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    dimanche, mai 25, 2008
    It got me wonderin'... 8:33 PM

    It got me wondering...

    what's the point of saying

    "I love you"

    when you short cut it into:

    "Love you."

    To me, it feels as if the affection is empty, incomplete

    cz the 3 words are suppose to becombined into 1.

    Where the hell is "I”??.

    Hence, it is I who is proclaiming the love to the "you".

    I---connects---Love---connects---you.

    This simple picture speaks it all

    To me, it feels incomplete and half-meant said when I receive or say

    a missing "I".

    What do you think? What do you feel?

    I'd rather not say the 3 words than say it with the missing "I."

    It'll be pointless...

    though I still believe that actions speaks louder than words.

    Anyone can say "Loveyou"...

    imagine being in a crowd and someone screams "LoveYou"

    you wouldnt know who the person said that unless he or she proclaims it. –“I” (first person)

    Say it completely... those 3 words is like a puzzle...

    complete it, own it and don't lose its real meaning.

    --24 May 2008


    lundi, mai 19, 2008
    Temptation 5:22 PM

    I can't begin the things that I should do

    I know my priorities but I let other unimportant matter take place

    I fell into you time and time again

    I can't seem to begin what wisdom wants me to learn

    I keep thinking of wisdom.. that character in the bible..

    however many times I think about it

    you tempt me so bad I succumb with range of pain in my heart

    lets go to the other side...

    you bring me in lots of twists and turns

    and now you're letting me realize the what ifs

    which I shouldnt be thinkin of them right now..

    such as "another one has seem to care more than thee"

    yet I cant let if be... no matter how close it seems..

    no matter how available it is.

    2 weeks to go before vacation starts of 3 weeks.

    i hope to be fruitful just like the years before

    but alas, t h e s e unnecesary temptations are always pulling me

    in the wrong direction I shan't be.

    You let me see the imperfections of people..

    and each time you give me an imagination

    I start to compare and think the way that you do..

    My angel must be fightin you so hard but

    your words to me seem to be stronger that hers...

    (di kasi nagsimba... ayan tuloy. nattempt na ng di dapat.)

    --

    wala laaaang. random thoughts again.

    and then someone offered to teach me mathematics.

    and then I was asked why the person that should be inspiring me isnt givin me that needed push..

    and then i started to wonder...

    and then the time ticks faster...

    ---end


    lundi, mai 12, 2008
    May 2008 6:21 PM

    woohooooo~

    I dont know if I should be excited with this upcoming Graduation Ceremony. To be honest, I'm kinda sad that I've to compromise my lessons in order to attend that ceremony. It's just to collect the cert and have our picture taken as a remembrance and a token from the College East. (nevermind the chikahan.)

    Looking at the other side, I've to miss the lectures. In 2 weeks, we're gonna have a test on that subject I'm gonna miss and I'm not quite confident to skip the lessons. Hence, training lessons for tennis is this wednesday too. booh0o. I can't miss it cz I already skipped the orientation. wahahaha...

    Torn between the two.

    I think most likely I'm gonna skip the ceremony. =(

    uh-oh.

    hay~~

    Just take a look at my MAY 2008 calendar. That's how PACKED it is... and shacks.. school just literally started just a month back and each day in the upcoming weeks just keeps being booked. Vacation is in 2 weeks... but even that thought, we've to do assignments, quizzes, catching up and advance reading to keep up the 'pace.'

    GOD. YOU WONT GIVE THIS TO ME IF I CANT HANDLE IT. just help me decide cz im torn between decisions. =Z.

    and as of now, I've to add things up to that May calendar of mine. already, June is becoming occupied too with school stuffs. nonetheless, work.

    au secours!

    buti nlg pinahiram ako ng praise n worship songs ni honey... its recuperating me now. phewww. thanks babe. oh yea, more love yo! ahaha... ang bilig ng 1 month. \m/. keep rockin! God's the rock of our rel.! wahaha =)


    jeudi, mai 08, 2008
    I miss my love ones 9:54 PM

    Why do the people whom we've grown so close with have to be so far away?
    ... and in some means, when you get close with someone new... somehow, they ended up being out of reach. =(
    It's sad to think that, yes, we're still under the same sky...
    but it just feels so different when you're in the same land... easily reachable..
    and in an instant, they could be there for you in less than a day.

