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samedi, août 02, 2008
issues
12:28 PM
Self issues. haha. i dont know why, but I'm gettin conscious of the wrong sorts: like my dancing... i went for practice yesterday and well, i kinda forgot some of the steps. being away for 2 months and not exercising made me give lame excuses. ahaaaa. farking ass. i need new shoes cz i cant move mah feet with the Girbaud shoes. Hence, it's really looking worn day by day. Then there will be steps im not sure off. Instead of asking and executing... I stop. Might be because I'm thinkin yesterday will be the only day I'll be back for practice and then I'll be MIA (Missing In Action) again, for the whole August cz of exams. It's like I didnt bother much about the dance moves yea? Which is kinda sad... but not entirely cz I got the video of it. Imma practise at home. I hate being labelled as a dancer and then I dont give it mah farking best shot. Sometimes, self-pressure is good. I push myself to the limits I know and still taking care of myself, like that. we are thinking of dancing this... and of course, I need to be sexy to have that ExTrA push and confidence in mah moves, right? haha. And then comes the other side of boyfriend. Obviously, this entry of mine is not cross-linked to multiply. Kinda got tired of the thought that people comment and it leads to a bicker... although there are many comments. At least here, I dont get much comments and I dont think those friends of mine at multi even visits this blog of mine. A quote on jealousy: Jealousy feeds upon suspicion, and it turns into fury or it ends as soon as we pass from suspicion to certainty. Francois de La Rochefoucauld (1613 - 1680) Ewan ko ba. Saw something that was a result of jealousy. When I saw "that", of course, it gave me the green-eyed monster, but he only did that because of something that had happened. And then I'd wonder why he have to do that. And why I am feeling this farking way... UGH. sakit ng ulo. cguro nga, hayaan ko nlg. kaysa sa, babanat pa ako, wala rin naman magandang madudulot don. Sa ginawa nya, i think its immature. =P and of course, cguro, the way i replied him is also immaturity... hmm... i wanna revenge. haha. bad bad yea? But ya know, Im not that sort of person. I think the best way is to IGNORE and PRETEND cz my exams are coming up. 2 weeks!!! OMG... den there's the side of me still wanting to work when already, i took a month off so i can focus on mah studies... heh.... it does take time to get used to somethin new. The way you overcome shyness is to become so wrapped up in something that you forget to be afraid. Lady Bird Johnson (1912 - 2007) have to implement that all over again in mah life. This time its different cz I am setting standards for myself. Kinda stressin for myself... it's definitely a challenge... and any tests in life is a blessing in the end. Success is the destination. yan lang. man... i cant seem to believe its the weekends and i'll be muggin all weekend long. at the back of my head, theres this itch of me wantin to work or go to Barkadahan... damin temptations. anovahyaaaan. aralaral! oh... and lastly, the word "FCUK" has been heard only by this mini group of chinese in class. Theyre the ones I'm usually with. And then now, after 2 weeks, the WHOLE class is saying it. I thought to myself to avoid getting infected... but yesterday, it hit me. SHET. hahaaaaa... I only realised it when i get the wrongs moves and den it'd say, "Fcuk...", "fcukin ass"... cz u see, I'm not the sort who says bad words... nah ah. i think the F word is too vulgar compared to "shit". hehee... (yes, although they are both vulgar words. i meant, the DEGREE of Vulgarity! ahaha.) 3 dance performances comin up next month =) |
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