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dimanche, mars 26, 2006
Im Dying of Boredom. nyaha
4:10 PM
Hay Naku.. namamatay nako dito! will someone pls take me out of Singapore? nyahaha... hay... no relatives. no cousins. no more bestfrens. i dont know wat more to do. *sigh* wala na rin inspiration. I dont know what to do with my life. It's sucha monotone now. Tell me what happened to that girl, all joyful and active in almost every activity she can get involved in? Then after some years down the road, you see her just wasting her time away. She doesnt seem to be the girl you met a few years ago. It's like from a fresh leaf grown in a tree and later, you find it falling off the branch and down it slowly drifts to the ground -left alone. dried. dead. no life. I dont know what more to do... gosh. cant wait for sch to start soon. I just need to get busy again. Where is that girl whom I meet a few years ago? Why did her inspiration which lingered for so long now just went off in a sublime? Why is she now a stoic? What happened to her stance that almost allured everyone? (nyaahaha... drama) She hasnt lose her cool. She just lose of taking account that albeit these, you need reminders and nostalgic moments to keep her goin. After all, my dear, Me, Myself and I, take delight in life. This is ur last and who knows what might happen tomorrow?? [I just need to get that feelin off my head and rip it off my heart. I cant stand being lonely anymore and doing nothing but simply bumming around wasting the precious time bestowned on me. Not to mention, I have fallen for someone who is so far away and shacks, my bestfriends are also miles away... you know how that feels? Sometimes, I am a lost. I dont know what to do. I dont know how to react in this lonesome circumstances. I hate the "hi and gdbyes.." ugh. Why does everyone's life need to be like a carousel? I have to stop having delight and reliance to my Honey because its not worth it. I'll get too addicted and come a day, I might.. hay, I dont know what Im saying. Holy Crap. I miss him terribly. sheeze.... I'm so honestly sick of being away from my loves ones. Why can't I just be with them? Be with them through hardships, I dont mind just as long as we stick together? U understand? because Im so tired of being lonely, Im so tired of having to think that I wont get to see them in a few years time, because Im so tired of hurting; of missing; of longing; of breaking down because of that.... I lost the sense out of me. This doesnt make any sense.... Drama concluded] Mom has been pursuading Dad to apply for the USA engineerin opening. They needed Engineers there and dad is qualified. He just needs to simply simply simply, take that opening! But no, he doesnt want to. He prefers to stay here, in Singapore where we have no relatives and all that shit. What's so great about this place dad? hay... watever. Mom just cant stop telling dad how much she longs to go there. "I really wanna go there. If I hadnt gotten married, I should be there by now." Great. and Of course, who cant deny I wanna go there too? My relatives are there, my cousins are there, my Bestfren is there, my boyfriend will be there, where else would I wanna prefer to stay? And mom thinks its mainly because of my boyfriend. Goshdamnit. I just really hope they stop assuming and ASK ME IN PERSON cz it boils my blood with that narrow-minded reasons they throw at me. When always the bottom line, "Do u REALLY know?" Out of sheer frenziness, my mom called Baguio to ask for the renewal of citizenship of her dad. Of my grandfather. Cz I told her he needed to renew his citizenship since Feb or else, the petition won't be valied anymore. Mom was so concerned she called. And phew~ Thank God he's leaving perhaps now for Manila with Ned, I reckon to run the papers. Oh Lord, This is one of the ultimate ones I cling on to. I just hope it happens, it will be approved! I know, now.. Its up to you. I needed to get this off mah chest. I just have too. And BROTHA, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!! wawa ka naman, you have service today. nyahahaha... and gosh, =p Im gonna collect ur cake! hmmm~~ yumyum! Hurry back, I cant stand just LOOKING at the cake! wahahaha... Love ya bro! Have I ever said that before? wahahaha.. GOd bless you! |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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