Alluding my problems or things that are morbid in my life sometimes are best left
unkept.
undone.
unused.
unsaid.

I've learned to just sealed them all and throw it away.
Sealed away in a bottle of emptiness and thrown away in
the sea hoping the waves won't return the bottle to the shore.

At times, when you cry over the situtaion, you feel your heart ache too much
you barely can feel the tears trickling down your cheeks.

At times, your tears just fall with mixed emotions cz your heart is too painful to feel all the hurt, the feeling of at ease when a tear falls down hoping it'll make you feel better's gone...
and not always successful at first few cries.

At times, when you need someone so bad, they just arent there,
so you just lay awake hoping the night will calm your aching heart.
Gaze up the sparkly sky, cling to a hope in one of the diamonds in the sky...

At times, you just wanna give up this life cz the pain is too much to handle...
but conscience knocks in telling you other people care about you.
The dark is pressin hard that light can't penetrate in...
Stand tall and brave.
Your knight will come surgin through the darkness,
wantin to pull you out and be free.

At times, you just want things your way but they cant...
so here we are, living the life that we are in currently...
Do we appreciate a new day?
Or dread it cz it may not be what we want?
What do you do?
Change the situation?
Or just let them be?


Carpe Diem.