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mercredi, avril 25, 2007
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9:48 PM
 Dear Someone, I have alot to learn. I have the whole world to to see. I have a life to live. But most importantly, I have all the love in me to give. A boy My statements of today:A guy who doesn’t lie the minute he says hello and gives me a hug. Someone who I can tell almost everything to because he’s honest and trustworthy. A guy who makes me all giggly; someone who makes me break into the stupidest grin with just the mere thought or sight of him. A guy who will totally embarrass himself just to make me smile. A guy who doesn’t mind me meeting and hanging out with his friends. A guy who gives me butterflies everytime my phone rings or beeps and his name flashes on the screen. A guy who will bag me out and be the meanest jerk ever, but I’d still know that he was just messing around and was just trying to make me smile. A guy who can laugh with me about anything and everything. A guy who gets just as excited as I do whenever we’re meeting up. Someone who doesn’t care where we go or what we do, just as long as we’ll be together. A guy who brushes my hair away from my face everytime he tries to kiss me and I purposely shake it back just so he can do it all over again. Someone who will hold me tight and let me cry everything out when I’m feeling at my worst. A guy who I feel comfortable being myself with. Someone who will take care of me but not in the way a 5-year old would be taken care of. A guy who doesn't lie when he says "I Love you". Someone who doesn't think of any other girl when he's with me- absolutely no side-line girls. A guy who is protective of me, but at the same time not insanely jealous of the places I go and people I meet. Someone who gives me piggy back rides. A guy who can and will talk to me till the wee hours in the morning. Someone who can treat me like a best friend and be honest and upfront when giving advice and when working out problems. A guy whose presence in my life will make me feel like everything is perfect. Someone who makes my knees feel like Jello and sends my heart racing every time he kisses me. A guy who will trace his fingers across my skin because he knows I like it. A guy who can cuddle with me while we watch a late night movie. Someone who doesn’t mind being all mushy and loveydovey and isn’t afraid of being called a pussy. A guy who makes me feel safe. Someone who doesn’t mess with my head just to get what he wants. A guy who will respect me and my opinions. We’ll agree to disagree. A guy who will say he isn't right even though im wrong. Someone who doesn't blame me for things that aren't a result of my own actions. A guy who doesn't take all his crap out on me- thought I will be there for him to listen whenever he needs to talk. A guy who will tell me and make me feel like I’m the most awesomest/beautiful girl he knows, when we both know that it might not be true. Someone who’s just like those guys in chick flicks- but I know, you know, we all know that it’s all made up. It’s make believe. It’s just a lie. Guys like that don’t exist except in fairytales and in Hollywood. And till then, I’ll just tell myself over and over that guys, nice guys, don’t exist in this world. <3---------------------------------------<3----------------------------------------<3> ♥ “You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.” ♥ "But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely, because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true. At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale is slightly different than your dream. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important that it’s happily ever after -- just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in awhile, people may even take your breath away." ♥ At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular." Oh yea, funny thing about today is, I ate the M&M chocolate. And as I ate them, I did it by twos, and you know what? RED always came with the other as its partner. Those little things reminds me of you. And I keep seeing couples walking together just like our heights. It's becoming too common? wahahaha.... Look, I really am sorry. You know I love you and I hope you stop ignoring me. Talk to me. Speak to me. Reply my msges and pick up my calls? I hate doing this. haha. It brings me so much load to carry. gaaah. You'll always be the one, no matter what ok? Sorry for being a bitch a while ago. Say you'll come back to me and forgive me, alright? Take care Love. =) --------------------------------------The End--------------------------------------- I'd die a virgin if I have to, and I wouldn't mind. I'd do it only with my true love. I'd wait till the big day. I'm grossed at the "FACT" that many couples do it before marriage. I'm grossed to have seen something I wished I didnt see. I won't stop dreaming, cz everybody does so. I was embarrassed in class today during AM infront of the 98% class of all bOyS. Maybe I wont be late anymore because of that? I want As this term. I wanna graduate. I wanna have a better life. Get me there as a team... I'd bring myself there, it's either with you, or not. I am who I am. I need to change, for I can't resists it. Change for the better. =) X: tardiness X:write, write, write. X: practice, practice pratice. X: save, save, save. Hava blessed day y'all~ tc~ le 25Avril2007 dimanche, avril 22, 2007
