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lundi, février 19, 2007
the shitness in me... OUTOUT!
11:46 PM
 Dear someone, anyone, whoever... anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Sometimes I just wanna break down and cry like how i'm feeling right now. There's this heavy feeling inside me. I think the best way to relieve that is to cry my heart, soul and eyes out. Ive done that... but it doesnt seem enough. It keeps piling up. The fear building in, the solitude breaking in when Im lonesome. Anyone hates that feeling. Lately has been scary. madness. Men in the lose with their stupid flaterrings, it gets me freaked out. Damn it. Hay.. msging, asking for cell number, emailing shit... I ignore, they get mad. Good. =) I mean, what are they gonna do if I choose not to reply? Get angry and ignore? Sure. Their reactions doesnt get into me anymore. buti sana kung cute sya. lol... Go ahead and call me a meanie. Damn I dont care. I hope they understand the fact that Im NOT INTERESTED and that Ive a *@(&# boyfriend already! So get out of sight and @)(#*& move on! U make my life so irritating! grrrr I wanna feel the sensation of being pressured, being stressed yet again. And it gets real sickening to work at some outlet where there arent people. Then again, you get overwhemled if the opposite occured and I grumble. haha. That's just so cute of me. lol. To my dear friend/s who has/have been asking me out to "catch things up" I'm really sorry. I dont know when Im free. So either you come along to my venue or wait and see. haha. Dang, I miss every inch about the times we had. =) Thanks for always asking how Ive been. Damn, I love you lots. =) And FYI, there might be a day that I may be quiet and just cry. So prepare with lots of tissue and a shoulder to cry on. Damn... 'Hug me and never let go. Wishing evermore that you'd be here cz you're the one I ever think of. I ever longed for. But its so hard... I think thats the reason why I cried. Please don't give up. Stay Strong. I don't wanna lose you.' Gaaaa... I dont think I can say that. Im much a coward even though we've been a year in love, being fateful, together...? Hay... I'd just... maybe hug you and that's it. No words spoken. I think I prefer that way... Hay... Honey Honey Honey. Have you changed? Shitness, Karen is stupidly in love. Damn it. haha. tickle tickle. Picture Karen crying... hmm.. wawa naman. lol. Shit I miss you. Damn it Karen... ano ba! Stay strong! hahahaha. Im scolding myself. Im so restless. A record... so far 4 men waved at me before taking their leave at BK ML. haha. haaaahaaaa.. and I had a good lunch so my sugar was high. haaahaaaa.. wishing ever more that someone would appreciate the little things I make big issues on. wishing ever more that there will be that someone whom I can tell or share things with everything anytime, anywhere, anyhow. in short, bestfriend. wishing ever more that he'd be near. i want a dog, but i dont think i need one... hmm Good day ppl! carpe diem! Hoy John Paul! Mahal kita! salamat at nagparamdam ka sa myspace. ingat.. at sino yon........... tralala  |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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