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samedi, septembre 30, 2006
RANTINGS!
10:28 PM
 Why is it that it's always been you. I can't seem to move on without you in it. I take things too much that I hope they're just mild but they aren't. Why are you so much a part of me? What makes you so special? Even just a bit, everything matters. Why can't you leave my thoughts for just a complete week? A complete day? A complete month? Why do you have to be a part of me? Why are you in my life? What did you ever do to me? Youre not much of an issue. Youre not like my very much needed medicine. I couldnt care less what on earth youre doing But why is it that a tiny bit of jealousy makes so much a remark on me? WHY!?!?! Darn the heart. It see and feels too much than an eye should just witness. just witness!!! don't feel it!! DONT! damn it.. cz im weak. i'm weak when it comes to matters of the heart. shithole. hahahaha... hush. For just one tiny bit, everything changes. Could it be just a preposterous thought? It's true... sometimes less could be more. I just hope I can rant all these things and you, not needin to mind it. I just hope it won't be much of an issue but it won't be that way. Because.... It's the mystery of Love.. Only God knows the reason of it all. So, I'll cling on to him A hero, who died to so many people. Lemme rejuvenate. Lemme live. Lemme burn. Lemme cherish. Lemme learn. Lemme grow. Lemme hurt. Lemme.... For this life wouldn't be enough to trade for anything else wonderful. Thanks for the many experiences, now, today, yesterday, tomorrow and in future. le30septembre06. 10.24pm 
Smile and Bk
8:20 PM
 The beauty in every smile As I carry it anywhere each time I present myself in life come whatever blows that awaits in every single try. sheeze. hahahaha.. Im updating for the sakes of. I can't even think of any right now. Hmm.. Making Burgers At "You Have it Your Way," Burger King. It's been 8 days since I've worked there. And Hello, Halllelujah. ahahaha.. I survived being in the kitchen. Hooray! 3 Cheers for Karen.
(Not to mention special orders like "heavy lettuce", "chicken with cheese," No pickles/onion/mayo/plain/mushroom...") That's what I do. wahahaha... And really wanna thank God cz I was able to do those in 3 days. Yea... and it came a shock and a challenge to me when a colleague told me he took 2 weeks to know them all. Other than the requirement of speed and accuracy, cleanliness and correctness are observed. wooohoo. = ) yeys. Mani said there's gonna be some new burger in the menu called "Spicy Chicken." wahahaha.... BRING IT ON!!! =D Oh yea. There's the Inventory too which happened to be so meticulous. I did that in the 2nd day of work after being thought for one day. I had to do it alone. *Yikes* Goodness gracious me. Like countin the stocks in the Chiller, I can just die there! Freaking cold. wahaha... but then again, there's this vivid movie part Ive watched from somewhere, where a lady was stucked there cz she can't open the door when she got in. *hush*. And mind you, I had that paranoia when I first entered that chiller. I felt so small. ahahaha... Then came another flash back seen where a couple was stuck inside, but they kept each other warm by french kissing (and u know what. tsk tsk). Of all places, they'd go there and hide only so they could kiss passionately (and you know what). Wooo... hehehe... The most irritating about inventory is gettin cold in that chiller and counting the number of cheesesticks, one by one, also the patties for whooper, pattie, and chicken junior. AND the tenders AND the fish and chicken ones... grrr... And the amount of veggies And the number of cheese one by one and the... I can go on and on. And wats worst is that u have to do cleanin up in the dinnin area. As in the sweepin of the floor and the mopping. ( the mop is freakin heavy!!!) Oh yea... thats it. Then came 5 days later I was given a consent form from BK. woa? SHIT! hahaha... My parents arent gonna approve of me wrkin durin sch days and hello, the payment is L OO O O O O O OW. Yea... Mom wanted me to quit. I havent talked to dad about that but mom mentioned it to him and he simply said,"Nvm, as long as she's experiencing and learning." Then the manager, ohmygosh, she asked me if I loved my job, and the reasons. Haha.. talkin to her is so hilarious cz she INSISTS (yea) that I continue cz I "LOVE" (kinda) wat im doing. yea, I think I love wat im doin cz i find myself hummin away while doing burgers of different rage at a snap. = ) God is goood. manager: "so what are you gonna do if your parents dont allow you?" and in unision we said: "cry" wahahaha... (yea rite. =P) sabay tawa tawa. She doesnt know Ive another job in line. haha... den came auntie Nancy, more a colleague but I treat her as my aunt and my oh my, she doesnt want me to leave! wahahaha... we barely know each other ya know. barely a month and feeling close already. ehehehe.. nah, she's awesome. I like her. I think Im closer to her than anyone in that field other than Mani and that manager who cant stand being alone. = ) So now Im continuing... without my parents knowledge... entirely. wahahahaha... oh darn that account. I havent have one. jeudi, septembre 28, 2006
Sorrows of ignorance
9:56 AM
 Sorrows of Ignorance It's been 5 days since we last talked And in between, there are times I can't stall. I end up reaching you 'cause I know You're the only one who understood What we went through... I'm sorry I ignored you the first time around I hope it's not too late for me to express my deepest apologies, sorrows and love. I miss our daily affection half way across the world. I never realised how important you are and I'm not prepared to lose you. Please don't leave me alone... I need you, I miss you, I love you. I'm sorry for being a fool, for I wasn't able to say "I'm sorry" from the bottom of my heart as early as I could... le28septembre2006. 1.15am
Lost Transitions
9:47 AM
 Lost Transitions I can't pretend I'm alright because I can't control my emotions... they express too much, my body language volumes them out and speaks through my face, not my mouth. People see it, I try to hide; lock them away to a place no one sees. So, I can pretend I'm as normal no matter how I tried to be. Sad songs heal me but some makes me feel guilty for, I know the situation I'm in. Once a smile, quickly replaces a frown. I can't pretend all the while. Somebody pls pick my painful pile... le28septembre06 12.55am samedi, septembre 23, 2006
This is how the way it goes...