    I'm just having a life reflection cz I just noticed that the people whom I open up my world to are really far from me... or rather, I'm far from there.

    Close to hearts... but togetherness in person does speak more volumes I can't placed into words.

    Nevertheless, Thank you for the people whom God is constantly blessing me with.. You guys are the colors in my life. =D It pains to think that we've to leave for some reason... but I hope, we NEVER lose touch. =) I miss ya'll. I'm missing you all. I hope I could have a reunion with each and everyone of you who shaped my life avastly. =)


    Th song made me emote. so there. =

    Godblesss~~~


    mardi, mai 06, 2008
    Kylie Minogue -All I see. Acoustic Version 7:35 PM




    Iloveilove!!
    hehe..
    twas love at first heard.
    I prefer this acoustic compared to the original one. =D
    hay... so nakakarelate? =p. ahehehe...
    loveyababe

    Technology 5:45 PM

    Hmm..

    Ive to get used to the fact that this laptop of mine shouldnt be used as a desktop...

    cz all I do in this notebook is everything else as how I use the desktop EXCEPT:

    1. my HOMEWORK that is now required to be viewed using the programs in the notebook and the programmings like Visual C.

    2. our NOTES in school are all powerpoint slides and sent in our emails... I've yet to get used to the uneasiness of seeing my teachers name in my inbox. Also, I cant scribble wanted and unwanted stuffs on the part which our teacher is teaching at... huhu.

    3. Quizzes are done online. gooooosh....

    Instead of keeping notebooks (as in paper, rubber/ring binded ones), more pens, esp Im the sort who loves to use colors, files.... All these items are now saved in a THUMBDRIVE.

    And so far, since classes properly commenced, Ive lost 2 thumbdrives. Both arent mine. =Z.

    Hay...

    so off to do my homework and revision.... I cant seem to stop bloggin, searchin for new music, read people's lives online, email, friendster, chat...........

    ah shitz. SELF-DISCIPLINE!!! haha. Here's Technology's BIG temptation on KAREN. AHHH!

    oh oh... and mom's bluetoothing now with her phone. Imagine her yacking on the phone while doing her chores... ahahaha... cz Dad showed me the mini bluetoothed-earpiece. twas given to him and mom's gonna use it. sheeezieneeessss~

    -_-"


    Bluetoothed 1:11 PM


    It's my first time using the bluetooth here in the notebook.


    Haha...


    To try it out, my schoolmate, Huangyin and I took a picture using my handphone


    and above is the one. =)


    Haha...
    tsaka, di daw kasi marunong magpost ng litrato sa blog nya. kaya yan rin lang ang trial.


    I love technology.


    I shouldve taken IT!...


    But wat the crap...


    it's so hard to get into the course you really want. =(


    ---
    Currently awaiting for our make-up lessons for Fmath...
    shacks. shudve gone home at noon but -_-" labor day took our lessons for the day...
    hay hay...
    gotta practice math math!
    someone TEACH ME!!
    huhu..mangangamote nanaman ako...

    Uninspiredly-tired. 12:32 PM

    Uninspiredly-tired.

    I've started this expectingly -full-packed week with an absence on a Monday.
    Ive ran out of money.
    Mom didnt have extra money with her... a supposedly fast trip to school by means of taking the cab a g a i n went in vain
    I've had this habit of taking the cab instead of the public transport in compromising for a much wanted sleep.
    I know in the first place I've to sleep early so I could wake up early but that one too, has grown up as a bad habit and it's really hard to change it. Ive grown used to it.
    So then, I havent been able to save up some cash for this End of Year holiday Ive in mind. =.
    *sigh*
    So it became worst.
    Last week, I felt my world spin all of a sudden while at work.
    Followed by a cold sweat of perspiration.
    I felt cold and gosh...
    I had to squat down and leave the cashier.....
    HAY.
    then school lately... just.... sucks.
    to the core? haha... it's the 4th week na and Ive not studied on my own.
    Work, Dance, School, ChurchES ativities, Lovelife, Family life are all active right now.
    I'm taking them all into my hands and I sure hope God helps me in handling them.
    Kinda feeling sad about this whole thing.
    Kinda disappointed that I've not done what I shouldve done before cz
    I let other unimportant things compromise the important ones.
    BLAH. hahahaha. shitznitez.
    Anws, ive started taking in control yesterday.
    May it linger on forever.
    wahaha.. =)

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