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mercredi, mars 25, 2009
Indescribable Feeling
8:35 PM
Unwritten devotions just written in my head My mind’s filled with thoughts of indecision making me fickle Every given time I think of you and how you are Wishing I could see you whenever we can My heart leaps upon your sight I love the moments when it does It’s a healthy feeling I wanna have it on repetitions Seeing you will be enough Could this feeling last forever? What if it fades away like plants on earth? I’ll get unhealthy and eventually wither and die That’s the cycle of love, isn’t it? Indescribable feeling I enjoyed, Indescribable feeling I detested Indescribable feeling I learnt from -allowed me to learn the things my heart permitted me to love, for as long as it can. Tarnish the aches it creates in me, No one likes that feeling It's like an admission to a hospital With no medications but you alone The recuperation for it all. Written by: Karen Gutlay 25/03/09. 1220am.  Happy birthday Uncle Jorge and Kuya Glenn! woohoo! Godblessubothmen! I love you both! mwahugs~
Special People
7:59 PM
In this world of our own we're usually alone needing companion to help us in our lives all along That someone need not be special to us for as long as we can discuss about our daily lives with them But there will be times when we meet someone who opens their world to ours, they welcome our differences; embrace our problems; overcome tough life situations with us; always celebrating successes; always there without limits; and then maybe these exhibits a love occurence... Times like these it's either we give or take, stay or break. as hopefully in the end. what we decide is something we didn't wish or cause our own hurt. Don't act foolishly when times are hard be smart, think more than twice For in our lives the special people are always hard to find like God's angels in disguise -Karen Gutlay 24/03/09. 1203am mardi, mars 24, 2009
SuperPoke! @ myFacebook
9:13 PM
  lundi, mars 16, 2009
Mom's the greatest
9:19 PM
My mom's the greatest. Despite my given age of freedom, she still cares so much about me she never fails to text me a day when she knew whats best for me like my inconsistency of being late out/up at night. I love you Mama =) Thank God for You. 1:05am17march09
A story: Sweet moves you make 2
9:17 PM
Would I dearly miss these sweet days where we agree on setting a date and time to meet and do something fun together? Another chance of bonding, another chance of getting to know you more than I already knew. Learning things I dislike or don't really do but you teach them to me, You bring me to this world I can actually enjoy. The arcade was fun. The last time I was there was actually.... during my elementary days here. WAHAHA. grabeh noh? yea.. Seeing you eat your favorite food, digesting in and guessing on what ingredients are used in a tantalizing dish was a great conversation we had. =) Thanks for the consistent punctually you portray. Thanks for the effort of taking the time to see me home first when you could have gone home. Thanks for carrying some of my stuffs =P but I'd really prefer if you carry them all. hahaha... Go the extra mile, because bottom line is, I still find myself shy around you sometimes, I don't know why =P. (wahaha) Today was awesome. The most beautiful memory about meeting you today was seeing you wait for me after work, you, smiling, and I just stood there, looking at you, while you sat there, looking at me... as if we're relieved to be spending some time together again =) And then we'd do the beso beso thingie, (I know, ikaw nlg lagi ang nagsstart. haha! You keep blowing me away kasi. ahahaha...;) ) Movies are sweeter when I watched with you cz you're the extra cusion. ahahaha=D To end, You know I love you, Karen Gutlay. 1:00am. 17march09
Just today
9:15 PM
Good morning. Its 1245am and I am again infront of my laptop. Couldnt really do my usual stuffs online cz I can't steal any connection. Haha.. Dont wanna switch on ours cz my parents are gonna be disturbed. Survived work today. I easily got dehydrated with the sore throat i am still suffering from. I still have flu. Had to steal some time to bring along a cup of water whenever I got the chance to go back the room and do some back room stuffs like taking some hot tall sleeves. I ate the blueberry muffin in exchanged of my usual cheese bagel+butter+creamcheese = toasted. I asked to be not at the PoS register cause of my poor throat and nose condition. I was at the bar most of the time. I got the hang of doing many drinks. 