wake up the usual holiday time kaya hindi narin ako nakakbili ng newspaper. Le journal!! wahaha.. and oh, I miss french classes. hehe.. My mom's fren's daughter's learning French and I had to resort of giving my french dictionary. the old one!! woot! hehe... I can't wait to just go out there and start learning again. You know? And just being with mah friends, chilling, exercising, sharing our life stories and all. waaaahhhh-sigh ive got invites haha.... pero, walal lang. tinatamad. Hehe... kasama ko nalang si mama, that way, I'm free of mah expenses! wahahahahaa...... Wala lang.. napalog kasi nga Bored. Ngek, tagalog na to ah. Shacks... ^_^ dimanche, mars 05, 2006
Wala lang...
12:18 AM
1. CURRENT MOOD? Missing someone... 2.SUM UP IN 4 WORDS TO WHAT YOU'RE FEELING Delighted. Delirous. Yearning. Hoping. 3. HAVE YOU TRIED & DO YOU THINK LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK FOR YOU? I am currently trying one and I do hope it works out. Yes... My aunt tells me so since her sibling and a friend told me it worked for them. =D Yea~!! 4. ARE YOU AN EMOTIONAL PERSON? Hmmm.... A lil. sometimes 5. YOU BELIEVE IN BESTFRIENDS? That's not meant to be asked! haha! DUH! Yes. 6. EVER FELT SO JEALOUS? Nah... it's a freaking sin yo! SIN!! haha 7. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID BEFORE ANSWERING THIS? erm... read some messages in friendster. WHO IS NEXT TO YOU? No one. 9. HOW'S THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Warm and windy. =D 10. LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU TODAY? Michael. 11. LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED TODAY? Michael. 12. LOST A FRIEND OVER SOMETHING STUPID? hmm... haha... how about rejections? I think so.. 13. BEEN REALLY DEPRESSED BEFORE? YEA!!!!!!!!! HOMESICK !!!! ness... 14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY? erm.. morning? erm... 11.30am 15.WHAT PICTURE DO YOU SEE FIRST WHEN YOU WAKE UP? picture.... JOhn and I. hehe.. it's in mah room, framed up. ^_^ 16. WHO DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND? hmmmm... Cherrymae. John. 17. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DID WHEN YOU WOKE UP? ASked where my parents and sis are going.. haha 18. DO YOU HATE ANYONE RIGHT NOW? Nope. Nah... 19. WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR? YEH- LOW!!! yellow! =D 20. MISS SOMEONE? NOT JUST ONE!!!!!!!!!!! 21. LIKE TO WALK UNDER THE RAIN? hand in hand with my love one... heeheeheeee.... sure. *blushes* 22. SLEEP WITH/WITHOUT CLOTHES ON? with... without?? hmmm... hahaha 23. LIKE SOMEONE? LOVE someone. =,> 24. THEY KNOW? THEY? He knows. My relatives know. My cousins know. My PARENTS know. MY FAMILY KNOWS. said enough? =D 25. THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE? hmmm.... sure. lol!! hahahaha.... everyone's attractive ya know. 26. WANT TO MARRY? Someday when I'm ready. Siguro. 27. WHO? WHO!?!?! lol.... I'm not ready at the moment so WHO, is out of the question. sorry. 28. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? ERM...... hahaaha... go ask mah teachers! and frens... oo na! to naman! hehe 29. WHERE ARE YOU BY THE WAY? shinghaphore. 30. ARE YOU INVOLVED IN SPORTS? currently just bummin around. It's still mah vacation. 31. BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? no......... havent experienced that. 32. THINK DREAMS EVENTUALLY COME TRUE? uh-huh.... 33. FAVOURITE THINGS TO DO? go online. do sports. soon wrkout. Mah body's rebelling. haha... 35. FAVE FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? feature.... hmmm.... his built. eyes. 37. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Liyi. 38. LOUD OR SOFT MUSIC? Both. More on loud. 39. NIGHT OR day?. Night nlg. 42. WHAT'S YOUR BEDTIME? hmm... 11.30pm-12midnight 43. WHO DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST ONLINE? heeheehee.... shhh... hahaha.... most. erm.... too many eh. si Ching nlg. 44. WHAT DO YOU HATE MOST RIGHT NOW? bumming arnd... 45. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Hillsongs. "there is nothing like" 46. