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lundi, février 22, 2010
Reality Bites
12:38 AM
So I have to be honest to myself and to us. I just realized that once more, I don't wanna be treated this way. I told you I needed you today, that very moment, but you weren't there. You'd rather do something else. I realised I am not important as compared to your paper work. I needed you now, you weren't there. Had a usual tiring day at work. I decided to drop by the library near your home cz that's where I needed a book I had to borrow. I was so happy to know you're gonna meet me there... I played the game of "look for me"... Gave you clues to where I was... But you said you're heading to popular first... so buying your stationary was the reason why you ended up meeting me. You texted me too saying you had to head to do your inventory... And when we finally met, there was a pause... We acted as friends, just friends. No kiss, No Hugs, no sweet moves. I thought we could just talk... catch up. But I was just there to keep you company -once again. You told me to go home when we just met. I said I wanted to spend time with you... You said You've to do your inventory... So to be just where you are, to just catch up, to just feel you close, to just fill your sayings that you miss me, I went to where you needed to go. So you were done... You walked me to the bus stop just to realised in the end that you're not seeing me home.. because you had to re-do your inventory list. Barely having 10 items in there, that was more important huh? I know you're to re-do the layout... Is that gonna take days to complete that you can't even spare me an hour to see me off? I thought you said you missed me... now I know theyre plain bullshit. At the bus stop I took the courage to open up to you, all the pains, all the disappointments... You knew your weaknesses... are you gonna work on them or just let it slip and slip? I don't wanna be treated this way anymore. I'm getting tired of travelling just to spend time with you, just to work things out. I don't feel loved, I dont feel cherished, I dont feel important, I don't feel like I am your girlfriend... I think I'm just one of those girls you had where you needed a gap to fill that space you have. Ayaw ko na... I dont know what you're doing. Whenever I get to, it's all been planned and all you had to do is carry it out. You dont like my romantic-comedy movie flicks, well, that's what you need to learn! I am tired of the initiatives of texting you -your whereabouts, what you're doing, i miss yous, i loveyous, greetings of the day... I am tired of the sacrifices, I ran out of energy. Way too long, now that w're going 2 years, I thought a relationship should grow deeper, sweeter, stronger... but you're not doing you're part and I am sickly of it all. It's your turn... just don't be surprise when one fine day I am telling you my flight is in an hour's time... where all I had to do is carry it out like how you've always been doing. A heart breaks into 2... I realised, I thought love's you + me... but I cant see you. So there's no wonder woman do not go for younger lads... yes they do date... just because they want their sex life to be active. I watched Lipstick Jungle. Not too bad a show I learnt and realised something regarding my life. |
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