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dimanche, janvier 11, 2009
So this is missing ur special someone...
4:56 PM
 It's crazy how his enlistment started. If the earthquake surprises us, that's how the news got into all of us... but i guess it's okay to say that at least I was with him when he knew it. What's troublesome and odd are the times when it happened. We just alighted infront of the school, ready to enter the gate for enrolment when Honey just got off the phone and told me the news he knew: "report for NS at 8am the next day." I've been saying this to many people cz they knew about it and wondered why it's super all of a sudden. I cant help but wonder too... it's because of the change of address. It's cruel to think that he wasn't even given a day of notice. So now, he has to leave everybody just like that and go for his service. It has only been 3 days and they feel so long already. Imagine the last day I had with him after knowing about the news, we thought it's gonna be JuSt for 3 months but thank God, it's just 2 weeks and thenafter, he could leave the camp every weekends. TGIW! (thank God it's Weekends!) Many have been giving me their support... at store, Bkk, frens. It gets so hard really. You know, to put up that tough-front attitude infront of them but always at the end of the day, I do find tears trickling down my cheeks. What about him, who's so far away at the alien land? I find it hard to keep my feelings intack too when they ask, "Ok ka lang?", "How are you feeling?", "NS is the worst thing a girlfriend can put up with...", "Oh, wala na pala ano mo, nasa army na pala..." ..... Nevertheless, thank you for the call and msges he gave that evening of thursday. I was down with slight fever too cz of the cold at Changi beach for, who would have known, his last Bible study with the YP. (young/youth professionals) I missed his first call and thank God I was able to picked up the next call and thank God he was able to call again. So from then onwards up to the moment I'm bloggin, I have not heard from him. His handphone must have gone batteryflat... We turn 9th of a loving sweet miracle of a monthsary today. haha. Hmm... and the pictures above are the ones he gave me before he left. We were getting his necessities that late afternoon and decided to part ways cz we wanted to get something for each other. He got me those... =) It was only yesterday I took them off from the package.... It feels so different to be used to the places, the communication, the bonding, the kulitans, the trips and everything we've been doing together and then all of a sudden, you're love one, and also my bestfriend, just leaves you behind. It's hard... but you know, I'll end with this saying: "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." |
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