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lundi, janvier 29, 2007
From Baby steps to My very own steps
10:33 PM
  From Baby steps to My Very Own Steps. Ive read blogs from frens that made me motivated to c h a n g e. Ive received comments from John and my classmates. That simply tells me that I need to change, NOW. "Karina, are you okay? You look.... ... ... (after forever) Deeead." -Gab Gosh, what a horrible comment. "Karina,thinking of someone? You're missing your boyfriend right? Why, huh? Never did that thing with him?" -Eug Shit. That got me annoyed. I felt he thinks I'm easy to get! Whata jerk!! grr I just said with a sulky facial expression, "Excuse me. FYI, he's not even here and I'm not gonna do that. What the hell, is that all you think when someone is in a relationship? No wonder it's hard for you to even get a girl friend." And then he shuts up but still disturbs me. He then turns to Kenneth and said in Mandarin, "Look at her, she really looks bored. Like really not in the mood to do." And then talks to me again, "Karina, are you ok? You really look like you're not in the mood." Gabriel butted in addin, "Yeah, Karina, you ok? You look like a zombie." Oh horrible. Define something prettier than a zombie! huhu! (hehehe) Then silence. And then Eug commented again on my wires! He said, "Hahaha... It's really interesting to watch you connect. Keep up your piece of art. It's artistic." I just said, " I dont understand you." "Nevermind then." then moments later, "Why are your wires like that?" I just stared at him and glanced at his wires. Yea, fine, his is neat. like just a LINE , and mine was like the usual 'inverted u.' I was fiddling around and I wasn't sure yet of the connections cz that freaky project with wires-all-over-the-place can get really messy and gives anyone (i swear, even our teachers hava hard time checking our wired-work-piece.) a migraine! hehe I had been thinking about our project anyway cz Kenneth said most of us will probably have the same outcome for. We were given this board for circuits, An IC chip with 18 legs, resistors, LED lights, another chip with 8 legs, Capacitors and we had to cut our own long wires and share the cutter. That also takes forever. That's why I was really bored. waiting and asking for that cutter. BUt thank God, I get to pass all my impatience to unwiring a wire. (or baring the wire.) hahaha... It's hard. We were given this worksheet and needed to connect them as it is. We were shown a completed one by another student but our teacher said that the piece wasn't well done. So obviously, there's a hidden secret about doing the project to get that A. That's our project and we were given 3 weeks to do that. Tomorrow will be all AC classes. Damn, its so gonna be BORING. Anyway, I was doing my work, ok. Just that I was completely not interested to talk or whatever unless I ask questions. Then came a comment from my teacher, Mr Ishak, "Karina, are you doing your work?" Well, obviously he cant see me idling with the stupid chips and wires. Yea, cz for one, he was diagonally on my left; for 2, I had my left arm resting on my chin. So it did look like I was day dreaming or sleeping. BUT no, I defended myself and showed him what i was doing. THen another comment from another teacher, Mr Annuar, "What happened to Huiying? She keeps absenting herself..." I'm so tired of teachers asking me that. Like, I'm responsible for her attendance and school grades. Not to mention she's older than me. omg. it's irritating. And she keeps smsing me to meet her before school. SHe's punctual, I'm tardy. So in the end we're both late because of me but she just doesn't care. I just hope one fine day she screams on my face in public and tell me how absurd Ive been being late all the time. But no, i don't think that will ever happen even after graduation. I was restless in class. I looked like a zombie, I looked like I wasn't interested, I looked bored but BUT, I was doing and will do my work. I was and will study... and the only thing that lessens that goal of mine is being tired. I was tired so I was like that. So point is, I need to change my attitude right when I get up and start my day. Have enough rest. I need to use that organizer that I have. (only thing that I don't wanna use that nimore cz its bulky) Oh, Ive gotten a great idea; we were given the sch organizer! =D yeys. I was asking my dad to bring home a new calendar and a 2007 organizer and im still waiting for it. Even if its just that calendar. I need that. I'm not gonna buy. no no no no. (if i don't have a choice, I'd go for one then.) I know dad will bring them. There's lots of it in their planta! And Ive read honey's letter. a sentence got me shaken so, woa, I NEED TO CHANGE NA. So from now onwards, It's gonna be a new me. I hope. (God, wata liar. hehe. cz ive said this time and time again. ) I wanna feel accomplished yet again. I know that's gonna boost my moral. Also, I'll reread Stephen Covey's book I really adored, "7 habits of highly effective teens." Somehow down the road, the inspiration wane and gone. wahahaha. Honey, thanks for the support. Thanks for the cussings. =P hehehe... indirectly. wahaha... joke. thanks for your motivation. thanks for complaining. thanks for screaming. thanks for letting me taste my own medicine. most of all, thanks for your patience and still loving me despite knowing my bad habit. hehe. Man, I love you. =) Thank God for you. xoxoxo 11.10pm le29Janvier07 CARPE DIEM! |
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