10? wooo =) I was able to do bearing with Ronizah/Lianna =D I was able to stay calm. I learnt to make the drinks topnotch, no short-cuts cz I feel Im cheating the customer, which shouldnt be that way, never that way. I saw Dennis Keller was in our store all along. wahaha. Almost wanted to cancel the date with Honey. He's going back to camp soon... there goes my aches sipping slowly to my heart, but I don't let it soak in. Gotta be stronger, cz its for the better. Gotta keep doing what im doing. Well, its good this way, ya know, that Im working though he's here for 10 days off at camp. I dont wanna be around him most of the time, because there's always the desire to be away from him so that I can miss him therefore making me cherish him more. wahaha. We ate at MFM, Manhattan Fish Market. Thank you loads to Ralph who catered to us. Watched the 2nd last showing of "He's just not that into you." Honey actually had fun and I thought otherwise. Haha.. =) Didnt expect of all people he would be the one I'd end up watching the film with, cz those kinda shows are not his cup of tea. Goodnyt! (another day has gone. gosh. a day to release of freakin exam results) 1257am. 17march09 dimanche, mars 15, 2009
A story: Sweet moves you make:
9:53 PM
Church ended late. Ate dinner and window-shopped for a moment. It was time to go home. I knew the boy wouldn't send the girl home. So the girl said to the boy, "Go take your bus, go head home already." The boy didn't seem to hear what he said. He told the girl he was tired and if it's okay to not see her off. However, he sent her at the queue of her bus while they both wait for its arrival. He might have noticed the disappointment in her charade. The bus arrived and they walked the line headed to the bus. He was insisting his goodbyes and exchanged beso-beso (kisses) which failed cz the line needed to be kept on moving. The girl can't stop midway and cause interruption. She taught, "Yea, bye. mwah" They reached the entrance of the bus, she got in, he left. She took the stairs up in the double decker bus. Sat near the window where he still could be seen. All hopes must have drained as she sat there waiting for the bus to take its leave. She took her strepsils and drank water to pass the time while doing so a lady sat beside her. Wanting to be occupied she took out her New Moon novel and then suddenly, a familiar figure walked by. It was him. She looked at him in surprised and even more so when he found a sit just behind her diagonally. Fazed, she hid her happiness and bewilderment over his presence. In the early moments of travelling the boy summon his courage to asked the passenger infront of him, "Excuse me, is it ok with you if we exchange sits?" The lady shook her head and said, "No." Ofcourse, the girl heard his attempt and exchanged of conversation. Her heart melted for she was touched in his move. She didn't realise he was going to do that for she already believed it was as if he wasn't there anyway. He nudged her on her right shoulder proclaiming and sharing his shocking failed attempt over the lady. His expression was written all over his face yet the girl found him even more attractive. Not because of his newly shown facial expession but by his act of wanting to actually sit with her during the ride. (How sweet) It wasnt long enough when he found an empty sit for 2 infront of them. He nudged her again, told her to move places with him infront. She stopped reading her book, and left for the sit in front. They were together at last. The girl asked in the midst of reading her book, "Why are you here?" He said, "Nothing, I was just interested of the book you're reading." She then stop, hugged her booked and took a rest for she knew what he meant. Her eyes were feeling the pangs of a needed sleep. She was grateful he was there to lend his shoulders and so she leaned over left shoulder and took a nap. He sat up so she could have a good posture. He made sure her head was not disturbed much during the ride. He protected her face with his hand. In her mind, she was thinking if he was praying by how his hand suggests his move over her head. Still, it was a sweet picture for the two. Their reflection was upon a window screen. She noticed the lady who sat beside her, she was looking at them and she knew she missed her beloved one too. He leaned his head against hers to feel closer.. It was a bus ride to remember as he held her closer to his chest and she could feel the thumps of his hearbeat against her ear. The way he had his arm around her shoulder made her feel secure; warmth of his embrace and a music in his heart and occassional drummings of his right fingers on the chair made them feel complete. (ngeh, hahaha) She remembered the bear he gaved her on Valentines day. It was a bear who has its arms knitted together in a hugging manner. She did that to him in the few bus stops away. She treated him like the bear he gave her, human version. haha. He walked her home exactly then, his bus came in a few meters away. They exchanged their beso besos. She took the extra mile of hugging him back rather than their usual smacks. And as the bus took its leave, she looked passed the windows in search of her love one. He was already sitted, smiling and waving his arms as they bid their goodbyes. The end. -Karen Gutlay 01:52, 16march09
There is something in the way...
