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vendredi, mars 30, 2007
IVE FOUND THE SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6:04 PM
yeeeeelooooow people! guess wat?? I'VE FOUND THE SONG THAT HAS BEEN RINGING and (then gone for a while but) still STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR SO LONG EVER! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!! YEY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so this morning, i couldnt get to sleep. of all the texting and all the clubbin plans. then the music in "love songs at 95fm with Yas" kept me all up! haah! Gosh... i slept 2am+ despite havin wrk the next day at 8am and ive to prepare to wake up at 6am cz it takes another hour to go there other than the hour i take to get ready. OHMYGOD! then, walkin up the bus stop, the familiar rhythm played when i switched to another radio station... i knew the freakin guitar picks. the freakin guitar rhythm. i swore im gonna memorize them once i knew the song title, the band and thenafter, lookin up the chords, if not, ask my dad for it. wahahaha... the next instinct was to just record it and... as it played on........... that phrase "she had enough" came on!! and ah yon na.......
YEY!!! and so as the music eventually comes to fade to an end, i listened attentively to the dj, hoping he'll mention the title and the band who sang it... (cz the first 2 times i heard it, they didnt mention it or, they pronounced it too fast i didnt catch it. mite have sounded weird. haha) and u know wat the Dj said? "The red jumpsuits apparatus, titled Face down was the song you just heard... -DjRod" "I feel like buying a red jumpsuit...- his partner." "Why is that? haha. I think I'm gonna do the same." -DjRod "I've wanted to wear a red jumpsuit since I was a kid. -his partner." THERE! right after the song, i kept repeatin the song over and over and over and over again until I reached my work place. wahahaha... then upon reaching home instead of meetin up with frens to catch the models walk in this fashion week, i headed home, wantin to steal some sleep so i'll be more alert and energetic for the dance and the clubbin... but it failed. I went online, searched for the song, watched the video and hahaha... keep playing it again and agian and again and again and agian... got the lyrics. sang it repeatedly and God knows how many more. haha . felt like some rockstar chick. felt like singing the song without ever tiring. felt like OWNING the song... lol.... and yea, ive to end it cz ive to leave for dance. but hey, i looked it up at myspace and guess wat? THe song is DOWNLOADABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOORAY!! now, that's a good treat. =D ok, get me some cappuccino now. GOOD DAY PEOPLE! KEEEP SMIIIIIIIILING! I LOVE YOU'ALL! =D haha P.S. i dont really know why I SO LOVE THE SONG TO THE CORE, but honey, it has NOTHING got to do with you at all. alright, maybe a lil. LOL! hahahahaha! +D hey! I love you! so yea, better treasure me!...... u honey. hehe! =D oh yea, duh, the guitar chords, the rhythm, the beat, the lyrics, the transformation and depicting of a cruel relationship is beautifully grimmed. the singer's voice is not so low, so i can sing it easily. weeee... checked out the video, and WHOA!, it's a great video! totally creative! +D Gosh, favorite band ko na ata yan! lol. well, lemme check out their other songs in the next few days to certify it! waaaaaaha! YESH! are u a fan of red jumpsuits too? heee =D (bakit pa kasi RED?!?! lol.... red= JPASM. hmm...) (IM SO GONNA MEMORISE AND PLAY THAT IN THE GUITAR! ACOUSTIC AND ELECTIC!!! YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HALLELUJAH!) Face Down The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics
Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever, you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt", she said, "I finally had enough." [x2] One day she will tell you that she has had enough it's coming round again. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. [x2] Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt", she said, "I finally had enough." 6.40pm. 30thmarch07 mardi, mars 27, 2007
a survey
