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mardi, novembre 20, 2007
The Conundrum in Me
7:35 PM
 The Conundrum in Me I lost the protagonist in me. I'm self searching for the person I was a week ago. I've moved back the things in my room to how it was. It doesnt really feel good cz all the memories come streaming in again. The only good it gave was my goodnite sleep. School. Im hating myself cz I take my own sweet time goin to school and I have yet to wake up from the reality that the teachers Ive last sem are different from now. They start on time and results are that Im missing on alot esp it's got to do with softwares and I dont have them at home. Drats Drats Drats. Im feeling lazy. I'm losing my self motivation. Im still hating the fact Im grounded and I cant adapt to the lifestyle mom wants me to. It's making me sick and unhealthy that other areas in my life are affected. Damn it. (wahahaha) I think Im gainin weight. Im being a pessimist. huhuhu... Im targetting every asset that I hate. Ugh.. Im losing all the sense I used to had... I hope the old me will come back.. I just need time to adjust. Lord, help me, Im finally learning that Myself is the biggest enemy. =( On the other hand, I think somewhere down the line, every one goes though this phase. I hope it wont repeat. Cz today is the start it shall end. I'll get back being reproductive and shape a better me. Gotta keep in touch with the goddess in me. =p. Take care ppl! Love y'all! =) *hugs* |
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