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samedi, avril 02, 2005
today's sat...
9:32 PM
I deleted my previous entries. I don't like readin it. It only makes me feel guilty for not being more understandin over the matter. I'm more independent now. Only thing missing is for me to earn my own money. Auntie Avelina's son, whom I adore although we're strangers towards each other,his mother, (aunt Avelina) praises him so much. Like he doesn't ask any money from his parents. He works when he needs money. Despite his family, being affluent. Until his mom noticed he comes home very late, then only they knew he was workin part-time. When his parents give him more money than the usual $2 he gets as pocket money, he keeps on insisting that he only wants 2 bucks. NOt mre, not less. He doesn't care much about his appearance. He doesn't iron his shirts, his clothes. He wakes up early! haha... No need an alarm clock or someone to wake him up. He's takin electronics engineerin (like my dad!). He was from St. Gab. He goes to catholic churches only, upon learning other churches don't pray to Mother Mary. Man..... And I honestly, haha... even my mom, find them such hunks. Them= aunt Avelina's children. 4 boys and a girl. They look like half caucasians! hehe... That guy... He's name's Timothy. Laa~~ I do agree to what his mom and my mom said, "His girlfriend would be so lucky." I salut him too cause his parents are not in good terms yet he does well in School. Amazing.... It would have been great if only this guy could be my friend. Really. I screwed up yesterday's Speech day! haha!! APRIL FOOLS DAY aniwae... but sucks. I know I didn't made an impression esp to my MATHS teacher! (she's in-charge of the whole thing!) Didn't really bother much about the principal, VP nor the guests's impression. ALL Thanks to the GUEST-OF-HONOUR!! we waited for CENTURIES just for her arrival. And I was the one who would be announcin her arrival. Turned out (after 10mins++ under the hot glarin sun!), I spotted the wrong car!! BLEAH~~ hehehe... then Daniel had to cover up saying, "Sorry, false-alarm!" Great! I wasnt embarrassed... Cz I know all people make mistake. And THE GUEST-OF-HONOUR WAS LATE!!!!!!! Thank God she's only a manager in Starbucks and not a CEO!! hahaha.... Phew~~~~~ Overall, it was A-okay. Guilty still stikes me though. And I can't bare looking at the incomin cars drivin pass our school... the incident replays itself. Took pics. Those were not good cz didnt bring the cam in the hall. I might get scoldings from our DM. Gotta be more understanding and caring towards my parents. I feel, dad was right, I was arrogant over that sucky issue. But, he didn't have to be so cold towards me right? I cried when I opened the same agenda about 2 days ago last night.... I wasn't strong enough to stand on my ground. Guess they're right and I wasnt. But hey, haha... I spotted smthg about my dad about his teachings to his younger colleagues. He is not supportive. I was so surprised he said that. Not the typical him.... My mom, on the other hand thinks that I should know what my dad's attitude is. YAH... sure. She doesnt see that I'm not close to him. Then I suppose I need to be closer to them.... What is a family all about anyway? I'm lost. I'm not myself for 2 days, all because of these my thoughts are always shattered and so my tranquility. Didn't even attend to any of the 2 churches I usually go to. My life's in a carousel, goin deep deep down the shallow ground... Will it fall and break into pieces? Will it accellerate and start goin up? Will it ever move at all? I'll wait, I'll see... Next week... I'll let my Shepherd know. SOmetime this week, I'll get my draft done, so as to have more courage. Pray for the pope peeps... God bless y'all~ |
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