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Guess so 48. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AND WITH WHO? Brokeback mountain with mah Hon, JOhn. (JohN!! hehe... the HON is found in ur name.... =D) 49. FAVORITE DAY? TGIF. Friday 50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? toy..... hmm.... binoculars. 51. WHAT DID YOU DO 4 NIGHTS AGO? Slept... i just arrived from phils and was recovering... 52. FAVORITE SCENT? scent.... none at the moment 53. WHO INSPIRES YOU? WHO... my dad. My uncle. 54. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? ahahaha.... flying roaches. 55. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? sweet! lol... 56. FAVE FLOWER? dancing angels. orchids with scent and yellow roses. =) any of those. 57. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? erm..... dont bother. haha 58. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SHOES? shoes? varied po. 59. WHAT MONTH IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? JUNE! 60. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO AFTER THIS? sleep. its goin 1am. or maybe talk to mah cousin! hehehe.... she's here for a work and she's sleeping over tonight! woot!! ay! cousin pala ng MAMA ko... so aunt ko sya. =) mercredi, mars 01, 2006
is it about us? Is it about us?
6:01 PM
Is it about us? Is it about Trust? 1. What is the best nickname that u ever had? Karen. hahaha... 2. Do you think suicide is the best way? Best way to what? Nah... whatever that is. 4. Are you in love with someone at the moment? Yes 5. Are you missing someone at the moment? Yes... esp I just arrived from my homeland 6. Would you die for the one you love? I think.......... it depends. haha 7. Do you think love hurts? Yep. I miss Aj kasi eh! So far away pa... hmph 8. Whats the best thing about love? It challenges you to be a better and shaped person... 9. Whats the worst thing about love? It doesnt please us always. The downs of love... 10. Will you wait for someone you love? Yep... as long as he does the same. -wait 11. What song that best describes your love life at this moment? Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx 12. Do you wanna get married? Maybe... when I'm accomplished already. Perhaps.. 14. Have you talked to person you love on the phone? hahaha.... definitely! Love ya Jokar... 15. Do you keep memories or try to forget them? Keep memories and not forget them. ^_^ 16. Is love always on your side or the opposite way? Always? Nah... sometimes... 17. Are you straight/gay/lesbian/bisexual? Normal? haha... what straight? NORMAL! wahaha 18. Have u ever loved someone on the same sex? Nah.... yuck. haha. peace out~ 19. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend? Well... I did made some friends back in the phils... they're cool. yep 20. Are you sick of love? No... it revives me. I love him kasi eh. wahaha.. well... ewan ko ba! basta! alam mo yon? lol 21. Are you sick of questions on love? Nope. more more!!! lol... 22. What are you going to do tomorrow? exercise with mom? Cz im gaining weight. gahahaha... I want that slim figure again. 23. What do u want so badly right now? JPASM. To spend some time and get to know him more. To tour him around Singapore... but wakakaka... He needs to study. ^_^ I can wait... I think... 24. Do you think money is everything? No... 25. What song are you listening right now? Right Here Waiting 26. Whats the song that u last download? erm.... Kitchie nadal. hahaha... I dont download! 27. How much do you love music? how much?? wahaha... erm.... as much as much. hehe... 28. Do you play an instrument? Recorder and a lil of guitar. I wanna hit the drums come a day. ^_^ 30. What movie did you last watch? wahahahaha..... JOHN! lol... Brokeback mountain. R21 pala yon dito sa Spore. eh M18 lng sa Phils... odd! 32. Whats the last word you said to your loved ones? "I'll miss you. Lets keep in touch." ahh.. word pala. erm... many eh. haha. miss? meron din "Let's make this happen." erherm... |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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