5:40 PM
Honey, can u pls do this wen u get the time? =) or anyone else. hehe. *HAVE YOU EVER* 12. Cut ur own hair?: yea. sa edge? lol. 13. Done something you regret?: kinda. 14. Skipped school?: yes now... (started only wen i get into college.) 15. Bungee-jumped?: not yet 16. Punched someone?: sana.ihope. lol 17. Cheated on a test?: yees. (started only wen i get into college.) 18. Been arrested?: nah 19. Broken into someone's house?: nah 20. Been Rejected?: nah 21. Been to a funeral?: wen i was a kid. 22. Used a lighter?: yea 23. Been on stage?: yesss =D many times *FAVORITE* 24. Season-- erm... winter? wahaha... or autumn?? or are both the same? wahaha... 25. Food--pasta pasta pasta. desserts 27. Candy-- ermm... anything with a crunch in it. like peanuts or something like that. i dont want plain. hahaha 28. Breakfast-- i skip this meal most of the time. but i love Burger king's breakfast menu. croissant ham. =) 29. Person-- JOHN PAUL ANTHONY MIRANDA 30. Book-- The weddin/ A walk to remember... all books by Nicholas sparks 32. River- river? wahaha... i dont know yet 33. Place-- place? clubs? music stores? art stores? somewhere romantic. =) 34. Sport to watch on TV-- Tennis and Basketball 35. Disney movie-- Alladin. Nemo. 36. Disney Princess-- erm... Jasmine. i think. or belle. wahaha 37. Name for a son-- i dont know 38. Name for a daughter-- i dont know 39. Chocolate or vanilla? -- vanilla 40. Coffee or Capp-- capp 41. Long relationships or one-night stands?: long relationships. duh. 43. Scary movies or comedies?-- comedies. but maybe scary movies with John 44. Short or long hair on the opposite sex?-- long. hehe. but not so long. 45. Croutons or bacon bits-- croutons. bacons bins are salty and they make me cough. wahaha *IN THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU* 52. Talked on the phone?: yea 53. Watched a movie?: no 54. Cried?: yea 55. Smoked?: no 56. Drank a glass of water?: always 57. Used drugs?: never 58. Read a book or magazine?: yea 59. Watched TV?: yes 60. kissed someone-- i wish 61. Taken a shower?-- everyday 62. Taken a picture?-- yes 63. Listened to music?-- everyday 64. Told someone you loved them?: everyday. i loveu John 65. Watched a football game on tv?: nah 27thmarch07 545pm samedi, mars 24, 2007
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11:19 PM
I got no title. Anyways, been really ANNOYING TO THE CLIMAX at work. Ive been COMPLAININ (nt really) alot in my head and in my heart although I appear so nonchalant at work. As if their every dagger-word at me doesnt seem to hurt. wahahaha... sige, tawa lang muna para masaya at hindi masyadong ma-aapecto. To even think these, yea, THESE, LOLAS, are so CRUEL! and wats worst is that they cant talk STRAIGHT english! so im left with bewilderment at every phrase they converse with me. WAT ON EARTH! haha, see, here i go ranting my nonsense! hay. watever happened to proper manners PEOPLE??? it's always been like that at work thats why I DONT HAVE FUN BECAUSE OF THEM! lol.. I miss the old outlet and at Millenia where I quickly made frens and connected with the crews there. damn... hmm... maybe i cud switch? wahahaha... and perhaps its a sign cz mah former asst. manager hangs around our outlet! SHE STILL REMEMBERS ME! wahaha.. good! good for her! ahaha... okokok.. so there, i think that gritting emotion of mine has been goin on for.. erm, ince i started at the kitchen. I miss doing the kitchen. i miss the stress. i miss EVERYTHING. oh yea, the KITCHEN people are the ones Im having problems with! Problem spot oN! haha. yea, im nt sure of goin abt their routines cz our outlet was obviously different from there's. like by means of number of people. work load. heh! I was placed at the counter. damn. ehehe... Thing is, I always try my best to do what should be done in the kitchen and already they expect you to know, but, they're so ignorant, ignorant bunch of people that they simply scold you. They're nt the most empathetic people on earth. Where are their hearts? Is it just to provide them with oxygen with every beat and forget the alliance they encounter with every human being? Don't know nor are aware, they should treat others as how shitty way