9:04 PM
There is something in the way I noticed about your face Your eyes twinkle and spark Just like how novels describe a person whom they like Your eyes look so happy and bright I can't help but to notice the difference There is something in the way You amaze me with surprises It's things money can't buy Boy you don't know how much you move me Every time you do, I summon the extra courage to let you know There is more to say of my I love yous Because I know I should say You're making me fall more in love you Making you love you more than I knew I would, could, should I wanna cater to you Like no one else have done or would do I wanna treat you more Like no one else have done or would do I wanna love you more Like no one else have done or would do You're the treasure I found, the treasure I am keeping, the treasure I will cherish and thank God time allows us to do this Thank you for the sacrifices you have made Thank you for embracing the faults or differences we have shared in between the squabbles You enrich our love, making us stronger We work as a team and I love how we linger Despite the ups and downs in life I wanna cater to you Like no one else have done or would do I wanna treat you more Like no one else have done or would do I wanna love you more Like no one else have done or would do You're the treasure I found, the treasure I am keeping, the treasure I will cherish and thank God time allows us to do this There is something in the way how we work out our bonding as time passes by There is something in the way this is inexplicable and profoundly true There is something in the way I always look forward every minute we can be together and may it last forever this joy I have found in you 00:30-00:59 16March2009 -Karen Gutlay. jeudi, mars 12, 2009
Love Calculator
8:39 AM
  I dont really know how that works. Tami's iphone just came out with the results when my girlfrens and I got together last 2 Jan 2009 to catch up and Tami ignited the conversation with partnering names. Avah, what a lucky pick. haha. Thanks Tami =) Dune for the idea of capturing that results. Meron pang isa eh, the pic you took with me at the background but I think it's still in mah received files so I havent got to upload it here. Thank you again. I miss y'all na =) mardi, mars 10, 2009
Late nights and How I am doing. =)
9:21 PM
 Gosh, some people think I can fake my age at 16 years old. haha. is that good or what? It's 1am. an hour ago before I got home, as usual, I found myself slumped infront of my laptop. There's always this temptation that gets me to switch it on despite no matter in hand to really do accept the overrated usuals: Messengers, see who's online but hardly anyone I chat with cz I usually appear offline/invisible. Facebook, Friendster, Multiply, Youtube, Hotmail and Blogger. That's all really. I am attached at PS-Sb for not just this week but the whole of March. Gosh, is that great or what? haha.. Its a different environment there. A mix of customers and alot more varried orders. Way more volume than to my store. I dont feel much effort on being done towards my CDR (talking to customers) cz of the high volume for fear the next customer is waiting, perhaps they even thinking Im gossiping or even flirting when in fact, Its part of OuR JoBs, or the conversation takes so long Ive to abruptly end it and judged to be rude by the customer? haha... You can't tell. The oddest conversation today was with a Computer Programmer who works nearby the area. He Loves programming and Hell I dont. well, we had a great conversation but I caught myself in a surprise to realise Ive asked this question: "You like what you're doing?" GOSH. hah... i guess whenever I do CDR those customers I talk to can easily say Im not from here... ahhahaha! =P The other thing to get used to in that store is their DOORS. and "welcome" them on the top of our lungs. sheezie. I am recovering and trying not to get use to sleeping late or getting comfortable at night cz in the morning, I get all sorts of messages and missed calls in my phone I barely entertain or reply to them. which is bad right? hah... and instead of seizing the day, I end up snoring to bed and getting the proper sleep and appropriate time. It's hard for my body to adjust to sleeping on the correct timing cz school gets badly affected. boohoo.. so im really cautious now to an extent that Ive let my managers know about this. woa? haha.. I'm learning the keyboards by myself and it feels awesome! hehe... I felt my time was spent wisely and it made me addicted to polish what I know... and maybe play in the music ministry? aww... =D There are things I wanna share with y'all. Overfloading pics from Christmas to New Year cz some of them I had just received, the Vday (hehe) and the inbetweens of school and wherever. I need to plan my time but I usually go along with whatever I feel like doing or whats more important so such things are left hangin and loaded. oh well. =) My holidays are going good. Just busy and Im satisfied. I should be sleeping right now. As usual, Im the last one in the family to come home and turn in to bed. Goodnite amigos! Godblessy'all.  Happy 11th monthsa Honey, ya know I love you. =) mwa~  samedi, mars 07, 2009
untitled composition
9:12 PM
scribbled in riddles the thoughts in my head about the past weeks and months we've extinguished or ignite goes in and out of my head there's a yearning in my heart to get you alone not insecure but to set you free and make the most of life abundantly i wanna be there then my mind fickles for the ironic choice who will drive my soul? ure the shadow that disappears yet i find security when you are near i miss you so longing to be with you come back soon let's catch up things about our lives being with you wherever is enough to keep me satisfied 0202 8march2009 behind the piece of composition: kinda guilt-conscious for not signing up for the song composition classes this break. (only because not a single person signed up) but i guess i can come up with pieces like that on my own, just guess that its how a song is written. ahaha.. well, all it needs is a melody and someone to make it alive -singer i wrote that because of something relating to my life right now. got some pieces of phrases from the Lights whom this famous rnb singer sang it by her own version at youtube. ive been replaying it for an hour now. here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTalHUOrqdo&feature=channel Shes a great young singer, pretty too. =) And today's message at church was: BE JOYFUL ALWAYS! Its a command. and at the back of my head, cant help but think: we need to feel sad at times to appreciate the things around us... for a moment at least cz always is difficult to do. dba? hehe happysundayppl~ Godbless~ i think "thoughts" will be a good title for that, ya think? =D idk. |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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