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Course-dilemma.

Ang hirap talaga i-pursue ng course na hindi mo gusto. My situation in this part of life is complicated. Ive already pursued 2 years of Mechanical Engineering. I tolerated that and I've planned of totally shifting after graduation. The chance came. I was given 5 courses to choose from and all of them are not related to Engineering. I chose 3 design courses and the 2 are IT. I wanted to continue my studying, I went to an extent of appealling for engineering courses just so I can study again.

God forbid me... now that I am there, I honestly didnt seize the chance. I know there shouldnt much of a problem if I really focused... But deep down inside, I am declaring myself as a depressed, trying-hard-to-survive engineering student every time i go to school. I remember being so nervous each time we have a quiz and even more nervous when we get back our results. What more having lessons that make me focus too hard, I am not enjoying myself. I feel that I am under operation every day. dang.

I got an invite from the Design school... but what the heck, theyre offering me engineering courses too. Ahuhuhuhuhu. I really really really HOPE to shift. I dont think I can even be a living encyclopedia in engineering. It is not my element. It'll be a torture for me and to my future juniors. haha.

And then of course, shifting is not an easy thing. As i blog this out... Im anxious about how my parents are gonna take this. Worst comes to worst, I've to pay for my own school fees?. huhuhu. But hey, they shouldve known better cz even before I was taking m Mech Engg, I was realy complaining to mama. Again... there's this guilt feeling cz dad asked me for confirmation the eve of whence we were paying for the school fees. =( Syempre gusto nya yon para sakin. Pero.... di ko na talaga kaya eh. =.<

Lastly... I am sad of leaving engineering cz i know the prospects of that field is in demand in here compared to what I really wanna do. My highschool classmate said I can go overseas... Oh lord... help help me.

Exams are next week. x<

(kung bakit kasi ilan lang ang demand dito.)

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