they want to be treated? Hay... Then yesterday, 21march07 around late evening. As usual, at the counter with this auntie who wants the orders to be repeated at least twice. oh my Lord, thank God Ive patience. haha.. and whenever I want cheese for a whopper meal or a whopper junior meal, she doesn't put cheese in it! and when u return the burger in the chute, she complains, blames it on you and raises her hands with plastic gloves. WAT THE!! heh... And THEN, when there are 2 ppl at the counter and your order coincides with the other counter-mate, she gets all hysterics and only does one counter's order. DESPITE THE BLOODY CALLS ON THE MIC and then, when u tell it to her on the burger chute, she complains that "you didn't announce" and her another favorite phrase, "chi si ---" (its in mandarin. =P) hay nako! buti nalang came a customer who complained. ahahaha.. nt really complained. She retorted to what my other counter-colleague was saying to the aunt at the kitchen. cz obviously, she too cannot take 'auntie.' they were quarreling ahaaa... almost. so there. the customer said, "THE WORLD IS FULL OF HUNGRY PEOPLE! WHY ARE WE COMPLAINING SO MUCH? RIGHT RIGHT?" she looked at my counter-colleague instead of me cause im the one who took her order. ( i left her with a "hava nice day, c u again" phrase and she smiled. yey! hehe, cz she was really like this lion wantin a BIG meal.) heh. at the dart of her words, "hungry people" the picture of the philippines came to mind. seeing the not only hungry people but also homeless ones made my heart softer. kinda made me let go of the grudge. (nt that im holding any grudge.) and thank God for her, I feel alot better now. I don't complain no more cz, as they say it , life is short and definitely, my problems arPublishe nothing compared to the hungry ones. to the ones who has a way worst and bigger problem than my own. God bless the needy. (gosh... there's this acoustic song stuck in my head. i heard it TWICE but, damn, the title and the singer or band, i just couldnt make it. GAAAAAH!! its been goin on for days already! wats that song?!?! pls play in my mind again, thank you. =) or radio. wahaha.. 24march07 dimanche, mars 18, 2007
Step on your own shoes and be ready for the real world
11:56 PM
Step on your own shoes and be ready for the real world Many to blogged about. Fun times in my life but I have'nt had the proper time to do it. Whenever I use the computer it has always been pictures, myspace, friendster, multiply, music tripping and then I view my blog. Anyway, I'm probably gonna blog the exhilarating days back especially this week. =) So the title, as Ive written... I dont know... it just came up. kinda got irritated at papa for switching off the ok-already-working- tv and the only show i really enjoy watching lately is "Ugly Betty." There was about 10 minutes left for the show. I dont know what happened about the "proposing file" her editor-in-chief forgot about. Hay sayang! makakatawa sana ako pero nainis lang. "Huh? nanood ka tapos nagccomputer?" -papa *Karen on silent mode. Looked at mom cz she also watches but now coachin Nikki with her homework* "Oo nga eh. mayaman kasi yan eh." -mama grrrrrrrrr... and in my mind, "Hello! As if you weren't watching!! @#*(&@#*&" So computer VS Ugly Betty on tv, I chose the comp. Lets hope for a good week ahead. wahahaha... I just can't wait to be out on my own sometimes. And picturing it especially with my special someone. =) naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacks! =D (but of course, nothing beats ohana=family.) God... 5 weeks break ahead! WHAT AM I TO DO?!?! (work my ass off at BK, or get a better job, but that always means more stressing. LIFE... ) Enjoy Life People and Seize it! ONE YEAR LANG ANG 2007! mercredi, mars 07, 2007
Lost cards
10:43 PM
