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    dimanche, juillet 01, 2007
    I'm missing you -Bobby Tinsley 1:55 AM

    I'm Missing You
    Ohh babe...
    Ohh babe...

    The nights are long,
    My days are cold,
    Without the warmth you provide me when I hold,
    You in my arms, feels so long ago,
    When you were there...
    I think a teardrop just fell down..

    I really wanna come to see you,
    I really really wish I could,
    Maybe in a couple weeks,
    It’s only a couple weeks...

    But even know I get to,
    It’s 14 days I gotta get trough (it’s too many days babe)
    And I’m really really missing you..

    And I miss, miss, Miss..
    I’m missing you..
    And I don’t know..
    How I’m gonna make it trough..
    But I gotta, gotta,
    stay strong for us two..
    I’m a man,
    It’s a job that I gotta do.

    So I go outside and I fake a smile..
    But if they only knew,
    Just how many miles..
    Were between love so true,
    I really couldn’t cope the way that we do (that we do..)
    And I’m really really missing you,

    You, you..

    Baby when you’re near,
    All of my visions clear.
    But like a magic show,
    I blink and than you disapear..

    And I frequently,
    Envision of it would be..
    To have you alone with me..
    Give me a moment so I can breathe ..

    Ok.

    I really wanna come to see you,
    Baby I wish I could ...(Wish I could..)
    Maybe in a couple weeks (It’s only two weeks)
    It's only a couple weeks (But the problem is..)

    Even though I get to..
    It's 14 long days that I don’t have you.. (It’s too many days babe)
    And I'm really really missing you..
    And I miss, miss.. Miss
    I’m really really missing you.
    And I don't know, (I don’t know)
    How I'm gonna make it through.

    But I gotta, gotta ... (Gotta)
    Stay strong for us two.
    I'm a man,
    It's a job that I gotta do.

    So I go outside and I fake a smile,
    But if they only knew,
    Just how many miles.. (How many miles)
    Were between love so true,
    I really couldn’t cope the way that we do.. (The way that we do)
    And I’m really really missing you (Missing you)

    Cuz maybe one day babe,
    Not too far away,
    We can turn, all our dreams into memories.

    (Not gonna be like this forever right?)

    Baby we'll have that home,
    Stars stares, all that we share..
    Too many nights, over the phone.

    I really wanna come to see you (uhuh)
    Baby you know I do..
    Maybe in a couple weeks (I’ll try)
    It's only a couple weeks (Can’t promiss..)

    But even know I get to,
    Still don't wanna be away from you..
    It’s too many days babe,
    And I’m really really missing you.

    And I miss, miss, Miss..
    I miss you..
    And I don’t know (I don’t know)
    How I’m gonna make it trough..
    But I gotta, gotta,
    Hold strong for us two (strong for us two)
    I’m a man,
    It’s a job that I gotta do.

    So I go outside (I’ll go outside)
    And I fake a smile (I’ll fake a smile)
    But if they only knew,
    Just how many miles..
    Were between love so true,
    I really couldn’t cope the way that we do..

    And I’m really really missing you....

    -----------

    Oh my God..

    It's really a long SONG ahead..

    but its trully amazing.

    Another song that has captured my heart.

    Many songs this year, has captured my heart.

    Oh my, 2007, so much to really be thankful for.

    So much to start my ty-years.

    The song...

    connects to many nerves in my life.

    Just like the nerves in our body that connects

    to a specific organ.

    Ultimately, what really leads this song to, is to my heart.

    Although he might have noticed Ive been quite close to my guy friends, yes I know, I might be really making him jealous,

    maybe because it has something to do with

    what happened between us.

    (but yes, its clear to see he's still the one, and I hope, I'm still the one.)

    And since he isnt there to even care for me,

    to not even give a damn, cz he left me in my lowest,

    to not even the least to make me know he cares,

    at least ive got my friends here. (or out there, in other lands)

    It just so happened they were guys.

    Sorry nalang.

    Allan, I dont know why, whenever he comments,

    thats when John and I had or will have a petty arguement.

    Eh lagi naman kasi sa kanya naguumpisa eh.

    Ilan lang naman talaga sakin.

    In fairnes.... honey.

    Randy... that song was playing in his profile..

    the words speaks out my situation. Our situation..

    wouldn't it be great if he sings that?

    (awe...)

    Junfeng.. ugh. he acts like a (doggie-)boyfriend. I dont treat him as one.

    My ass. I think the girlfren he'll be having will be a rebound.

    He's not ready for one and even if he is ready, he's just not my type.

    Done deal.

    Doggie because, he does anythin i say. ugh.

    I miss saying honey.

    I miss saying, I love you.

    I miss the miss calls just to let me know he's thinkin of me, just to let him know I am thinkin of him, just so we can talk...

    I miss the thumps of excitement my heart makes when i see his name pops up in the screen.

    I miss the letters he sends me on time, always on time.

    I miss his emails, his comments, his blog entries, his pictures, his life stories, his singing, his voice, his laughter, his curses, his complaints, his sad voice, his excitement, his lovey-dovey voice and msges...

    and I can't help but remenisce our miracle days of being together.

    Definitely I am not gonna forget that even if I'm old and gray...(jus like the Notebook) there's just something about those days that are beyond reasoning. hence forth, I descibed it as "miracle days."

    Sometimes I feel like giving up.

    Yet I can't help but feel remorse and be wasted of what we've overcome.

    Then came this song, which enlightened me.

    Even though Im somewhat cold to him right now,

    just dig in deeper to my heart, to my emotions and that's where you'll see the pit of love im hiding...

    because I know deep down...

    I still love him anyway.

    In the real world, as what my manager replied to the customer who asked him,

    "why are you so happy today?"

    he replied, of course, happily,

    "we just have to. Even if we're not, we need to show we're happy."

    That's what happens to anyone who hides their emotions.

    As the song suggests,

    "So I go outside and I fake a smile.."

    To end this cz it's goin to be longer than it shouldnt be, my relationship is hard... any long distance is...

    and every word, every paragraph in this song...

    brings sunshine to my growing love....

    I hope it never stops growing.

    1july07.

    12:50am


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