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mercredi, septembre 01, 2010
New beginnings of a great journey
12:51 AM
heck with the title. i cant figure one rite now. so i started with that, not sure whether wat i'll say will fall in that category. haha. today was a breather. 2 days. so we confessed. we talked. and there it went, out in the open. we felt good. i think. i felt good. somehow i knew i trusted his words. so today... i just realised that what happened was to set us free from bondage of sin. and that was the exact sermon at New creation church. "Dead in Sin, Alive in Christ." Pastor Prince has his way of preaching, very humorous and entertaining the youth esp:) I cant believe that Hillsong was there too. Darlene Zschech... what was an awe, was the solo performance of the guitar rifts... just the guitar and no vocals... in tune to God is Awesome, i think. haha. and then in the midst of the song, came another guitarist. At once, he came to mind. He wasnt there. I cant believe he missed 3 great worship leaders this year: Planet Shakers (oh, i remembered, after their concert here, i said yes.), Don Moen and now Darlene. grabeh, nasan ka sa mga araw na ito at puro pagod nalang mga excuse mo? ive alot to say... there was the note i wrote for Aly at facebook. too many coincidence. so i decided to write it there to keep for history. I wanna start a fresh. Last saturday was different a praise and worship ritual for me... I cried. yes i did. grabeh... no, he wasnt there. i wasnt suppose to go cz sunday was another service to attend with mates. hmwrk piles up... but somehow, i pulled myself there. Jesus got me there... I just sang.. no new songs... but i confessed to him and i felt him... i teared... and smhow i knew i was forgiven. Sunday came, and the remainin thoughts in my head the day before was answered there and then. Weird to say that there was even a surprise guitar lead... and the sermon did spoke about us. Romans 6. I hoped he was there... but no. Ang bilis sumagot ni Lord... the next day na kaagad... So up to now, Im clinging to that. We are all righteousness in the site of God... We shant condemn ourselves when we sin for he sees what Jesus did -died on the cross. but we shud also confess our sins, make sure it doesnt happen so that he will flow to us, and he'll use us, and we will feel him moving and changin in our lives. He'll do things we cant fathom we cud have done. I like the examples Pastor Prince said about a man who was bound to have sinned, devored the sin and the opposite... he was drivin past orchard road and saw a lingerie woman display... he was fastin all day and wen he saw the pic, he entertained the thoughts in his head, puttin his efforts and God aside. He condemned himself when he did his business. then another, same case scenario, just that this man, talked to God, brought himself to prayer and told himself not to look more than once or make it imaginable... and it worked. :) Wat i really wanna say is, he knows wat im talkin about. I miss the sweetness between us. But now i understand why there's always something drawin me far from him whenever we meet... Why im hostile with him.. why i seek more of his time rather than lettin him rest just because i miss him and we dont have time much. why i dont feel his presence. My cries werent as audible before... It's really different when you abide the bible, love it, read it, put into practice and sharing it. there's just this feeling of greatness overflowin that u want it shared cz its too excited to keep. hehe. and then blessings flow. after we confessed, i just realised i did a great job doin my sketch hmwrk... i was smsing with him while sketching, ended rite wen we ended our conversation too and it look fabulous. :D He is working now, i can tell. ive been reading the bible too. i wanna go pract not because of him, but because i really wanna worship and bring him praise :D oh, and another. my mom knew about us already. she told me to leave the church. but i told her ive commitments pa.. so she said, rite after im done with it, then i'll leave. ano ba yan. i am not ready to say na i love worshippin there. That i learn and grow wen im there... i see my talents used in many ways: cooking for people, worship n praise, fellowshp with pinoys, familyness, dance and friendship... :) ang dami... im just the mere one on the other side... i guess its true na pipintas tau ng kalaban... pero its great to see na as wat pastor Jay said, to seek wisdom and knowledge with fellow believers. iba kasi ang advice nila.. there's always the hidden positivity and support. i cant believe a couple is knowing my problem and theyre in lead of music... ive been wantin to be in music too :) and here it is. ang galing on how it works. hehehe. how he is working. ok, gotta end here. dami pa e. but i need qt and sleep na. ive been deadwalking cz of schwrk and emotions. baka mahimatay nako. OUT!!! |
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