LOOOOOOOOOORD! Help! I lost the precious things. haha. jk. ok, so I lost my stack of neat cards in a card holder about past 4pm at the café near the drinks stall on one of those tool-sits like the ones in the bar. damn. i forgot about it when i placed my water bottle inside my bro's bag. (his bag always gives me problems and this eventually pulled through, shit) my girlfriends and I tracked back on what we did and specifically I. asked the vendor-aunties and non received any or seen any. went to the CVC to report it and nil. asked the guards before leaving the campus and none as well. and apparently, we went to Pasir Ris to deactivate my cards for safety issues but it was about 630pm by then and they close 30 min earlier. damn. went to the train station and they gave me this hotline number but its only open during office hours. ate at mcdo. ordered happy meal to ease the carelessness i impelled upon myself. hush. went to Ang Mo kio to have it reported to the police but went vain. =( they told me to get new cards cz they cant do anything about it. great. there's a fine for a lost IC. (well, its my 2nd cz mom lost it at 1st. shit) ive not lost anything so far for 19 years ... ohwell, i hate that pain. I hope the good guy got it and i'd get it back this week. im suppose to check my balance, got too excited resulting to a lost card holder. damn. and there goes my exhilaration on clubbing. shitshitshit. gotta finish my stacks of practice papers. im glued to this new Anime show. haha. wahahaha... Rumbling hearts. tata~ 7march07 1155pm mardi, mars 06, 2007
nil
10:48 PM
Ive to choose my specialization subject, either IA (Industrial Automation) or QE (Quality Engineering.) I know nuts about them. Haha... Nor do I wanna elaborate what the teachers said or what they gave us in the paper. I'm not interested, thats the problem right there. But all I know I prefer QE cz its more on theory as theymentioned but my classmates, are all goin for IA, or so it seems... So there's a debate in there, something I want or go with the flow. An engineering math test coming up this Monday. I attested to practing a unit per day but Ive not done that.. properly. At least, thank God, I know where I'm weak at. Ive... 6 days to go, minus the weekends already reserved for fun. haha. Saturday, Im gonna go clubbing with my girlfriends and perhaps with their friends. wahaha.. I'm kinda anxious yet excited cause, u know, clubbing equates to drinking and getting high and to be honest, dancing can be erotic and I am one victim. sometimes. I've finished "A walk to remember" by Nicholas Sparks in about 3 days, I think. Another book that made me cry and captured my heart. He's so romantic! I wonder where he gets all his marvelous ideas from. And best of all, he knows when to get you. The climax is always been a suspense thriller. I've fallen in love with his books. The next move is to get another book by him. haha. He's a hunk too. wahahaha... I'm down with another book I cant seem to feel comfortable reading in public. If Love is A game, THESE are the Rules, written by Cherie Carter PH.D, lady. nacks. (haha.. "Carter." Landon Carter in 'a walk to remember' is indeed romantic! *hats off* I miss fallin fallin in love. wahahaha... gee.) Then today, I went on a spree. Shopped. I don't know why. I felt the hours in sch was really short cz I just went there for this talk on our new modules next year. I got someone a shirt, I hope it fits him, I don't even know his favorite color. Well, at least Ive gotten a gift. Haha. OH damn, yea, I didn't attend his party! wala, lost! BK work kasi eh.. Gotten someone some accessories that cost me too much than expected. Checked my balance so it wont be below my target. =) I gotta save this week. Monday is my last day in school. A day at the Indoor Sports Hall turn out the examination hall. I saw it today while accompanying Huiyin on her SW1 test and My... neat rows of about 40 each vertically and 20, horizontally. Shouldve captured the view from the top, where I stood. Lastly, I felt the earthquake here in Singapore! First time ever man! I was combing my hair and I felt the mirror moved around past 11am... Perplexed for a moment, I shifted my weight further from the mirror, and noticed the door was moving too! wahaha... Told mom and she said there's SoMeOnE in my room. I ended being a laughing stalk. not to mention, she was talking on the phone with her fren. Turned out, it wasn't something spooky. Heard the news and yea, there was an earthquake. =) Fun I say! wahaha.. It lasted about 10 seconds. =D Well, yea, I didnt know what to do that moment.. I heard my accessories clicking away... and I was lost. heh... Then my cellphone breaks the moment, received msges telling me to take care, If I felt it too... this and that. wahaha Thanks pals! There's a pit in me that wants to be -loved, -free, -painless... There's a pit in me that's -afraid -anxious -confused -lost -yearning -wondering (a side that needs aid or sleep it away.) OK, that's it! I'm out! I shud go and do my top priority! Nanite ppl! Be good and Love you all! Mwahugs~* 6march07 11:15pm
