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dimanche, août 26, 2007
Lately
11:02 PM
Lately… It’s been tough lately. Esp the past 2days. Esp a while ago. It’s amazing how one can pretend everything is going on smoothly And facing the world bravely with the mask they chose to wear everyday. To me, however, as much as I thought myself as a strong person, As much as I encourage myself, hold myself high, restraint The emotions that needs to be hidden, today was just not one of those days. Well, I opened up. I asked for advice and nothing has yet been executed. I’m fighting so hard (I think), the feelings I’m holding and grasping on so Tightly… I’m holding delicate butterflies I’m growing until It flies freely from my hand… together. I guess things don’t always go the way we want, no matter how Much sacrifice we put in. Emotions. There are so many kinds of them I’m feeling lately. Yet there’s this one emotion that shatters and keeps knocking my Thoughts despite being with my molecules to shake it off From me… it doesn’t help. I got this CD… Corrinne May's new album: Beautiful Seed. I don't really get CDs... rather, Its been centuries since I last spent my money on them. I hope listening to it gives me a well deserved therapy. (ngek! hahaha) somehow lessen the burden. The songs I’ve been hearing everywhere I go today especially are Not helping too. They create more force to what already is being Loaded with so much weight. Songs such as: “Why” –Avril, “Sometimes” –Britney, the many songs by MYMP like: “Tell me where it hurts, Esp for you, Constantly…” Here in the computer as I do my usual stuffs: “Where are you, and Make it real.” It’s so freaking real… my emotions intertwined. Yet I cant let this interfere with the more important things I have in hand. Will someone pls make it better? Because I know it’s possible albeit thy could only be the one, Who seems so real although so far. Cz every action, halt the eyes cant see, What the heart feels… It cannot deny… I cant succumb to those… I want my cardio to heal… But I’ll wait in anticipation as the hiatus seems to have begun… Pls don’t make me wait. P.S, I love you. |
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