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dimanche, octobre 15, 2006
Exhaustin day n lessons learnt
1:07 AM
Yeng Constantino Hawak Kamay Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko nakaya” Tumingin ka lang sa langit Baka sakaling may masumpungan Di kaya ako’y tawagin Malalaman mong kahit kailan Chorus Hawak-kamay Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan Hawak-kamay Di kita bibitawan sa paglalakbay Sa mundo ng kawalan Minsan madarama mo Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka Tumingin ka lang sa langit Baka sakaling may masumpungan Di kaya ako’y tawagin Malalaman mong kahit kailan (Chorus) Bridge: Wag mong sabihin nag-iisa ka Laging isipin meron kang kasama Narito ako oh, Narito ako… (Chorus) Sa mundo ng kawalan mp3 Hawak-kamay, Hawak-kamay Sa mundo ng kawalan… -- It's the song that ive posted 2 days ago. It's the song that Jena used in the video she made in our farewell party for Louise. I was immuned and lost in the words and the melody of that song -a reason why i stayed late up cz i just cant leave the comp for that song's sake and cant record as yet cz mp3 is charging. I was listening to that and thinking when can i really relate with the song? Will i be really be tested as soon, about life -that Im so hard up it causes me to almost lose hope and give up? and came the answer today. i hardly had any sleep, I tell you cz we were gonna meet at 5.30am with the pinoy peeps at Yishun wich is like 30min frm our place and all of us we'd go to the airport to see Louise off. I woke up earlier than that, of course. Thank God, cz i usually cant wake up against the sound of the alarm clock. But I did and thank God, Kricia missed called me instead of my love. haha. = ) Not to mention i slept late, 1am, cz u just miss that love one of urs? hehe.. Main thing is, Im already exhausted this week. nt just literally, the parties goin on and on and the work load and the other things that ive gotta do... i just ended up nt doin the minor ones but those minor ones are the most important and know im worried abt next week cz for one, sch starts for me [that solves the money issue, but wat abt wrk? oh man,] for two, i'd get some reprimandings from a love one... i just really hope he understands... for three, i dont think i can work and school at the same time, but i need to save... i left the airport once we bid our "love, cares, bonvoyage and see you soon", to Louise. Skipped the breakfast with the tropa and grabbed the rest of the time for a nap and came work. Work was hell. damn. Thank God I survived. I wasnt able to make it to that awesome party of Maru... i shudve gotten to meet more people nt just the local but the pinoys too. But work stopped me from doing those and hell, twas really disappointin, stressing and a sad note at the end. Was suppse to leave at 5pm but no, i left at close to 11pm. And the orders and the ppl, the crowd was continuous from 4pm-past 9pm. omg... I made errors, minor errors here and there and im thankful for i think that many costumers were really thoughtful and empathetic abt the work load at Bk.. nt to mention its only my 2nd day at the counter [and boy, ive improved to an extent i didnt expect. = ) hehe. yey. i honestly dont like the rush hour.. im such a newbie at it.. but it came on smoothly... not bad. God is great! hehe... =D] ive remembered phrases like "Big order huh? Dont worry. Take ur time, Im alright with it." "No problem at all, thank you. I understand." Not forgettin the gestures. Their smiles and understandin.. bcz i can tell that im kinda work up, shows thru my face.. [heh. watever. hehehe... nah. I THINK.] but really tryin my best and theyre patient... nt leavin the queue til they get their meal. Nt leaving..-Waitin patiently. That surged me on. And i received amiabiliness to a number of costumers who complimented and even played around so i wont be so serious and that lightened me up. Compliments such as "she's got a cute voice and good looking." .. comes the mimicking.. there was the tryin to grab the mic and say, "hey, hello there, thanks for my order." haha. =D But ofcourse, there's the rough course such as drinks.. -wrong drinks, no ice, wrong burgers and a few came back to return wat they ordered... man, that was kinda embarrassin but all were really patient... thank God.. and hello... haha... several were nt my fault. hehe... heee.. Despite those, im just really am exhausted. mentally -memorisin and rememberin so many orders, the schedules, my plans, sch and frens and church plans... hooo... I just wanted someone to just hug me when i was done with work... no need for words, just a hug. yea, of course, i ended up consolin myself... i did pitied myself wen i emoted with the song... "Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko nakaya” Baka sakaling may masumpungan.. Minsan madarama mo Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka" sniff. i want a hug nt a "hawak kamay." yey, phew. breathe in~ and out. Ive survived today and i hope i'll do better tmrw... ive gotta leave by 5pm.. church is way too important to give it a miss. Lord, pls help me... Man.. i realised it helps wen u care to one person cz that one person is thankful for wat ure doin to dem.. and... it helps u to keep on goin.. to keep on fightin.. mere words, can be so powerful.. another lesson learnt. breathin in and out wen ur heart feels heavy and losin hope, helps. the continuous effort and challenge of wantin to be more challenged... hay.. i need my sleep. i'll end here. mite nt be makin sense anymore... im penniless too. heh. well, in needs of earthly ones, thats all. =p |
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