12:25 AM
 This is how the way it goes. You had such an awesome day because it started wit him. Went out all the way to that far place just so you could call him again at night. Went out all the way there just so you could hear him. Went out all the way there despite being exhausted and beat after a tennis selection and already skipped dinner. I sacrificed all that... then came to a point where I knew the answers to that questions. That those are simply my mussings.. The next thing you knew he started thinking it was doubtin questions. But no, they werent. I was asking those questions with much delight cz for ONCE, I knew I was in love... That I really appreciate this person.. but no... it wasnt all lovely in the end. He told me what he felt when i said those or whenever I said those. Doesnt he even see that I, myself is already hurt? That, when I apologised I meant it with all my heart and hoping he didnt take them seriously. Sadly he did. And no matter how many I say, "I'm Sorry. I didnt mean it" He just wont listen.... He misunderstood me. I wanted so much to just talk to him.. Tell him how my day went.. but no, it ended sourly.. Next thing I knew he made me realised I ruined his day. Well, what about my night? Didnt he realise he did the same? That already, Im tight with schedule and money, but sill Im making ways just so I can reach him. I ensure that he's in the comfort zone... I'm down now. He left... I didnt say anything. I just found myself hurting and cried... Didnt wanna do anything with watever anymore. But no... Ive gotta pick myself up. Make MYSELF happy, because no one else can do that but me. I'm gonna dance tomorrow and give it all I can and most importantly, smile.... and pretend everything is alright... Beneath my smile, lies a soul that cries. I came up with this line since my bestfriend left. The hurt won't last a day... it lasts as long as its not recuperated. with this, I cradle myself to sleep. Harsh now, my heart... jeudi, septembre 21, 2006
bestfriends
1:31 AM
 wat does bestfriend really mean to you? im just wonderin why why why i call her and recognise her as my bestfriend wen in fact she wasnt my first bestfriend. actually, im her first bestfriend. but seems like im the one who's missing her more than she does to me upon knowing that she already has a boyfriend. yea, the boyfriend is now her bestfriend. yea.... kinda sad. lol... nah, = ) its odd how someone tells me he has a girlfriend the next day we get to talk and meet up again. told me she's chinese and of the same age as me. wen i ask for picture, and the common questions towards relationships, he doesnt seem to know wat to say. maybe its just a cover up and so i can label him or rather, label himself as taken. then the next thing he ask is abt my girlfriends who are available. sheeze. [hooray! we talked! weee~] im ok at work. startin to love now. but wenever i stumble upon a section in the restaurant i havent learnt...... i find myself figuring out how the thing works. like the 'computer- come-cashier' in the counter. hahaha... so cool. den the drink machine. watever u call that. MORE MORE MORE!!! hehehe....POUR ME WITH UR KNOWLEDGE. I heart BK. hehehehe.... gotta level down the amount of food taken in there though. it doesnt have the healthy pyramid. ehehe... cant wait for work yet again. yeys. praise God! =D Friday is tennis selection day and saturday is my collection of ic and oh, hhehehe... dance performance for the feast day. aww... formal dining. =D life's so much better now. so much. more ppl im meeting, windening my knowledge in hospitality, gainin experience and being more mature. heh... talking abt the late teens. lol. oh look, its thursday already. woow... time flies alright. last week it was slow for me! = ) i can say im a better off person with a job im responsible of. well, kinda responsible. heeehee man, I love God! God bless y'all. Love and peace, Karen. 1.34am dimanche, septembre 17, 2006
nil
11:25 PM
   “Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'” mardi, septembre 05, 2006
Beautiful Awakening
9:57 PM
 It's Stacie's Orrico's New album: Beautiful Awakening. I seem to love songs lately that associate with the word "Beautiful." For example, "Beautiful Soul" by Jesse Mccartney and now it's Stacie's single "Beautiful Awakening." I fell in love with her single last month or 2 months back when I heard it over the local radio. It was one of those fresh tracks played here. I found myself quickly connecting with the song. (not to mention the state I was in after having a tiff with someone. hehehe.) I knew that her album is not yet released yet. And hello, September! Here come's her album release... It's gonna be out sometime on the 28th and I hope I get the album. haha. She's gonna be performing at Zouk (OHMYGOSH) on the 15th September but that's only for invited guest. Tickets are sold at www.visualradio.com.sg but I ain't going. hehe. I think she's probably gonna go out and shop around too so I'm just countin and looking forward in having her CD in my collection. It's been a while since an artist has really grab my emotions all in one song, all in one album. I'm not those type who go gaga over a certain singer or artist. No. Once was Britney but I guess now it's Stacie. I just love their music and vocals. = ) It's a great album to just chill with and connect with the kinda life I'm having... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEo4NXJgXMA |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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