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vendredi, décembre 08, 2006
My thoughts
1:29 AM
I came to understand my feelings. My world. The shady part of love in my planet. No matter how busy I can get, I still can't erase the matter of fact that something about the lands of heart isn't right. Sometimes you'd wish you've done that instead of what was already been laid on the table. Problems starts to forecast in my head that i forgot the other way of seeing the other side. Times like these, no matter how busy I seem to be, my mind is somewhere else. Not dreaming, but analysing. There's the empty land of bestfriends in my world. Then I too understand that Im that sort who just keeps at her peace when she's down. And when someone tries to talk to me, I do it by means of actions. So when it comes to phone conversations, Im quiet, dont u be surprised. Right then, I hope I could see you so no mere words are needed to be searched. I could just show you, without needing words. without havin to grope for them because my feelings are too bare. I wanted to talk to him. To straighten the lines we made crooked. I reached for my cellphone and dialled his number. But, in that quick instant, I found my mind battling with my thoughts and feelings. What could he be doing. What if this and that. Lalala. Delusional mind plays a role at times like this. And so I resorted in hangin up. Hoping he'd do something about it. Sometimes I wonder. what if all of a sudden you were taken away from this earth without the things you've planned -accomplished? I'm still trying to seize the day because I think I havent been doing so. (some messed-up mussings.) I'd appreciate if you could bare your soul to me rather than putting on a mask I dont even understand or rather, having troubles understanding the varried masks you wear each time you talk to me. Each time you hear me. Each time you see me. It breaks me at times cz you give me an upront profile that is hard for me to breakthrough. If only I could know you in a little time, but nobody goes through that. Nobody. So, I'll learn and appreciate but dont you settle less if I try to pinpoint some points Im not agreeable with. It's just a woman's worth. ehehe... !.48am. Le 8 Dec 2006 |
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