A random Poem
8:59 PM
I wrote this days back. I think it's the longest one so far. (and i dont know if i even made sense of just tryin to be romantic! wahahaha) Twas, I guess last 1st of March. Chun leong's Bday. Haha.. that poor guy suffering now in the army. oh well, you're gonna get out of there some day, after 2 years! Hope to see you all buffed! ehehe.. and you owe me a treat! wahahaha... =D Title: I'd paint you with my bare hands. I wanna sleep next to you and watch and protect you through the night. I wanna be there right beside you, so, close your eyes and drift to sleep until you wake up -your eyes, I see, slowly opening completing the beauty in you. I wanna caress the every inch of your skin... I wanna feel you tingle at the touch of my fingertips... I wanna be tracing the accents you have first, - the every strand of your hair that line your forehead... I'd move down to your eyebrows as if I'm slowly painting you with every define, softly and with perfect strokes.. I'd move to the windows of your soul -your eyes. I'd trace the outline from your left eye to your right eye and do the same... Then I'd move to the center of your organ; your nose. 'Paint' the bridge , move pass the two holes and paint an 'm' and trace back the edges around it the passage of the air you breathe, a new life, each time. Slowly, I'd move down at the center of your 'm' holes and move my index finger, crossing pass to your left rosy cheek and trace the outlines of your sharp listening ears which heard my voice, the every sound on earth...... I'd pass your ear through the soft bristles of your hair, feeling each soft strand on my specific strokes until I reach your right ear. Once again, tracing slowly and meticulously the every line of your ear as if it was fragile... From there, I'd move my touch, my trace, at the edge of your right rosy, smooth, cheek and right unto your chin... Slowly, up, up to your heavenly lips that both spoke of your sweet words of love your fantasies, your promises, your dreams... I'd trace it, the ones you kissed me with... I'd start from the right upper lips up to the center, move down and up and follow the numerous lines yet keeping my rhythm, my flow, my speed.. I'd move pass the center of your kissable lips and while doing so, I'd go up and down slowly, gently, and trace the faint lines until I reach the left edge of your lower-locking- lips... I'd move up and down as well, back to the right slowly outlining the lines.. Finally, I've completed my task on outlining your beautiful face by the touch of my fingertips as I've envisioned you because I did this with my eyes closed, eveytime. Every description flowed from my touch, pass my heart unto my brain as I paint and feel you're real telling me this ain't a dream. Perhaps I'd move down your neck (although I think I don't need to do that) to outline and feel your Adam's Apple. I'd remember the voice of yours that never ceased to melt me through and through.. Slowly, yet again, I'd move down deeper to your neck and touch your heart... I'd feel the every beat.. thankful ever more that I'm blessed to have you... -a sanctuary of endless true love. P.S Just to let you know, I love everything about Y O U. And as I did my tracing, I had butterflies flittering in my tummy, all the while. *whispers* I love you~ ---Karen Gutlay There ya go. Go ahead and criticize. I welcome them. wahaha... Well, asked why I wrote that... Only because I love art and to begin, One needs a picture and i pictured him I saw his picture and the idea just knocked so then I started writing it out. =) |
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