wla
10:04 PM
 wala ngang title. and im tired. but i just wanna post this up to get everyone thinking like how this DJ in 987 Fm asked her listeners: "Do nice guys finish last??" "Do they even exist?" haha. think-tank time. =) so recently, ive been addicted to Subway sandwiches. It started last Friday: 20th of April 2007 around 1050pm. haha. and Ive came up with a new hobby: I'd start collecting printed serviettes. I got this Idea cz i so loved the crunch, the freshness and the flavors explodin in my mouth after i grabbed just a BITE of my shredded chicken sandwich and then grabbed for the tissue. Fell in love with it and then the idea came up. And anw, someone drew me something on a Starbucks tissue and Ive kept that. haha. so so far, Ive serviettes from Starbucks -Philippines, Gelare and Subway. lol. Yea, that's a beginning ya know. And this freaking colleague of mine gave me his serviettes. wahahaha... I got him addicted to subway sandwiches. I still cant believe he went with me to get for my cravings. lol. and oh yea, lately, ive been shopping too much, its getting me addicted. HONESTLY! hahahaha. Shit, there goes my savings. and also, Im gettin addicted to Cyan. like the color in mah pic up there? yeeeeaaa (and the pic on my myspace, friendster and chat windows. damn, that bikini got me all addicted in just a mere 50 shots of me? duh. ) nanites ppl! i still have sports and wellness tmrw at 8am. Damn, Im back in sch and in the pool of all boys as my classmates. OMGAAAA... ciao~! Godbless~ jeudi, avril 12, 2007
makeover day 12 April
11:14 PM
Make over day? lol... Things I did today:
Thanks for my girlfriends who accompanied me: Jena (welcome back!), Joyanne and Tami. =) This is so like a mini makeover for me. haha. I had a japanese style haircut. lol. I cant believe I did that. I adored the cut but, as always, the style looks so different from the real outcome you want in your own hair! heh~ I learnt a few tips here and there and my girlfrens said I'm a rock-chick! lol.. I love the bounce bounce of my hair, feels light... and well, I hope my bangs grow longer already! lol.. I had the same comments or perhaps 'advice' to "ditch your Glasses Karen." -_-" "It hides your beauty." Ive been having that comment since last year! Omg Since I went to phils for vacation my relatives and dear cousins kept telling me the same thing. And even now, my girlfrens said it, and actualy even my parents' frens tell me the same too. They said I look beautiful with my natural beauty. Huwag na daw mag-glasses and I had that same same-old-typical- comment even from my first few BK colleagues. Even the pinoy assistant manager told me na "masmaganda ka pagwala kang glasses. Lalo ka lang tumatanda eh pagsuot mo yon." He told me that when I broke the support of my glasses then. geee... Osige na po. Ang next nga na target eh contact lens eh. We were looking around but it's either they don't sell the limit time I want for a contact lens or that they can't check my degree. I hope I stumble upon an offer. wahaha.. Shacks. =) This is soo... making me excited. Im lovin the new me? NEW ME? wahaha... Damn.. twenties syndrome! waaaaa A gay, cool one, did my eyebrows. haha. wats weird eh, parang nablock out pa yong level nila sa mall na yon. wahaha.. so den we had to move near the light so he could shape my brows. den came the lights, so he let me lie down on their sits.. den minutes later after a few strokes, blockout again! omg! wahaha... so much for a first time! wahaha.. so in the end, we moved back at square one. =) I learnt a tip on my eyebrows. wahaha.. =) thanks! and oh my LORD, his perfume still lingers even now. naamoy ko pa perfume nya eh! shaks naman! Ok, thats it for now. we're gonna video our dance tomorrow. =) im still coughin, still sickly. i wont be goin for the tennis match with my fren. sowie po... parang kasi masimportante ang dance, eh, im nt yet sure of the steps. next time ok, Franc? Merci beaucoup~ (but hey!! I really miss Tennis. But i cant play. Im still coughin real bad...=( ) Im going back to school next week!! huhuhuhu.. I wonder what my classmates will tell me... wahahaha.. will they even recognise me? lol.. "no, im new here. wahahaha" sheeze. oh, its the 2nd year... im nt really sure if I'll be stuck with the same bOyS in class NT0604B. I really wanna get new earrings. =D! BUGIS TAU! ehehe.. Take care all~ oh oh oh, we'll be 9 years by tmrw here in lil spore. geee. in 20min actually. wwwooooooa. I love you John! I miss you. Mardi. le 12 avril 2007. 11.35pm. lundi, avril 02, 2007
Teach her Math
1:25 AM
 Teach her Math. =) Ehehe.. Ganda ng feeling when what you're interpreting is understood by your sister. Grabeh. Mathematics po yan. =D The first time I coached her was exactly last sunday too. And now, since I'm on vacation, Im gonna do that, everyday till her exams. My... it feels good as she continues to practice with a new question, her expressions of "I dont know" was suddenly changed to, "So easy~" ehehe.. Kids. she aint arrogant. but I cant help but laugh when she said she had a headache last week when i taught her. Yet she understood. That's what matters. With prayer and patience, we survived her 3 pages of 2 qns each. and then another 3 qns. wahaha... Now, I cant wait to really teach her and be the FIRST to know about her math results. wahaha... ^_^ 2april2007. 1:45am |
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