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mardi, juillet 10, 2007
Twisting Emotions
10:01 PM
Ive to blog this out although its very much personal, it's not like anyone complain about what I'm blogging so far. After 3 blissful weeks off from school, I am the least person to be excited of going back. Entirely due to the reason that this class of mine, from my point, isn't really serious about studying. Maybe they are, but their vibes and actions to me aren't sending a single message of seriousness. oh gawd... to even think it's my graduating class. shitness. I am accused by a mere classmate, I don't even think I consider him as a friend, I am appalled at how he treats me and his usage of words. Grabeh talaga. Hangang sa masuka suka na ako sa galit, muntik ko na syang sinigawan sa first day of school pa. hmph!!! damn it... why such guys have to exist. Theyre sucha pests in my life. So here's the story. This dude, A, was sick for the last week of holidays. He asks (more like accuses, you know) why I am not visiting him at his home, (WTF) cz he is sick. AS IF, I know where he lives. AS IF, ive been there. AS IF, im his girlfriend! (NOWAY!!) AS IF, i wanna go!!! (already, I am so bloody busy and he CLEARLY knows that cz I already ignore him all the time, online) Before this sickness of him, he has been complaining to me why i am not chattin with him whenever he sees me online. Automatically, this dude chats with me when i sign in at msn. uggggh.... I dont, honestly, even like talkin to him cz he himself doesn't even understand what he is saying. and i am so... confuse to whatever he is saying. He takes simple jokes seriously and he misinterprets what you intentionally mean. He keeps asking if he is bad and all that crap. Cz obviously, months back, in the commencement of our 2nd year sometime this May, already, a lot of our classmates detest him. (i was still in a state of wonder why they hate him. as in HATE even though theyve not talked to him yet. and its funny cz most of them said, "just by lookin at him, u can already see i hate him." and now?? Ive joined their club) I find him alright since we were classmates in PIE last year. But now, I AM SO SICKENED BY HIM!!!!! SO SICK I WANNA SCREAM CZ ugh... I wanna say HATE. Really do, but im not that mean. I dont really know how his mind works. He's sucha bug and so much as an irritating asshole through my 3 weeks break. Thank God its only online... if we've classes? I'd EXPLODE in anger. So anyway, this dude... apparently, is the first person in the whole class to know Ive a boyfriend. There are other flirts in my class that Im trying my best to manipulate and control. B and C, as hidden from their real names. B -maybe i had a teeny-weeny crush on him cz gentlemanliness is one of my weaknesses in the opposite gender. and this dude bear it all. Until, eventually, it gotten worst cz I noticed he keeps sticking to me. Whenever we have breaks, he always asks where we're (the other girl other than me in class) eating, den THEY will join. THEY, as in their grp of friends. I think they were in the same class last year. He bugs for my cellphone number and I haven't given him for months until, we ended up being in the same group, which, i really hope I didnt join. If only I could switch groups. Im sure my former classmates in year 1 would accept me. haha. As they always do. ----------------cut!-------------- i former classmate chatted with me... and naturally, ive to blurt this out and all he did was laugh at me. oh wow... what a help. Honey, i really wish you're here. Talk to you soon ok? IMISSUSOMUCH. gotta talk. tell me how uve been. Iloveyou. |
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