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dimanche, décembre 17, 2006
12:22 AM
Its the 16 of December 2006 and i remember last year on the same day, i was in baguio. I miss the experience. I miss the place and most of all, I miss the people there. Im feelin the chill now even though its been all around a warm climate in lil island singapore. Christmas. It has always been the time for love ones and here I am celebrating it in a few days with my family once again. Ive been celebratin it with my new friends recently but i still ache for that moment where every person whom u want/love will just be there beside you. Reachable presence in first hand. Yet that simple thing I want for each day, for each Christmas, for each new beginnings in the new year, is hard to come by. I'm wondering when would that ever come true... I dont think like this as often. Just that I do get all mussing when Im not occupied. I dont feel the Christmas. I still think school is not over. I dont wanna go to work but when Im there Im having fun. Yea... a fact is just like today. (its still a minute before 12am) There's a new manager and he's a filipino. Yehey, same race... Yeayea... that kinda made me feel home again. A sense of yearning Ive been wanting to for the past 8 years here in lonely land. And slowly, Im experiencing what ive been longin for though that sense of emptiness has somewhat decline, there's still the other side, a paramount i havent yet reached, A paramount Im still filled with surprises and enigma. 8 days to Christmas... i hardly have anything to say. Neither do I feel the coming of the new year... I still feel the same albeit, yes, I need to change... for the better. Learn and move on. Grow and mature. Be that person you've always wanted to be. Make my parents proud.. haha... thinking about it, I dont think I jotted down my 2006 resolutions for the year and, lo and behold, the time has come to an end. Guess I had too much fun at the commencement of the year that i forgot my routine at the end of each year. What are u feeling? What are u pondering? nyaaa... Im just gonna have faith and let God lead the way. With this, I wanna bid each and everyone of you who've been/who read this entry of mine... A merry Christmas and a blessed New year to you and your loved ones. Change a new, and appreciate the new beginnings. Ive also realised I cud listen to Mario's single "How do i breathe" repeatedly. haha... all day long that song has been playin in my ears and Im not at the least jaded. This should be my caption of the new year, "Carpe diem!" hehe... cz I doubt I seized 2006 that much... I really think it went by real fast. If only history cud repeat itself... Seize the day people. Take care and Godbless~ Regards, Karina/Karen 12.10am. 17Dec2006 |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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