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vendredi, février 20, 2009
Musings
9:22 PM
My holiday has begun last Tuesday. We ended the electronics paper that day marking the end of a year comprising of 2 semesters. Time surely does fly. Maybe I don't deserve this long break of 7 weeks cz honestly, I have not been a 100% a good student I usually am the last semester. Nevertheless, I'm prepared for a better year ahead. Moving on, came Wednesday and I was just at home. The only appointment I have for that day was just Bible study in the late evening. It feels so different to be a bummer -a Total bummer. I am the sort of person who prefers being occupied. I find ways and means to move and just do something. So... I cleaned the whole house. Yes... even managed to make a simple Happy Graduating Banner for the Brinosa siblings =) Came Thursday and I woke the usual 7am my body had gone accustomed to. (Thank God... cz Ive been waking up way later than that. Great to know my body has somehow came to norms.) During school days, I swore when vacation comes, I'd sleep as much as I can. Recuperate the nights when I stayed up late. And well, its not really working cz my body got used to my early rest days during the muggin period of mine and waking up at 5am to study. I cleaned our home again. Somehow I cant do that without music. I had to turn on to my favorite local radio station, power 98. I like Harry's voice. =D I feel alone whenever I hear every single person in my family leave and exchange their goodbyes in the morning. Getting up from bed, I'd be greeted with their early morning rush. I'll end up tidying their breakfast on the table, dishes not washed... I dont like being lonely as Ive come to realise... and for the first time I felt that loneliness. Our home was unusually quiet. Everyone's at school or work and Karen's just at home. sheeze. My lil sisters have grown up. I still treat them as if theyre little and never grown taller than me. I still think each of us never grown older, my brother still the lanky dude... but now after his National Service, he became a muscular man to a chubbier one now. My parents have more white hairs and wrinkles on their faces. I hate seeing that honestly... because it gives me that pressure that everyone will have to grow separate ways whereby they cant forever support us. (Hush, that responsibility and independence yet again has runged me up) I have been insisting that dad and I go for a hairdye. ehehehe... He said that even his moustache has to be dyed nonetheless and still prefers his natural hair color ever since. However, seeing their eyes full of life makes me smile inside. Dad actually has a lighter shade or brownish eyes compared to mama and I. He also has this light blue rim around his hazel eyes -beautiful. Today's the 21st of February 2009 already... After all these years in Singapore (turning 11 this April 13), I want to go back to Phillippines. I want a getaway... and the only place I really wanna go to is Baguio. I am missing my grandparents and loyalist auntie Elma who has been taking care of them since her teenage or early twenties. It feels odd to want to go back there because the last time I was there, I found Baguio a tedium place already because it has lost its natural beauty to the new buildings. Hello realisation, what really matters are your love ones... and I miss their company I feel like catching up with them over the years we have been apart. sana now na. i have this yearning... but I cant. Maybe my parents will finally let me fly alone once I saved enough cash to keep me alive back there. heeheh. I'll end it here. Hava blessed weekend. Take care and Godbless. Love,  Karen |
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The name's Karen. Currently residing in Singapore But her heart belongs in Baguio City She yearns to go to America where her relatives and frens live. Born on the 15th June She's a yellow fanatic. A friendly lass with a good heart. Really. =p Do tag my board yea? EVERYONE'S WELCOME!! ^_^
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