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lundi, août 25, 2008
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7:20 PM
so tmrw's the last paper, cprog. the most tedious of all the 5 modules. im sad about having to sit for the last paper honestly and im just gonna screw it up too anyway. I hate myself for that. I should have perservered and all... but something went wrong along the way and I u-turned. Somewhat determined to start a new course i screwed the modules. Wudve been tears of joy to have that bittersweet battle in the field and a success drive it the end. it would have been. Yet, deep down, I just can't take it nimore. And den there's the side of wasting time, my cravings of wanting to go to school... once the 6 weeks is over. Yes, Im already looking ahead to what I wanna do. Cz right now, I am in a state of dilemma. Again, I feel like continuing my course or go for what I really want... but the problem is, the intake is next year. I have yet to ask about the procedures in my school but I already know what's coming ahead cz Ive asked TP about it. This is so excruciating. I dont wanna be working all 5 months long. I'll miss studying for sure. Time is ticking. I'm getting old and this education of mine is not yet to what I want to accomplish. Oh Lord... help me. Im not sure about goin private. It's faster alright buh ya know... local universities are more in demand. Nvm the cost and shit, but of course that pays a part too. Local schools are a priority wen u go out there in the working world. They're the first to consider so somehow Im stickin to that. I think I'll dig up some guts to talk to parents about it though. =(. Im apprehensive about asking the procedures on Tue. Im not confident at all about my decision. Maybe I'll just inquire.... see what's gonna happen if this and that goes. Thanks sweetie's goin with me. Im sowie uve to compromise school for this... And when that is revealed.. there's the other side that I might go back home and study. I still have my CAP insurance afterall.
This is so hard on me. Yes, Im scared about my future... .... and sometime I feel like drowning my fears away. (IknowitswrongandThankGodnothinghappened.) |
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