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vendredi, juillet 30, 2010
Revival
12:28 AM
"God bless the broken road that lead me straight to you." I was doing my homework of Technical Drawing when this song suddenly played. There it went, giving me courage, strength, renewal and of something else that I can't describe -I felt alive in the wee hours in the morning. Then when I woke up, I decided to share the verse :) I was in the midst of trying so hard... focusing, disciplining, getting it all right, wanting to get an A for a grade, I stressed out. I got tired I wanted to give up and just let it all be, but deep down, I knew it was not right... Then this song came... I remembered the days when school has not started yet. I remembered the entrance exam I had to go through, the pain sticking of looking for a school that gave me the right course I wanted -where I excel, where my talents are. There was that road of trials, pitfalls, hardships and the triumph, the needs were met... and now here I am, down the road of my dreams... there's alot to say really... I just wanna say some pointers: -Whenever I walk around the school of arts, I see my passion coming alive, slowly... but surely. I knew I was on track. I applied the skills I had when I wasnt in the arts school, thats from starbucks, being a barista. I made new friends... but we were not in the same class. It was easy for me, and it helped me. -I became more independent. I payed for my entrance test fees. I prayed for that and I am lucky enough to have a boyfriend who supports me. We did had some rough patches those weeks too but I now saw its purpose. Indeed, there are reasons behind our actions, some, we can't fathom. Honey, thanks aLoT for pushing me with my school application when you couldn't make it. -I saw answered prayers. alot. I remembered my days in elemetary and highschool cz those were the times I knew I wanted to excel in the subject, but I decided for myself and not with God. It's a different adventure when you put ur plans in accordance of God. What I mean is, there are things that our hearts desire... but when you put it into faith, give it to God and let him speak to you, you know and will testify that this is what he plans and wants you to do... and when he does this, it is for your own good... because, do you know why? He is made for you to let him serve him, because we are His. :) Popo, if you're reading this... and I hope you do, because I am just so excited to share you what's happening in my faith. Gusto ko din maexperience mo ito :) I came to a successful entry of the school. I screwd my fashion design entrance test. I was on a thin line for just takin the 3D design. But God let it done. He made me enter the school and what's best is that my parents supported me in this adventure. And this was another road... I was told to let go of: starbucks, church, bible study, music ministry, fellowship and no more phone line. Now, taking you further in my road... school began just last week. I planned earlier this month to continue working provided I knew my schedule at school first. Orientation came and the last thing I knew was the most important: schedule. Now I realise I have to indeed let go of starbucks. School is takin a toll on me. :( I still attended some sessions of church... I escaped for most but I should stop that now. I need parent's consent to bring glory to his name. I was in so much pressure of control it affected everyone around me especially my love, my boyfriend. He saw the every inch of my ugliness. :( and then the church... It was hard, it is hard. It made me cry... I cried when I was at the bus stop with boyfriend... I just couldnt let him see... And then I slowly adjusts... I set out to bid my farewell and just trust in the Lord. I began reading bible again... I began prayin more whenever I go to school and whenever I do my work. There are times when I was talking to him and I could fill my tears. But when I opened them, I felt different -renewed. so now... here we are... I am still adjusting to what he wants. And in every road... I am glad he is in control. I am extra glad that he brought me people who cared for me. Who shares his words... his words are so extra ordinary... (I hope my family feels this too.... and I'll pray... and seek your glory.) My everyday talkings with God is special. We went to perenakan museum yesterday and I saw the art works that I was coached on during highschool days... I didnt know, but now i understand. The feeling was just magical when I saw the shadow puppets and then flashbacks began in my mind... I was in awe.  I knew he wanted this for me even more.Tapos meron din mga art works sa school with sayings... and that happens din. It's a beautiful adventure... And its even more beautiful when you keep him centered in your life. There's more than just security.. more than love.. more than the life this world offers. It's something so magical talaga... Tuesday was ceramics class... and i did that during elem days :) Oh memories~~ Today was another day. I started out ugly. unfinished work, time to savor and a heartwrenching message. My school work did got in the way... my tears fell on the tracing paper... cz i cried out to him... and then, turned out, a christian friend shared me her views. Its so wonderful talking about God... I feel cloud 9. no stress. just renewal of strength. And then... idk... i went to surprise boyfriend and though I was tired and so was he... when we talked about his wonders... when he shared me, when he questioned me... all these strenghtened us. not just our relationship but also the faith. The Faith. :) It's just so uniquely a feeling. Ang ganda... ayon, may one part pa cguro yon. Im scared... but i'll trust in him. It's the weekend nanaman. I hate it na cz i have to work and its compromise of goin church. But i'll pray.... and that is all you need. :) Faith and Quiet Time... read your bible so you know he speaks to you... that is his everyday love letter. :) Till here Amigos! I love y'all! Godblessus! I cant wait for Praise 2010! yehey! |
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