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mercredi, mai 31, 2006
i hurt alone
3:48 PM
 i hurt alone and all but to myself.my deep thoughts caged no where but in the depths of my aching heart. mere words... that's all and everything else that uve been clinging onto will easily crumble down. my confussion does me good and brings me nowhere.. what is love? why do we hurt? ive been asking WHY too much since yesterday and not a single soul has yet inspired me nor made me content. but readin this made me feel......... alright. i guess. yes... im not sure. the haze hasnt cleared. the hurt still has yet to subside.. go away, i hate you. and this i say, "Leave me... alone" "hey cuz, everything's gonna be fine. that really part of it.. ayan, you're starting to experience some of the "real" parts of love na, hehe! =) as i told sheena too, it's like entering a sorority or a fraternity. you're undergoing the initiation or the hazing stage.. just as soon as you're like, maybe 20% numb and used to it, little by little the girls of the modern world welcome you to the club! and it's fun here. =) just focus on your goals. and the surest goals i mean, which involves yourself and no other. that's what gonna keep you motivated. you told me to concentrate on the future, and i am tellin that to you too right now. except that, i want you to think of your future alone. not your future with me, with your dog, your diary, your friend, your mom, or with anybody else. you future that ONLY YOU can take control of. and because you're still weak, i won't welcome you to the club yet. hehe. i love u cuz. sincerely. " - Chemae M. Thanks cuz.... I just realised my world revolves around him. Too much I guess. Nah... things seems to go so fast lately I cant seem to pace myself in the world of el- o -vee- e. i want him near but he's not. i want this and that but those equals to cannot. nakakinis. bakit ganito ang buhay? lagi nalang masakit at masaya. *sigh*  |
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