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mercredi, avril 25, 2007
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9:48 PM
 Dear Someone, I have alot to learn. I have the whole world to to see. I have a life to live. But most importantly, I have all the love in me to give. A boy My statements of today:A guy who doesn’t lie the minute he says hello and gives me a hug. Someone who I can tell almost everything to because he’s honest and trustworthy. A guy who makes me all giggly; someone who makes me break into the stupidest grin with just the mere thought or sight of him. A guy who will totally embarrass himself just to make me smile. A guy who doesn’t mind me meeting and hanging out with his friends. A guy who gives me butterflies everytime my phone rings or beeps and his name flashes on the screen. A guy who will bag me out and be the meanest jerk ever, but I’d still know that he was just messing around and was just trying to make me smile. A guy who can laugh with me about anything and everything. A guy who gets just as excited as I do whenever we’re meeting up. Someone who doesn’t care where we go or what we do, just as long as we’ll be together. A guy who brushes my hair away from my face everytime he tries to kiss me and I purposely shake it back just so he can do it all over again. Someone who will hold me tight and let me cry everything out when I’m feeling at my worst. A guy who I feel comfortable being myself with. Someone who will take care of me but not in the way a 5-year old would be taken care of. A guy who doesn't lie when he says "I Love you". Someone who doesn't think of any other girl when he's with me- absolutely no side-line girls. A guy who is protective of me, but at the same time not insanely jealous of the places I go and people I meet. Someone who gives me piggy back rides. A guy who can and will talk to me till the wee hours in the morning. Someone who can treat me like a best friend and be honest and upfront when giving advice and when working out problems. A guy whose presence in my life will make me feel like everything is perfect. Someone who makes my knees feel like Jello and sends my heart racing every time he kisses me. A guy who will trace his fingers across my skin because he knows I like it. A guy who can cuddle with me while we watch a late night movie. Someone who doesn’t mind being all mushy and loveydovey and isn’t afraid of being called a pussy. A guy who makes me feel safe. Someone who doesn’t mess with my head just to get what he wants. A guy who will respect me and my opinions. We’ll agree to disagree. A guy who will say he isn't right even though im wrong. Someone who doesn't blame me for things that aren't a result of my own actions. A guy who doesn't take all his crap out on me- thought I will be there for him to listen whenever he needs to talk. A guy who will tell me and make me feel like I’m the most awesomest/beautiful girl he knows, when we both know that it might not be true. Someone who’s just like those guys in chick flicks- but I know, you know, we all know that it’s all made up. It’s make believe. It’s just a lie. Guys like that don’t exist except in fairytales and in Hollywood. And till then, I’ll just tell myself over and over that guys, nice guys, don’t exist in this world. <3---------------------------------------<3----------------------------------------<3> ♥ “You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.” ♥ "But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely, because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true. At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale is slightly different than your dream. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important that it’s happily ever after -- just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in awhile, people may even take your breath away." ♥ At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular." Oh yea, funny thing about today is, I ate the M&M chocolate. And as I ate them, I did it by twos, and you know what? RED always came with the other as its partner. Those little things reminds me of you. And I keep seeing couples walking together just like our heights. It's becoming too common? wahahaha.... Look, I really am sorry. You know I love you and I hope you stop ignoring me. Talk to me. Speak to me. Reply my msges and pick up my calls? I hate doing this. haha. It brings me so much load to carry. gaaah. You'll always be the one, no matter what ok? Sorry for being a bitch a while ago. Say you'll come back to me and forgive me, alright? Take care Love. =) --------------------------------------The End--------------------------------------- I'd die a virgin if I have to, and I wouldn't mind. I'd do it only with my true love. I'd wait till the big day. I'm grossed at the "FACT" that many couples do it before marriage. I'm grossed to have seen something I wished I didnt see. I won't stop dreaming, cz everybody does so. I was embarrassed in class today during AM infront of the 98% class of all bOyS. Maybe I wont be late anymore because of that? I want As this term. I wanna graduate. I wanna have a better life. Get me there as a team... I'd bring myself there, it's either with you, or not. I am who I am. I need to change, for I can't resists it. Change for the better. =) X: tardiness X:write, write, write. X: practice, practice pratice. X: save, save, save. Hava blessed day y'all~ tc~ le 25Avril2007 |
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